Le Lapin

Think for yourself. Be careful around people who say you think too much. They may want to think for you. External advice can confuse your internal compass in a similar way magnets on either side of the compass can make the dial spin around. To recenter in stillness and go where you want to go, doing what you want to do: find out what matters most to you by thinking about your perfect day alone. Th...

At a certain point I decided to write all I had to say to him or to her curse in a song all the forms I had watched cast formed into plaster but not forever as even clay and a bit more stone the ability to withstand substantial force my oh my didn’t you know I can’t see I could only always feel and openly admit to what I had feared they were gonna play me at first a strum and then an iron fist wra...

A mind deceiving the eyespresented by a past imagethe lens of make-belief is challenged long I have askedquestions of what is true and realquestions to understand and servea bigger picture to revealWhat is true? What is real?questions to discerntrompe-l'œil, or the realthe power gained by designingand controlling a story most days I get to wonderthe difference between I and methe difference betwee...

The Bubble Theory  Our universe is one bubble among many. Contained in an infinite loop.  The event horizon is one in which two bubbles bump. Opening the door to even more possibility. The Event Horizon It is the space in between.  Where two souls meet.  Everything and nothing.  Open boundaries.  This is the beginning.  No separation.  No in between.  Then something happened.  The interaction.  In...

When you die, you no longer fear death or anyone. The meaning of the infamous “Grateful Dead” carries so much significance in this way. I am really not a big fan of how-to guides, 12 steps, or any other gurus or life advice…but I have found this structure useful. Perhaps you might as well. How to change your life: 1 Deciding what you want different 2 Learning 3 Doing what you need to Falling back...

What is the true interest in making the invisible, the visible? Usually this comes at the slow-rate of disclosing the truth in plein-air, or making an obvious fact of life hidden by social rhetoric (often referred to as a construct) exposed to the grounding, undeniable qualities of life. That is not ideological life, but the actual means in which each of us got to be here, and that which can be ob...

I loved how he smelled and every word he chose with his voice I heard all he knows And would not say So I kissed all his way holding back my being showing just what I felt he could love and not fear everything I had never let grow I felt like a girl a part of me who I never got to know could come to the light and fall into the dark where our souls flowed in the moment I knew I opened up a window T...

The collected effervescence of the subconscious hovers within and around and we call that air. The assumed judgements of the imaginary animates the realm of the soul and we call that psyche. The embodied wounds of the generations instruct the genetic expressions and we call that personality and appearance. The embraced heart of the creator touches the lever of transm… This is a public episode. If...

Each soul in a shell has a story to tell along my way I happened to fall into a trap I awoke later to find far north in a space, a place where the sun does not sow stories of fruit nor blisters, but instead ice reveals its contours not flames create hell where souls go to learn, why animals howl deep in without any hold inching closer to where a whistled wind bl… This is a public episode. If you'd...

Art exists within realms of the sign, symbol, material, and mental, and some will go toward the soulful, spiritual, and emotional. These are not separated as to be opposing forces really, though culture psycho-socially often construes these human experiences that way. After some decades of wondering why anyone says art does nothing for them, I have arrived at the idea they may simply not be a fan...

per each morning the people woke not to work but to media  __repeating repeating motivating guilt movements to prey upon freedoms for an ideal inciting fights lies made of good virtue exercised as images of social servitude abundant in forms of covert self-flagellation distrusting sides motivated to divide by shared private demons instead of venting palms down an aisle the hares spewed upon public...

One of the several arguments against Beauty is rooted in the notion Beauty is Subjective. Further still from a face-off or contrarian perspective, Beauty has grown as form of taboo substantiated by cultural standards. Given the hard and narrow push for the acceptance of the abject and the minimising of Beauty’s significance, this Lapin is penned for the remembrance of Emerson’s and Scarry’s writin...

Thank you for reading Le Lapin. This post is public so feel free to share it. “It could be worse.” Phrases like this may mean well and prove to be slippery slopes. Meant often in kindness prove to be not very kind, in parallel to the way Self-Help books are psychospiritual, as well as social-economic traps. Things could be worse, and they can usually also be better. The way things are looked at ha...

I was told hell can mean luck in some contexts. To be direct with you, Hell is a beautiful place. The train stop sits just outside of Værnes airport in Trøndelag. You don’t have to believe me; you can find out with some map service. Hell is a train stop in Norway. And just a stop, you can get off or keep riding. Hell is a sort of creation of our beings, a manifestation of fears. And yet, the peace...

The time has arrived to address play with the fullness of sincerity. Contents . progeny . proclivity . proclamation . preponderance Proclamation to announce to recognise an initiative to make an official declaration STANDING STILL We are all standing still Motoring about in BMW’s Stair masters adorned by climbing servants belts moving around and around, remain in one place recycling the past to fi...

The time has arrived to address play with the fullness of sincerity. Contents . progeny . proclivity . proclamation . preponderance Proclivity to tend toward doing to have a tendency toward to perform with regularity LOOK AND SEEM The sparkling band just last week slipped between the glistening sink and out the home just below the reaches of her peering eyes illuminated by a miniature flash light...

The time has arrived to address play with the fullness of sincerity. Contents . progeny . proclivity . proclamation . preponderance Preponderance to be the majority to be worthy of significance to factually be in greater number RESPLENDENCE a placide horizon feigns a twilight promising entryway toward oblivion enumerating plurality as everyone a toy mountain within sight precipatory shores impose...

The time has arrived to address play with the fullness of sincerity. Contents . progeny . proclivity . proclamation . preponderance Progeny to go forth to form an ancestry to acquire by effort Quite recently I had the painful opportunity to witness a scene where a strong little boy did not understand his strength and would hurt his more amicable and smaller brother. The smaller brother began to be...

The senses are yours to compose a world of beauty with the might of your mind. Contents . repose . recoil . rigour . resplendence Resplendence to shine to be beautiful to glow with splendour DREAM This morning (it rained) I must have nearly diedfor (behind REM eyes) in my sleepI dreamed of an entire lifewith few things no body could tame with the blame of their exonerated shame for the pity they f...

The senses are yours to compose a world of beauty with the might of your mind. Contents . repose . recoil . rigour . resplendence Recoil to retract to quickly refute to perform disapproval HIT IT Deadly drops disdained kneecaps to floorboard at green and blue inducing speedsbleeding out in salt-baths with sweat from the eyes in an attempt to extract his egotistic pride all fours out the pourshow t...

The senses are yours to compose a world of beauty with the might of your mind. Contents . repose . recoil . rigour . resplendence Rigour to care to be thorough to attend to with great detail EVERYONE ELSES CONCERN Mood swing me babyas he bounced me on his kneegiggling with cabbage-patch-loving gleea world of gems, can you honestly, tell mewe're much different from themthe selves with raw honest fe...

The senses are yours to compose a world of beauty with the might of your mind. Contents . repose . recoil . rigour . resplendence Repose to lie at rest to cause to come to stop to position a priori PREPOSTEROUS PUSS The cat went crazy as of today, hand to heart I swear, ’tis true picked up his toy mouse, and against the door he threwnot the toy-but his bodybeggin’ for some form of attentionhis mew...

The senses are yours to compose a world of beauty with the might of your mind. Contents . repose . recoil . rigour . resplendence More fictions than the psyche can imagine are real. Care is called to be taken in ensuring things are not too literally taken. Therefore poetry seeks a position of assertion in perceiving the malleability of physical reality. The notion poems, particularly those among t...

A soul composed of courage seeks redemption through faith in life. Contents . dispose . despair . denigrate . denounce Denounce to excommunicate to publicly accuse to formally announce MADE IT ALIVE Today I walked a baby bird across the streetin a small town that smells as if they've got nothing better to eatI asked my friend what value has a woman in working a full time job alongside being a moms...

A soul composed of courage seeks redemption through faith in life. Contents . dispose . despair . denigrate . denounce Denigrate to defame to darken or discolour to become worthless WIND TORN SHAME rising up before my own nauseated mind because it's not the first time I've found myself dizzying my swerve second guessing what I deserve— today I became everything I loathed and what's more the rift o...