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Esoteric explanation on why humans continue to engage in addictions, passing through famous Doors segment, where I'm at in life at the moment, why it hurts and where do we go from here, a brilliant quantum physics take on the universal non-binary and why we desperately need one another.

A more than sincere conversation with Adam on trauma, the art of living + relating, distress, pain, the suicidal crisis we are facing every day, unbearable emotions, heartbreak, authenticity of oneself in the world, all wrapped up in humour. Epilogue on wealth, time, christianity and the meaning of life + human identity.

The logic of religion in communities, how we need imagination more than anything else to live a fulfilling life, I and Adam have a sincerely raw dialogue on how we really feel in the day in a pandemic - fully uncensored, a poem I wrote whilst hitting a suicidal low again, anorexia nervosa explored even closer and correcting cliché inappropriateness in men's behaviour.

What is trauma bonding and why she can't leave, how the pandemic is a well practised social experiment, how to love and live again in a new world, the impact of the intermittent style of relating, the hilarious heteronormative law, you just have to love yourself a little bit more, anorexia at it again and the most epic epilogue ballad ending it on a high note.

We explore the meaning of oneness with all its content + conditions, how to start living again, the before and after work rituals, hometown hero nor, how to love one's daily existence glam and gore, some new black excellence beats and some old comedy.

What is reality, why one doesn't want children, what if you chose recovery for a more blissful future self, the condition of existing in a state of suicidality, how to stop complementing women based on negative conditions, randomised repetitive daily thoughts and the ultimate outlook on life.

I dissect life, ego and self-awareness, how to manifest anything wanted, how to relate + communicate to people with eating disorders, what is method acting and more existentialist ranting.

How to self-soothe to safety, co-morbid addictions, anorexia nervosa explained again, the ethical meaning behind veganism, you are not one person and why should one meditate?

When Anorexia takes over in the day, the power of now in a crisis, depersonalization, sir, what do you do for a living, Maureen jokes and I don't really remember the rest. Just more cheap existentialism and sick Buckroll Beats.

The art of living, breaking down on the train, proof of receipt on WhatsApp, suicidality, the present moment, daily ruminating questions and the universe always loves us.

Exploring some more boundaries, how to reach clarity within, what is - life, identity existentialism, how to really raise children, Buckroll Beats and what is it really all about.

Food beliefs, rituals, anorexia, get rich or die wolf, quick self-love meditation and baddest Meek Mill beats.

Do you beat your heart, more identity exploration, desire/control release + relief, dolphin story and brief truth messages. Beats by Othello Beats on YouTube.

How can one live whilst tainted by an identity crisis, loss, favourite coffee, disidentification, regret and more swag.

We explore, we pray, we - positivity. We just ride the wave. We don't have to try, we don't have to attempt. We don't have to pretend. We just LIVE. NOW. ASAP.