MAMA RAE PODCAST

After releasing her latest episode, Mama Rae noticed she’d lost a few followers — and instead of brushing it off, she chose to lean in and reflect on what that really means. In this deeply personal and psychological episode, she explores how creativity, authenticity, and neurodivergence intertwine — and why growth sometimes looks like loss. From the sting of rejection-sensitive dysphoria to the sa...

In this reflective episode, Mama Rae takes a moment to correct a misspoken statement from a previous discussion — clarifying that the Book of Enoch is not a forgery, but an ancient text deeply woven into early Jewish and Christian thought. With honesty and humility, Rae opens up about her neurodivergent mind and how overstimulation sometimes mixes her memories mid-conversation. Then, she takes lis...

After a long overdue catch-up, AntonSoup and I finally hit record — and what started as a casual conversation turned into a journey through the curious, creative, and sometimes chaotic landscape of our neurodivergent minds. We explore everything from the climate of today and the state of humanity, to our artistic evolution, AI advancement, and the soul’s wonderment. Along the way, we reflect on tu...

In this powerful episode of the Mama Rae Podcast, Dominique — Jesse Olsen’s sister — returns to share her heart, her memories, and her fight for justice. Together, we dive deep into Jesse’s story, the events surrounding her tragic death, and the systems that failed her. This late-night conversation lasted over two hours and was filled with raw truth and emotion. However, midway through, the record...

September 10, 2025 — Today marks a critical and heartbreaking day in the fight for justice for Jessica “Jesse” Olsen. As Jesse’s sister Dominique sits in the courtroom for Christopher Olsen’s sentencing hearing, the imbalance is painfully clear: Christopher has character witnesses speaking on his behalf, while no one other than family has been officially listed to speak for Jesse. In this raw, rea...

In Episode 10 of the Justice for Jesse Olsen series, we return to connect the dots we almost left behind. This episode dives into the psychological patterns behind Christopher Olsen’s actions, the ongoing disputes over evidence, and the family’s fight to preserve Jesse’s dignity in the face of a system that too often falters. We also share important updates on the upcoming sentencing hearing and h...

In this episode of Justice for Jesse Olsen, we focus on the upcoming sentencing scheduled for September 10. Sentencing is more than a formality — it’s the moment Jesse’s family and friends will carry her voice into the courtroom through impact statements and presence. We’ll discuss why this stage matters, how the prosecution’s lack of guidance has created additional challenges, and why advocacy an...

Inside the Mind of Christopher Olsen: Sociopathic and Narcissistic Triggers Sometime after midnight, October 27, 2024, Jesse Olsen’s life was cut short in what prosecutors allege was a brutal killing at the hands of her husband, LCDR Christopher Olsen. Over the last seven episodes of the Mama Rae Podcast, we’ve examined every angle of this case — from Jesse’s final night and the forensic evidence,...

In this powerful and necessary episode, Mama Rae dismantles the psychological manipulation and systemic bias that allow abusers to flip the script — using mental health narratives to erase their crimes and reposition themselves as victims. Through the lens of the Christopher Olsen case, we explore how the criminal justice system, particularly within the military, often grants leniency to perpetrat...

In this powerful continuation of the Justice for Jesse Olsen series, Mama Rae uncovers the disturbing behaviors Christopher Olsen exhibited after Jesse’s death—actions that were ignored, excused, or buried by a system designed to protect its own. While under military restriction for the brutal murder of his wife, Olsen violated orders by leaving base, drinking heavily, and forming an inappropriate...

In this gripping and emotionally charged episode, Mama Rae dives deep into the autopsy findings of Jesse C. Olsen — a beloved sister, daughter, and friend — whose life was brutally taken while stationed in Japan. Episode 5 reconstructs the night of her death through verified medical documentation and forensic evidence. This is not speculation. These are facts. With her background in forensic scien...

In Episode Four of our series on Jesse Olsen, we revisit the night she lost her life at Hotel Sol in Fukuoka, Japan — a location shrouded in ambiguity and unanswered questions. While Christopher Olsen claimed that both he and Jesse were drugged, our investigation found no supporting evidence, either in toxicology reports or witness testimony. In this episode, we briefly explore the landscape of Fu...

This is an unexpected episode — but one we could not stay silent about. Just a few hours after airing Episode 3, Jesse Olsen’s family received confirmation that her killer accepted a 23-year plea deal for murder. No charges were ruled for obstruction. The sentencing trial is now scheduled for September in San Diego — and rumors have already begun to surface that he may seek clemency. This interlud...

Welcome to The Mama Rae Podcast — where stories matter, voices rise, and healing begins. Here, we journey through the raw, the real, and the redemptive. From motherhood and mental health to military spouse life, from chronic pain to creative survival, and now — into true crime, advocacy, and amplifying the voices of those who can no longer speak. I’m Mama Rae: artist, writer, investigator, and mam...

⚠️ Update: Since recording this episode, we’ve received word from Jesse’s family that a potential plea deal may be in motion. We are actively monitoring developments and will cover updates, reactions, and next steps in an upcoming episode as more details become available. Thank you for standing with us, and with Jesse’s family, as we continue seeking truth and justice. In this episode of The Mama...

In this deeply personal episode, we pause to remember the woman behind the headlines: Jessica “Jesse” C. Olsen. Jesse was a vibrant soul — an aviation meteorologist, a pilot, a foodie, a traveler, a beloved daughter, sister, and friend. Through memories shared by her sister Dominique, we get to know the real Jesse: her humor, her heart, and her unstoppable zest for life. We also hear Dominique’s h...

In this episode, Mama Rae delves into the heartbreaking and complex case of Jessica Olsen, a vibrant woman whose life was tragically cut short under disturbing and still-unfolding circumstances. With the blessing and insights of Jessica’s sister Dominique Arguinzoni, we explore the events leading up to Jessica’s death, the investigation, the challenges faced by her family, and the urgent pursuit o...

Art has always been more than just creativity for me—it has been a form of healing, even before I realized it. In this episode, I take you through my journey into art therapy, from exploring the neuroscience behind creativity to the techniques that help unlock emotions and self-discovery. I’ll share what I’ve learned in my studies, the power of creative expression in mental health, and how I’m bal...

I was undiagnosed my entire life, only realizing I had AuDHD—autism with ADHD—after my daughter, Molly, was diagnosed around three years old. This episode is a deep dive into what AuDHD is, how it shaped my life without me knowing, and the journey of unmasking and self-acceptance. Why do so many women and AFAB individuals go undiagnosed? What does it feel like to live with both autism and ADHD? An...

Are pharmaceutical medications the only way to manage mental health? In this episode, I dive into my personal journey of using medicinal mushrooms and adaptogens to manage depression, ADHD, and anxiety—without big pharma meds. Join me as I explore the science behind lion’s mane, reishi, chaga, ashwagandha, and cordyceps, and how they’ve helped me find balance, clarity, and healing. If you’re curio...

Summary In this episode of the MAMA RAE podcast, the host explores the critical role of art in education, arguing that it should be treated as a primary subject rather than an elective. The discussion delves into historical figures like Albert Einstein, Leonardo da Vinci, and Nikola Tesla, highlighting how their artistic pursuits fueled their scientific innovations. The episode also examines the n...

In this deeply moving and unfiltered episode of the Mama Rae podcast, we open our hearts and share an intimate conversation recorded after a long and emotional day at the hospital. Join us as we sit down with my cousin Raymond, the son of my dad’s younger brother Mike. Raymond, who looks remarkably like my dad, has come out to support us during this difficult time. Our discussion is raw and uncut,...

Join us as we delve into the fascinating life and mind of Nikola Tesla, the brilliant inventor who shaped the modern world with his groundbreaking innovations. In this episode, we explore Tesla’s major contributions to science and technology, his mysterious obsession with the numbers 3, 6, and 9, and his extraordinary ability to market himself. Discover the unique personality traits that set Tesla...

In this episode of Mama Rae, we delve into the heartbreaking story of Garnett Spears, a young boy whose life was cut tragically short by his mother, Lacey Spears. We explore the complexities of Münchausen syndrome by proxy, shedding light on this rare and disturbing condition. Join us as we discuss the psychological insights into Lacey’s past, her conviction, and the profound impact on Garnett’s f...

In this deeply compelling episode of Mama Rae, we explore the harrowing story of Alicia Kozakiewicz, a brave survivor of one of the earliest known internet abduction cases. Mama Rae shares personal insights into the dynamics of online chatting and chat rooms during the late 90s and early 2000s, revealing the lurking dangers that have only intensified over time. With Papa Dan asking the questions o...