My Husband Nick

These are the sort of things we like to think don't actually happen....

It's just not possible for these things to have happened without some dark machinations in the background.. not just a system that created this.. but some pretty deliberate actions taken that I can't imagine how one would justify to themself...

If the entire horrible story rhymed and were told in a lyrical fashion...

Having listened to this read so many times by so many people to get this out there I really gotten to know it inside and out and I'll tell you it speaks our Truth more than anyone else or anything else ever has. This is our story here. There is a bit more at the end and that final hospitalization that I'm discovering. But this is the big picture.

That's right in his own words Obama's back for part four of five.

Diagnostic overshadowing and systemic failure an overview of the death of Nicholas Araya Part Three ... read by former president Barack Obama.

Diagnostic Overshadowing and Systemic Failure: An Analysis of the Events Leading to the death of Nicholas Araya at Banner Health... Part 2.

Diagnostic Overshadowing and Systemic Failure: An Analysis of the Events Leading to the death of Nicholas Araya at Banner Health...Part 1

I decided to leave just unedited because it's a perfect sample of how my brain works. And why this podcast isn't anymore just going to be me talking for a while. I was 100% sober while recording this and this is very very much how any normal conversation with me turns. Added with my worn down by life and don't give enough appearance that I'm still rockin, I don't get taken very seriously often any...

For years Kevin sure that everyone was always laughing at them. Even he thought he was crazy sometimes. But it happens. EMTs, doctors, and even case managers when they forget to hang up the phone first.

Sometimes medical records are updated. Things are changed. Sometimes that's normal. Sometimes it's a little suspicious....

The significance of July 3rd....

A dramatic reading of a dramatic moment.

I love how they felt the need to Express that they received no objections from any staff member in the room well sure what the f*** were they going to do intubating with no f****** heartbeat it was the stupidest order to begin with how the f*** you give intubation with no CPR?!?!!

So it's been rough edits of a podcast so far and I want this really to be something to honor next so I'm figuring out how to actually make a podcast and make it align with the vision I have. I posted things here that are more unfinished pieces of the end goal than actually achieving it. So I won't be removing anything unless I'm replacing it with a better version. I'll try to have all of this done...

His brain ... The unaddressed issue....

Nicholas Javier Benham-Araya... the strongest person I knew.

We are currently coming through 66,000 pages of medical records. Digging to find the real answer. Was what happened to the case of the system failing my husband? My crazy to think there was something more deliberate there? The answer lies in the 66,000 pages.... Coming September 27 ... My birthday present to Nick. Each episode a celebrity guest will read a vital entry from his medical chart. No AI...

Noticed after she makes the joke there's an awkward pause because clearly no one laughed and she tries to egg them on a little bit and goes right? Some emotionally needy nurse turned case manager needed a little validation at somebody else's expense. She could at least been a little funnier. And then after a very long pause ironically laughing that I'm still in the tread it's the husband. As thoug...

A sneak preview of an upcoming podcast. The first episode has to be perfect and we're finishing it up now.. some episodes will feature different formats some will be deep dives into various factors that helped lead to my husband's death. Some might be just a song. Some might be someone with a message for him. I'm inviting any of the people who knew him to please record an audio message for him and...