My Journey Through the Pantheos

If you're wondering how it's going, I tell you in this episode. Support the show

The stakes have just been upped... the assassins of the cosmic spiritual war are clearly after me... and they're after you too. But there is good news. Infinitely good news. Support the show

In this episode we dive even deeper into the fathomless--infinity itself. With both scope and scale being understood, we examine the details, the specifics of what is "going on" within... and what we find there is unspeakably terrifying. Support the show

In this insanely epic unpacking episode, we peel the onion on the infinite to explore the waves of God's true form that I experienced on my last ayahuasca trip. Support the show

Let me ask you a question... do you think you know what infinity is?  Have you ever sat back and pondered what infinity really is? Well, if you've pondered and fell short of the answer, prepare to be delivered unto the answer of all answers... the answer to existence... the answer to the end... the answer to everything... the answer to infinity. But beyond that... beyond infinity. Support the...

This episode is a companion piece to the previous episode "The Reason". In this episode we dive deeper into science vs. religion to find some middle ground and in so doing, we encounter A.I. Jesus. Support the show

Some people find it very troubling that another person would not only take a mind-altering substance, but also that someone would take a mind-altering substance and change their life for the better. In this episode, we will discuss the ultimate reason I got involved in psychedelics in the first place. Support the show

In this episode we take a deep emotional dive into what I'm going through right now. Support the show

You've been told you have a new path, but that's it! What is the path? Am I already on it? How much will my life change? It's a terrifying prospect. Join me on this epic journey through heaven and hell as I discover my true path. Support the show

In this episode we get into further reasons why I wanted to go deep into ayahuasca again. In so doing, we come across yet another synchronicity... a recurring one... one that may set the tone for the rest of my life. Support the show

On this episode, I cover the HUGE, tripless amount of time from April 2021 to November 2021... when I decided to quit my job. Find out why I took the leap of faith. It is a crazy and surprisingly trippy story! Support the show

In this unpacking episode of the "Our Scars are Important" trip, we delve deep into the bowels of evil and examine the terrifying structure and mechanics therein. How do scars broaden the pathways for evil? How does evil seduce and infect? How do we as humans worsen what evil started? All of these questions and more will be answered on this intense installment of "My Journey Through...

In this installment of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", the future of the entire cosmos hinges on a broken bone I received in a 30-second long fight in junior high. Ghosts resurrect themselves from the dead, aliens travel thousands of light years, and God manifests himself once again to discuss a childhood fight and how that fight is a window into all human suffering. Support the show

What do psychedelics, meditation, astral projection, and aliens have in common? Strap in, and I will tell you in this prelude to Trip 8. Support the show

In this trip, I get a giant dose of tough love from God. Strap in. It's a doozy! Support the show

This trip is about cups. Yes, you read that right, cups. It's also about life, love, evil, death, etc... strap in; it's a wild ride Support the show

So what's the deal? Why should you care about anything I'm sharing with you if you do not think that anything I'm experiencing on psychedelics is real? Well, you should care because it is real. And not only is it real, but it is realer than real and I am going to prove exactly that in this episode. Support the show

In this episode (the first of a new concept I'm calling an "Unpacking" episode) we will dive deep into fractals and how they apply to all aspects of my psychedelic trips, my transformation therein, and life in general. Support the show

Imagine seeing and feeling the most ghastly and horrific thing you could possibly imagine and also seeing the most majestic and breathtakingly beautiful thing you could possibly imagine. Also imagine that both experiences not only answering everything in your life, but everyone else's life who have ever lived... yeah. Enough said. Mic drop. Support the show

So why in the world would someone want to continue with psychedelics after such hellish experiences? Well, bottom line, I hadn't received the answers I was seeking yet. On my 5th trip, I DEFINITELY got those answers and soooo much more. Trip 5 constitutes the turning point of not only my podcast, but most importantly, my journey and therefore my life as a whole. I will be recording the interv...

In this installment, abound with otherworldly encounters, we are brought face to face with the brute, raw power of the universe itself. Come with me on an entrancing trip into voids the cosmos and the depths of your soul as we continue to Journey Through the Pantheos. Support the show

In this prelude episode, we give the backstory for my next mushroom experience. This one is a doozy!! Support the show

In this episode of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", we go down the rabbit hole with ayahuasca. It's an old-fashioned supernatural dust-up replete with jaguars, carnivals, bottomless voids, blazing infernos, goddesses... oh and regrettably... poop. If this episode leaves you doubting the purpose of ayahuasca, or the purpose of my journey in general, trust me, we are not done. Trips...

In our second prelude episode we butter you up for my first dance with ayahuasca... one of the most terrifying things that has ever happened in my life. Support the show

In this installment, we go deeper into the Pantheos... way deeper. Journey with me as I encounter snakes, shadows that are alive, goblins fighting each other, and last but certainly not least, God him/herself. All of the above and more on this episode of my quest for enlightenment and healing. Parts 3 and 4 get VERY intense. So strap in for a wild ride, yall! Support the show