Ksenia Volkova Tomaz

Moms, Mats and Manuscripts

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Moms, Mats and Manuscripts is a podcast hosted by Ksenia Volkova Tomaz, a former molecular biologist, yoga teacher and mindset coach for scientists, and mom. This is a space for honest, unpolished conversations about the parts of academia and ambition we don’t talk about enough. Here, we explore the mental and emotional load of being a young scientist or high-achieving woman: the pressure to constantly produce, the identity crises, the inner critic, the fear of slowing down, the guilt around rest, the invisible labour of motherhood, and the messy process of redefining success on your own terms...

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Ksenia Volkova Tomaz

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Latest episode

May 12, 2026

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Episodes

E21 - (S3E1) Welcome to Season 3: Stories of struggles, strength and connection 13.05.2025

We're back with Season 3 - and this time, our guiding word is connection . In this heartfelt episode, we explore how connection ties into the themes of our previous seasons: showing up and being bold and authentic. We share our recent (and not-so-recent) experiences with mental health struggles, particularly around postpartum, loneliness, and identity. From stopping breastfeeding and hitting...

E20 - (S2E10) How motherhood changes us, part 3: On coming home to ourselves, redefining success and the evolution of friendships 06.05.2025

In the final episode of our three-part series on how motherhood changes us - and the last episode of season two - we turn inward to explore the quieter, more personal transformations that happen after becoming a mother. We talk about the shifting landscape of identity, how we’re slowly coming home to ourselves in new ways, and how motherhood reshapes how we approach things like free time, travel,...

E19 - (S2E9) How motherhood changes us (part 2) - On heritage, the love that made us, and the Motherhood Club 03.03.2025

In this deeply reflective episode, we continue our conversation about how motherhood changes us -this time diving into our connections to the past, the unspoken bond between mothers, and the way parenthood makes us confront life and mortality. We explore how becoming mothers has reshaped our relationships with our parents and grandparents, making us more curious about our roots, family traditions,...

E18 - (S2E8) How motherhood changes us (part 1) 13.02.2025

Motherhood changes us, there’s no doubt about it. But does it mean we lose ourselves? In this spontaneous conversation (sparked by a question from Ksenia's Instagram Live!), we dive into the shifts we’ve experienced since becoming moms and why we see them as a net positive. We talk about what’s had to adjust, what’s stayed the same, and why change doesn’t have to mean giving up parts of ourse...

E17 - (S2E7) Why change feels so hard (and how to keep going anyway) 31.01.2025

Why does change feel so hard - even when we want it and know it would benefit us? In this episode, we dive into the brain’s resistance to change and why we often cling to what’s familiar, even if it’s not serving us. We talk about picking ourselves back up when we falter, overcoming the inner critic that tells us we’re failing, and figuring out what we really need - whether it’s more rest, more su...

E16 - (S2E6) Intentions, goals and New Year's resolutions 17.01.2025

🎙️ In this first episode of 2025, we dive into New Year’s resolutions, intentions and the art of mindful goal-setting. We share our personal goals for the upcoming year, reflect on our approach to goal setting and how it has evolved over time, and discuss what we’ve learned about making goals truly meaningful and aligned with our values. From the difference between resolutions and intentions to fi...

E15 - (S2E5) Ksenia's journey through PhD, burnout and starting over 10.12.2024

In this raw and honest episode of Moms, Mats & Manuscripts , Ksenia opens up about her bold decision to quit her PhD program and walk away from academia. In conversation with co-host Ivna, she shares the deep burnout, physical symptoms, and intuitive nudges that led her to realise: continuing was no longer sustainable. This isn’t your typical “I left my PhD” story. Ksenia dives into the emotio...

E11 - (S2E1) The Power of New Beginnings 01.10.2024

Welcome back! Season 2 of Moms, Mats, & Manuscripts kicks off with an empowering conversation all about fresh starts, bold moves, and authentic living. In this episode, we dive into the significance of turning the page, embracing change, and how new beginnings tie beautifully into our themes of boldness and authenticity this season. We also drop some exciting hints about what’s to come! 👀  Wh...

E10 - Showing up imperfectly 19.09.2024

In this special finale of Season 1, we come together in person for the first time during our mini podcast retreat! 🎉 We share our gratitude to everyone who has listened and supported us on this journey, reflect on how the retreat idea blossomed into reality, and hint at some exciting plans and goals for the future (spoiler alert: they're BIG!). Join us as we celebrate the end of this season...

E9 - Living the Good Times 25.08.2024

In this episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we celebrate the "good old days" and reflect on what it means to truly live in moments of happiness and wellbeing. We chat about how we recognize when we're in these great times and how they impact our behavior—like being more present and spending less time on our phones. We also explore how our yoga practice shifts dependi...

E8 - Self-care and showing up during tough times 09.08.2024

In this deeply personal episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we open up about dealing with the challenges we're facing in our lives right now. Amid these tumultuous times, we have a brutally honest conversation about self-care and showing up for ourselves, even when it feels impossible. We share our non-negotiables during periods of hardship, such as prioritizing physical nouri...

E7 - Body Image in Pregnancy and Postpartum 26.07.2024

In this heartfelt episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we chat about body image during pregnancy and postpartum. We share our personal experiences, reflecting on the awe we felt at the miracle of growing a human and the changes our bodies went through. We discuss how body image issues can impact postpartum mental health and emphasize the importance of focusing on how we feel and how...

E6 - Navigating pregnancy and maternity leave in academia 12.07.2024

In this episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we tackle the topic of family planning while pursuing an academic career. Ivna, a PhD student and new mom, shares her journey of having a baby during the final year of her PhD. We explore her decision-making process, how she communicated her plans with her supervisor and colleagues, and the challenges she faced along the way. We also disc...

E5 - Intuition in Academia - Navigating relationships & career choices 28.06.2024

In this episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we discuss the role of intuition in the highly rational, fact-oriented world of academia. We share personal stories of listening to our intuition when choosing our next career steps, navigating interviews, and building meaningful relationships. We also reflect on moments when we ignored our gut feelings and later regretted it. Through our...

International Day of Yoga Special - 6 Lessons from the yoga mat 22.06.2024

This is a replay of an Instagram Live we hosted to celebrate the International Day of Yoga on June 21. In this special episode, we talked about ways yoga practice can be a great support for people navigating the challenges of their academic journey and some pieces of advice on how to approach your time on the mat so that it can be serene and helpful for both your physical and mental health. We als...

E4 - Intuition & Trusting your body in motherhood 14.06.2024

In this episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we explore the role of intuition in motherhood. We share personal stories from our pregnancies and birth experiences, as well as our early postpartum journeys. We discuss how intuition felt powerfully awakened through the transformative process of pregnancy and becoming a mother. Join us as we reflect on the instinctual insights that guid...

E3 - Maternal Mental Health 31.05.2024

In this episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we spoke about the crucial topic of maternal mental health. We provided a brief overview of common postpartum mood disorders, shared our personal experiences with baby blues and postpartum anxiety,  and discussed factors that can exacerbate postpartum mental health issues. We talked about the importance of seeking help, exploring various...

E1 - How it started 24.05.2024

Welcome to the first episode of the Moms, Mats and Manuscripts podcast! Get to know the hosts as we introduce ourselves and talk about our formal academic paths, some challenges we encountered along the way, how yoga helped us overcome (or at least become more aware of) them, and where we are now on our journeys. In this episode, we also share a serendipitous story of how this podcast was born out...

E2 - Mental health crisis in academia 24.05.2024

In our second episode of "Moms, Mats, and Manuscripts," we honour Mental Health Awareness Month with an open discussion on the challenges and pressures of academia. We opened up about the mental health struggles we faced as PhD students, stemming both from self-imposed pressures and outside expectations. We also shared how we recognize the early warning signs of declining mental health a...

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