Murders to Music: Crime Scene to Music Scene (Streamline Events and Entertainment)

Send us Fan Mail What a difference a year makes. From throwing furniture in rage to peaceful family photos, Aaron's journey between two consecutive Easters reveals a profound transformation that speaks to anyone wrestling with mental health, relationships, or spiritual identity. Aaron pulls back the curtain on his darkest Easter Sunday—a day that began with resentment toward his church commun...

Send us Fan Mail Life's turning points often appear in the most unexpected places. For me, it happened on a church staircase in February 2022 when a simple "How's work going?" opened the floodgates to my darkest thoughts. After 21 years as a homicide detective, I was drowning—diagnosed with PTSD I refused to acknowledge, working 150-hour weeks, sleeping only 3-4 hours between n...

Send us Fan Mail Aaron invites listeners to join him for a candid, coffee-table conversation about the psychological walls we build that transform from protection into personal prisons. With remarkable vulnerability, he unpacks his increasing anxiety in social situations – from work trips to church groups – and the frustration he feels when surrounded by what he perceives as "surface-level re...

Send us Fan Mail What startling truth changes everything about how we parent? The revelation hits like a thunderbolt: by the time your child turns 10, over half their childhood is already behind you. Just eight short years remain until they're legally adults, potentially leaving home and charting their own course. This sobering reality transformed my perspective during a recent family trip to...

Send us Fan Mail Ever wondered what happens when technology fails a DJ mid-performance? Dive into this eye-opening episode where I share the heart-pounding moments when my equipment failed at crucial times—and how proper preparation saved the day. First, picture this: You're DJing a wedding in a beautiful Hood River resort. The dance party is just beginning, with two hours of celebration ahea...

Send us Fan Mail The murder of Larnell Bruce by white supremacist Russell Courtier in August 2016 became a landmark hate crime conviction in Oregon, generating international media attention and a BBC documentary. • A routine night outside a 7-Eleven escalated when white supremacist gang leader Russell Courtier lost a fistfight to 19-year-old Larnell Bruce • Courtier, motivated by racial hatred and...

Send us Fan Mail Some memories never leave you, no matter how many years pass. The image of a human leg sticking up from the ground with a white tennis shoe loosely tied at the end remains vivid in my mind decades after that search and rescue operation in rural Alaska. As a teenage Explorer with the Alaska State Troopers, I never questioned why we were being brought to death scenes and body recove...

Send us Fan Mail Aaron marks the two-year anniversary of leaving his 21-year law enforcement career and reflects on how his identity, purpose, and happiness have transformed in unexpected ways since hanging up his badge. • Facing the identity crisis of no longer being a police officer after dedicating his entire life to law enforcement • Transitioning to corporate life of commercial plumbing with...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever been moved to tears by a song you've heard a thousand times before? That overwhelming physical and emotional response has a name - frisson.  In this intimate Murders to Music Snapshot, I share a deeply personal moment when Don Henley's slowed-down, contemplative version of "Boys of Summer" literally brought me to tears while driving. The experienc...

Send us Fan Mail The invisible wounds of childhood often shape our adult lives in ways we never recognize. In this revealing conversation, trauma coach Jim Bernardo shares his journey from successful technology executive to men's group facilitator and trauma recovery specialist, uncovering how our earliest messages create the neural pathways that determine our responses decades later. Drawing...

Send us Fan Mail A police K9 officer recounts his humiliating first deployment when his highly-trained German Shepherd named Chevron played fetch with a domestic violence suspect instead of apprehending him as trained. What was meant to be a career-defining moment of tactical excellence turned into a lesson in humility as the officer discovered his dog's preference for games over police work....

Send us Fan Mail What if we could stop first responder PTSD before it starts? Susan Farren's life-changing revelation came at her darkest moment – facing a terminal cancer diagnosis after 30 years as a paramedic, when a surgeon casually mentioned they "see a lot of this in first responders." That pivotal comment launched her investigation into how trauma physically changes emergency...

Send us Fan Mail Step into the chaotic world of late-night police calls as we revisit a memorable incident from 2011 at Joe's Deli. What begins as a frantic 911 call from a woman trapped in a bathroom during a supposed armed robbery quickly transforms into something entirely unexpected. The scene unfolds like something from an action movie – police vehicles converging from all directions, off...

Send us Fan Mail In an eye-opening episode, we delve into the harrowing tale of Jason, who experienced the tragic mass shooting at the Route 91 Harvest Festival in Las Vegas. What should have been a night filled with music and joy turned into chaos as gunfire erupted, fundamentally altering the course of his life. Through Jason's eyes, we witness the immediate panic, the act of survival, and...

Send us Fan Mail Welcome back to another exhilarating episode of the Murders to Music Podcast! This week, our host Aaron with his guests, the musicians of Double Down, dives deep into the years of playing together, stories from the road and unveiling the therapeutic layers of harmonies that uplift our spirits. Join us as we highlight the formation and evolution of our band, Double Down. With engag...

Send us Fan Mail After a disheartening encounter with a therapist in Vancouver, Washington back in 2012, I realized just how crucial it is to find a mental health professional who truly understands the unique pressures faced by first responders. This episode promises to explore the deep-seated stigma surrounding mental health in high-stress professions and provides a candid look into the personal...

Send us Fan Mail In this reflective episode, I share my journey through trauma and grief, uncovering the deeper reasons behind my dedication to helping others. Finding hope in transparency and vulnerability, I disclose my "Why" in hopes of a free tomorrow. • Letters from Listeners....Finding the Right Therapist • Personal reflections on trauma and its impacts  • The weight and emotions a...

Send us Fan Mail Aaron shares his heart-wrenching journey through PTSD and the bureaucratic hell of workers' compensation after leaving law enforcement, revealing how as of today he is free from hell that bound him.  • Reflection on early career and PTSD diagnosis  • The prolonged battle with workers' compensation  • Experience of dehumanization through negotiations  • Feelings of isolat...

Send us Fan Mail Picture yourself at a Buddy Guy concert in Chicago, moments away from an unexpected clash with a 60-year-old woman. It might sound trivial, but this encounter sparked a profound internal battle within me, challenging my understanding of anger and self-control. Broadcasting from the serene Big Island of Hawaii, I invite you to join me on the Murders to Music podcast, where I reflec...

Send us Fan Mail This episode highlights a deeply personal narrative on coping with PTSD as a former police officer, revealing the crucial role of vulnerability and the healing potential found through creative outlets like therapy. The conversation emphasizes the importance of mental health resources for first responders, the stigma associated with trauma, and the transformative journeys that can...

Send us Fan Mail Flashback to 2017, where an early morning call in Rockwood unraveled a chilling story of domestic violence and abduction. What began as a routine response turned into a heart-pounding investigation that revealed the dark underbelly of coercive control and manipulation. The tense journey continued as we pieced together a woman's traumatic experience—her story of being lured in...

Send us Fan Mail Ever wondered why mental health injuries like PTSD face more skepticism than physical wounds? Join me, Aaron, as I peel back the layers of my personal battle with the workers' compensation system and the emotional labyrinth of the Independent Medical Examination (IME) process. Picture recounting your darkest memories not once, but repeatedly, to a system that questions your p...

Send us Fan Mail This episode reflects on a year of growth within the Murders to Music podcast, emphasizing the journey from personal struggle to resilience. Aaron shares heartfelt stories, highlights impactful guest interviews, and invites listeners to engage in the conversation about overcoming obstacles. • Celebrating 26 years of marriage and gratitude for support  • Evolution from a business-d...

Send us Fan Mail Jeff Hall's life reads like an epic novel, filled with breathtaking moments of survival, resilience, and profound transformation. Imagine surviving a helicopter crash in Vietnam, navigating the emotional landscape of love amidst the chaos of Rhodesia, and then stepping into the icy, perilous world of Alaska as a State Trooper. Jeff shares his incredible journey with us, from...

Send us Fan Mail The plot thickens as we dive into the enigma surrounding Christy's disappearance. A simple message from an untraceable app spirals into a full-blown investigation involving countless detectives and agencies. Despite the relentless search, the case remains elusive, testing the limits of technology and determination. The sense of urgency and tension is palpable, immersing liste...