My Pen My Sword

#S3.8 There's a place I wanna go There's a place I wanna go  away from the burdens and sorrows where the grass is greener and sun shines for a better tomorrow though it seems crazy  but I'm just a dreamer baby and maybe when the time will stop  I'll just keep you in my heart because there's no pleasure in this life  where the past might make us slow so there's a place I wanna g...

#S3.7 Hustler's lullaby It's been a long day I know you need a good night sleep you took your chances the struggle was deep another day gone things you've learned alone on your own affection you yearn so rest your stress head on your pillow forget about your sorrow remember there's still tomorrow dont worry dont cry rest your head as I write you this hustler's lullaby dont you worry about your mis...

#S3.6 Trouble Soul Lord help me with my trouble soul when the time comes I hope I can stand tall and don't fall for their trick moves because in time I got some things to prove never lose hope in your misery maybe you'll get the answers in future for your history and it's a mystery how you changed as a person and others that you lost and then gain some I try to search for the happiness losing my s...

#S3.5 I was lonely again It was night and it was around 3 in the morning  I watched my ceiling for a long time as I was lying on my bed  thinking and reminiscing about old times the thoughts made me feel I was not alone I had my friends in those thoughts I had all those people who used to be with me all I had to do was to close my eyes and feel their presence but when I opened my eyes I...

#S3.4 Things that breaks a man's heart Boys that used to be brothers strangers that used to be lovers hope that has shattered stress that has entered places that we left behind memories in our mind and the helplessness grind the souls who need help people who are there by themselves family that died blurry eyes that has cried deepest fear of nightmare struggle that nobody bothers to care the thing...

#S3.3 Lonely inside  Away from this world trapped in my mind there's a person who screams and always hide outside I put a smile but whom am I fooling I'm lonely inside may be because of the people I lost maybe my own part through which I paid the cost the things I couldn't posses they got blown after all these lights camera & action yet again I'm alone I want to feel that rush want to fee...

#S3.2 Solitary Mind Deep inside in my solitary mind there's a man who's trapped in the grind time to unwind because nobody understand scare to tell them how I feel, will I get a helping hand? or they will laugh on me like I am laughing stock and when their laughing stop I hope they'll stuck in this thought my struggle my trouble the tears that I cried the hard times that I see and the time that I'...

#S3.1 I talk to myself  When I'm alone I talk to myself see where I was and where I'm now nothing like promises nothing like vows I changed so much in trying to being me I know they can witness the contradiction if they can see I talk to my memory I talk to my tragedy when I can't keep the pace I walk out for the remedy I changed places kept everything inside talking to myself sharing the thi...

#S2.8 Why you need to let go Have you ever asked yourself why you need to let it go? spending hours, months or years with a hope that you can see it clear you try everything to fix it but eventually your life you risk it maybe this broken heart is a gift by your used to be lover you woke up and feel different it's a sign that its over you are stuck in the thought of what it would've been it's like...

#S2.7 Goodbyes The funny thing about goodbyes are they are not always good you never want to say it but time has misunderstood good times will turn into memories so even if I'm gone you gonna remember me the moments we had after so long  in bad times it gonna make us feel strong it's a game of time with no rewind so we take things as it comes hoping we'll be fine the faces the places makes yo...

#S2.6 Love is complicated I guess I'll never understand what love is like it's the most complicated chapter in the class like a speech of lies by a politician to the mass it takes 2 souls to make their love 1 3 words so easily said see what you've become sometimes it makes you numb and other moment it makes you alive 2 broken hearts struggling to survive it takes a little while to realize, then lo...

#S2.5 Mutual Heartache It all started with a strange feeling later I found myself dealing with the joy and happiness it made me alive than ever I wished it will last forever don't know how it changed now my joy turned into pain in my solitude there's a deep sorrow now I wonder will I'll be fine tomorrow we were two now turning into one I felt it in my heart, things I've learned embraced with sadne...

#S2.4 Broken Promises  What does broken promises do? it not only reveals who's fake n who's true sometimes it's a lesson sometimes it's not sometimes it hurts when it comes from d person u love broken promises usually comes from a fix person trying to unfix the whole situation what of a promise that people make ? not knowing in future it probably may break remember whenever you trying to make...

#S2.3 What it done to you  He was burning in the fire, she came like a rain gave the meaning of healing and pain he wasn't afraid to get wet, when he realized she's actually a thunderstorm her thunder was storming but somehow their company kept them warm now is it an aftermath? or the silence before the destruction? rain doesn't seem to stop and the sun doesn't function now they are the walki...

#S2.2 When a heart breaks Helpless with the help don't know where it'll take ain't no words to express how it feels likes when a heart breaks the bond is gone and so does the people each day is different, feelings getting deeper thoughts taking turns, I'm chasing them in my mind there's ain't no remedy, no cure to find only by time you'll be fine they say but each time you feel the urge to pray fo...

#S2.1 Why first love never lasts We were young, dumb and fool done stupid things thought it was cool can't deny the fact we were growing up we needed our space the things were slowing us up gone through changes losing our senses so much we were learning, it was hard enough to take we gave our hearts may be knowing the fact that it gonna break our introduction to real life we had our own perception...

#21. God left a long ago God not always helps you sometimes u got to do it yourself  with all the injustice in society with all the agony and pain cosmic powers in human mind controlling the outcomes you can't explain and the devil is on the upper hand  these days are tough heartbreakers disguise as lovers it's hard to trust love and yet again you find yourself alone in this hell lonelin...

#20. Jaisi teri marzi Jaisi teri marzi tu waise hi rehna Dil mein aayi baat zara khulkar tu kehna! Duniya ye dogli.,tujhe peeche hi kheechegi! Par Muskurate hue tujhko aagey hai badhna!! Har kadam aage na dekha maine peeche pohocha is mukaam pr baki sare mere neeche aakh meeche dekha ek khwaab kai sare sawal mere pas na koi jawab likhta gya khayalat bas main aur meri kitaab sapne kitne toote? koi...

#19. To love someone again Saw a girl with the prettiest smile she was on a road with her friends I stared her for a long time and thoughts were spinning in my head she was beautiful as heaven kind of woman every man desire thought of making a move although I haven't had such experience in this department my heart was beating fast in that second of time frame I think of all the possibilities that...

#18. The fear of being attached The fear of being attached was always on my mind maybe with the right person but at the wrong time early in life, age is the factor some people fake it so well they are the real actors don't want to pause again neither wanna search for the cause again because later you regret the time you spent on that pain good thing I learnt from that bond I found myself in this w...

#17. 3 AM It's 3 Am and I'm still thinking about you I'm still thinking about my life  I'm still thinking about what was true all those places that I lived and left behind came back to haunt me the times of helpless grind it's 3 am and I found myself again standing alone on a crossroad with my friends all gone and the world is turning cold don't know where it's all leading I ain't wounded but...

#16. One day at a time It's hard to wake up in the morning to start a new day when the demons start you calling in your head you can see these children in need no relieve tell me why we are so full of greed? then I look at sky  another ghetto bird died  before it learn to fly so don't ask me why  why these kids stay high got my heart broken to see  these communities in need whe...

#15. Revolutionary thoughts Revolutionary ideas plotting my assassination but someone need to speak up before they cause the annihilation this ain't a petition for their breach this is the result of freedom of speech so it can reach to you, for you to see that even in a democratic nation the freedom isn't free they tryna sell my nation divide us based on our caste and religion fuck their decisions...

#14. My school life As I close my eyes I see memories the place where I used to live free the folks whom I used to roam with time moved so fast, catching life became a gauntlet  back in the time when we were going to school I used to wake up late and it was a struggle to reach school, before morning prayers and when we were in assembly a random kid used to tremble and fall then everybody used...

#13. Pursuit of happiness  Keep my eyes on the prize doesn't matter what's the size of the demon inside my head because still I rise came out as a surprise, most of you didn't realize you were searching for the truth but you believed them lies look up at the skies and wave me bye byes because I am evading the scene while your soul in the grave your just living to die ya your just living to di...