Letting Go Of Her

On this weeks episode, I talk about the goodness of God. How in the moments of chaos we tend to pray and plead with Him that we sometimes forget of everything He’s already given us. Take a listen as I talk about my eventful weekend and how my prayers turned into gratitude. How chaos can turn into realizing how mighty our God is.

On this week’s episode, I start to decompress all of my Holiday feelings. I feel that there’s so much pressure to make the perfect Holidays, while trying to please everyone with their schedules and demands, and holiday shopping and craze, that we forget what the Holidays are truly for. Take a listen as I ask the Holy Spirit to convict my bitter, selfish heart and remind me that the Holiday season...

On this week’s episode, I talk about a conversation I had with someone that really made me think but honestly really convicted me on how I was still approaching my anxiety. Take a listen as I realize how much further I have come yet not giving the Lord enough credit for the work He has done in my life.

On this week’s episode, I talk about what the Lord has shown me since sharing my testimony a few weeks ago. While I was so focused on one specific scripture, He was teaching me the entire passage. Take a listen as I share how the Lord has shown me that suffering for a little while is all worth it to spend eternity in His glory.

On this week’s episode, I talk about me finally sharing my testimony at my church. What I thought was the end of my testimony was only another opportunity for God to prove my testimony to me. I asked for friends and He gave me something better. Take a listen as I talk about what the Lord taught me from sharing my testimony that only adds to it.

On this week’s episode, I talk about what the Lord has been showing me when it comes to my Anxiety. After days or prayer, I have realized that I have been giving my Anxiety more power over my life than I do to God. Take a listen as I process out loud the conviction I have been feeling over making Anxiety my idol.

On this week’s episode, I may be ruffling some feathers but it is what the Lord has been showing me in these last couple of weeks. As I’ve been praying over my Anxiety and the things that trigger it, all I keep hearing over & over is, “You don’t have anxiety, you give yourself anxiety.” Take a listen as I talk about how this new approach of handling my anxiety has already made such a huge differen...

On this week’s episode, I talk about how God uses everything for His glory. How He turns everything into good. Where I was a year ago, I never would have imagined where I am today. What happened to me over 13 years ago, I never understood how He could use it for His glory. Take a listen as I talk about the connections I’ve made between where I was at my lowest and how God used that for His glory.

On today’s episode, I talk about my Husband’s alcoholic problem. It’s been 4 years since he became sober and there were many thoughts, much pain but also a lot of unforgiveness in my own heart when it all happened. Take a listen as I talk about his sobriety journey and how it was for me in my own perspective.

On this week’s episode, I open up about THAT time of the month. Does anyone else struggle with their walk the days leading up to their period? It feels that that’s when I question everything, doubt everything, but most importantly feel like sinning the most. Take a listen as I talk about those perky little things called hormones and how it affects my faithful walk with Christ.

TRIGGER WARNING. In lieu of Suicide Prevention Month, I decided to make an episode about the time God saved my life. . . TWICE. Take a listen as I take about what lead to my suicidal ideation and how the Lord pulled me through each time.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my goals I set out for myself to try to overcome my Social Anxiety. As a believer, it feels that to truly embrace God in your life, you can’t be fearful or what He has called you to do. Take a listen as I talk about 3 out of my 4 goals to overcome Social Anxiety have been achieved because of God & Him alone.

On this week’s episode, I dive into how the Lord gave me extroverted children as a introvert. With my children, I have really needed to step out of my comfort zone to be able to give them what I didn’t have. Community, friendships, lifelong bonds so that they don’t grow up feeling isolated and alone. Take a listen as I realize that in order to show my children to love like Jesus, I need to love ev...

On this week’s episode, I give an update on my summer break and what the Lord has shown me throughout these last couple of months. I wanted to take a break to be more present with my family but little did I realize that it would only make me more present with Him. Take a listen as I compare last summer to this summer and how God never wastes a single moment in your life, either bad or good to show...

On this week’s episode, I discuss a very common verse about Anxiety. Philippians 4:6 is a verse that is always thrown around when you mention that you have Anxiety. But what exactly does it mean? How exactly do you apply it when you have an Anxiety Disorder not just Anxiety. Take a listen as I talk about how the Lord has been teaching me to apply Philippians 4:6 into my life with dealing with a Pa...

On today’s episode, I talk about my recent realization of needing to constantly be surrounded with the Word of God. During this time of my panic disorder, the only way I’ve been able to survive is by surrounding myself with the word of God and his people. Take a listen as I talk about a recent situation where the Lord reminded me to surround myself with Him and those who love Him too.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my struggle with seeing my purpose as a Mom and about my struggle with seeing myself continuing this Podcast. But God, always finds ways to remind me of His goodness in the smallest ways. Take a listen as I talk about the different ways the Lord has spoken to me this week specifically with Philippians 2:3.

On Today’s episode, I talk about an article I came across about a song. The song talks about how unfamiliar it is to feel “Happy” when all you’ve known is negativity in your life. It mentions John 5, the man at the pool but also reminded me of a blog post I wrote a year ago about wanting to be healed. Take a listen as I talk about wanting to be healed, praying to be healed, asking to be healed yet...

On this week’s episode, I talk about my most recent trip to Disneyland and how it turned out to be the most convicting trip of all time. It amazes me to see how God wastes no time to show you areas you need to work out. He takes no vacations, He will convict you on your vacation! Take a listen as I talk about the moments on my trip where the Lord showed me my own sin but also His love and goodness...

On this week’s episode, I dive into what has been truly heavy in my heart. Have you ever taken a moment to look at your life and thought to yourself “God, Why me?” I feel that we can so quickly fall into this self pity, self loathing almost sometimes about a current or even past situation. A time where we thought surely God isn’t listening to me right now. But what happens when we stay there? Wher...

“Be Careful What Your Pray For,” my therapist told me as I told her that I was praying to trust the Lord more and to make more friends. I prayed and prayed and nothing was happening until it did. And boy, did I understand what my therapist was talking about. Take a listen as I talk about my trial of the last year and how it has taken me this long to finally see that the Lord was actually answering...

On this week’s episode, I talk about my weekend at our church’s women’s retreat at Hume Lake Christian Camps. I went in to this weekend with high expectations based on the reviews of many others only to be left feeling disappointed. Take a listen as I talk about what I thought would be a profound moment with Jesus only for it to be a profound moment with my fellow believers.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my loss of Self Control & what the Holy Spirit has been convicting me of for years but I am finally ready to listen. What sometimes we think is a harmless past time, can really be what’s preventing us from growing closer to God. Take a listen as I talk about where the Lord is teaching me my needs to change.

On this week’s episode, I dive into my continuous need to remind and punish myself over my past mistakes. There are times when I can sit and think of everything I’ve done wrong and convince myself that God doesn’t love me because of them. Take a listen as I talk about how I can now see that God turns all the bad into good.

On this week’s episode, I’m getting real about what I’ve been dealing with these last few weeks. I have been down in the dumps about my appearance, being highly critical of myself, & being unkind. Take a listen as I talk about the conviction I felt when the Lord told me, that I am made in His image.