Kirk Winslow | Canvas | Irvine, CA
Jesus at 2AM - A Humorous, Intelligent Look at the Bible, Church History & the Life of Faith
Where intellectual integrity meets an honest quest for faith. Humorous and sincere, this is one pastor's attempt at late-night-level honesty about the Bible, church history, theological scholarship, spiritual practice and...God. And how it might just turn out that love is the name of the game.
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Kirk Winslow | Canvas | Irvine, CA
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Dec 10, 2025
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Loving God 301, Part 1: Verbal Prayer and the Psalms 01.02.2016 34:31
Prayer is not a duty. It is not the means of gaining favor with God or demonstrating devotion. Rather, prayer is the means of making genuine contact with the Father who loves us. And the ultimate fruit of prayer is…happiness. (Note that the opening word of the Psalms is "Happy!") In this continuing look at […]
Loving God 201, Part 6: An Easy Way to Pray -The Daily Office 30.01.2016 40:21
What if I told you, you could build a life of meaningful connection to God in a matter of minutes a day? Really! I know it sounds like a cheap hook for a diet pill, but it happens in this case to be true. You can build a habit of prayer in minutes a day by using […]
Loving God 201, Part 5: Fifth Rule of the Spiritual Life 19.12.2015 41:51
Jesus said the way to be first is to be last; the way to life abundantly is to die to self; and the way to maturity is to become like a little child. In this episode we examine the Fifth Rule of the Spiritual Life: Let God be Your Father. One of the greatest challenges […]
Loving God 201, Part 4: Fourth Rule of the Spiritual Life 16.12.2015 27:03
Ever since Plato, it has been tempting to equate "spiritual" with "ideal" – to imagine that spiritual growth is a way out of the pains and sufferings and frustrations of life. And many a well-intentioned person has taken up the life of prayer in the hope of transcendence (escape?). But perfection does not belong to […]
Loving God 201, Part 3: Third Rule of the Spiritual Life 13.11.2015 42:47
Here we continue our look at the classical tradition of Christian spiritual formation by examining the Benedictine vow of stability – the commitment to stay put, to stay engaged in our most valuable relationships and to work out the discipline of love within them. Our 21st century culture is more mobile and virtual than ever, […]
Loving God 201, Part 2: Second Rule of the Spiritual Life 21.10.2015 34:05
This is an episode about the commitment to endurance and its essential role in the process of our spiritual formation. Classically, we are warned that one of the most deadly poisons to the spiritual life is despair. And by despair we don't mean depression, sadness, frustration…even very serious doubt. Despair is surrender. As Martin Thornton […]
Loving God 201, Part 1: First Rule of the Spiritual Life 14.10.2015 36:52
As we take our next step in our understanding of Christian spiritual practice, it is essential to remember that the goal of our practice is not "discipline," but relationship. We are not aiming to be good at "spirituality," but to love – and, ultimately, to be loved by – God. Relationship does require discipline (and thus […]
What Do You Do with an Empty Tomb? (Easter 2015) 01.09.2015 35:09
There are few claims of Christian theology more audacious than the bodily resurrection of Jesus. And any citizen of the 21st century who doesn't doubt such assertions is probably in need of a good head examination (or a reduction in their AMC viewing…). Dead bodies don't return to life. Not as ghosts. Not as zombies. And certainly not […]
Loving God 101, Part 12: Contemplation "Lab" (Palm Sunday 2015) 26.08.2015 21:19
Having – hopefully – made the theological case for contemplation (as St. Ignatius of Loyola describes it), in this episode our pal, Jon Saur, gives a short example of the practice. This sermon was preached on Palm Sunday 2015 and thus uses the traditional story of Jesus's "triumphal entry" into Jerusalem as the gospel text to […]
Loving God 101, Part 11: "Contemplation" Explained 07.08.2015 41:59
"Contemplation" is one of the most transformational practices I was ever taught. While the word carries connotations of abstract pondering, for St. Ignatius it describes a very active method of reading the Bible (more on why we care about St. Ignatius is found here.) What Ignatius reminds us is that Jesus is truly risen. That […]
Loving God 101, Part 10: Where God's Voice Is Loudest (Corporate Worship) 04.08.2015 27:35
If we believe that God is actively seeking to communicate with us (see Loving God 101, Part 1 and Part 3), then we would be wise to go the places where we know God's voice is loudest. We've already examined some of these (e.g., sacraments, acts of compassion and service to others). But the place where God's […]
Loving God 101, Part 9: Being Where Jesus Already Is (Charity) 30.07.2015 36:04
Love is learned by experience. I often think of it as osmosis – absorbing from the environment. In other words, if we want to love, we must begin by being regularly in the presence of love to let it have its effect on us. Understanding this has many implications for the relationships we form, the […]
Loving God 101, Part 8: Accepting the Invitation to the Table 27.07.2015 37:08
For most of Christian history, the central element of both corporate worship and individual prayer has been regular participation in the sacrament of Communion. Indeed, the Roman Catholic mass still centers on the Eucharist (as the Lord's Supper is also called) as the priest consecrates the elements of bread and wine and invites the people of God […]
Loving God 101, Part 7: So Many Voices in My Head! (Discernment Cont'd) 24.07.2015 46:25
Learning to "hear" God's voice (i.e., "discernment") actually begins by learning what is not God's voice. That is to say, each of us arrives to our relationship with God with many voices in our head – the voices of our family, our culture, our friends…the voice of Reason, of our deepest hopes, our deepest fears. Indeed, […]
Loving God 101, Part 6: Freedom (Really!) in Confession and Repentance 27.06.2015 41:03
For most of us "confession" does not sound like a very liberating idea. For me it used to conjure images of self-loathing, as I enumerated my sins with with heaps of guilt on the side. (Martin Luther was plagued by such feelings early in his life – often returning to confession right after he left […]
Loving God 101, Part 5: Self-Examination 23.06.2015 43:35
Healthy progress in any aspect of our lives requires that we pause from time to time and take an honest examination of our present state. But in a culture of constant comparison and competition, such exercises often only serve to dispirit and magnify our sense of dissatisfaction with ourselves. In this episode we examine the […]
Loving God 101, Part 04: Creating Sacred Time 21.06.2015 28:56
Spending time with God is important and critical for any follower of Jesus. However, sometimes knowing what "spending time with God" looks like in a practical sense can be difficult to discern. Practices like "quiet times" and "solo times" are helpful for some followers of Jesus, but what about those who don't connect with God […]
Loving God 101, Part 03: Discernment (Learning to Hear God's Voice) 01.06.2015 36:44
One of the great struggles in the life of faith is the sense that God is vastly distant. We may talk about "intimacy" and "relationship" and "making contact." But in day-to-day experience, it feels like we do a good bit of talking to God, and God rarely talks back. Yes, we have been given the […]
Loving God 101, Part 02: Abiding in Christ, Habitual Recollection 28.05.2015 42:56
What does an authentic, intimate relationship with God "feel" like? That is to say: What are we aiming for as we grow to love God? What should a mature Christian expect to experience when connection to God has been achieved? (An important question, as our answer will direct our behavior and shape our sense of "progress.") […]
Loving God 101, Part 01: Relationship with God. Really??? 21.05.2015 39:53
This is the first in a long series on the work of Christian spiritual formation. That is to say: of the process by which we grow to maturity in Christ. And to do this we take an in-depth look at what the Bible has to say about the goal and process of spiritual growth, as […]
Strengthening Your Soul – Committing to Spiritual Formation 21.05.2015 32:59
We are born to grow. And for the first season of our life, growth is nearly inevitable. Newborns will grow into toddler, toddlers grow into children, children to teens… And all along the way, maturity increases as biology does its work (albeit with helpful or harmful inputs). But when we reach "adulthood," strength, health…maturity…, becomes […]
Why Christmas Matters – Christmas 2014 15.04.2015 40:26
Do Christians really believe that Jesus was fully divine? And fully human? Simultaneously? It's no easy pill to swallow, virgin births and all that… And why does it matter? In this episode, my friend and mentor, Mark Roberts, takes on these questions and many others as he explores Christian doctrine of the incarnation. It […]
Advent 2014, Part 4: The Gift of Peace and Rest 13.04.2015 34:41
Every December the decorations return – banners with doves, cards declaring "Peace on Earth"… And yet every year the headlines never change: hardship, loss, injustice… How do we come to terms with the contradiction? Is the biblical promise that God's shalom (peace, rest, wholeness) is taking over creation to be believed? Or is it (as it often […]
Advent 2014, Part 3: Sharing Joy 11.04.2015 39:46
This episode is particularly personal to me. "Joy" is not a primary Winslow trait. Hard work, honesty, responsibility, service to others…these are virtues I know well. And to the degree that the Bible calls Christians to "rejoice," I did my best to be optimistic for Jesus (whatever that means). Often what it really meant was […]
Advent 2014, Part 2: The Gift of Intimacy with God 09.04.2015 31:22
Does God know I exist? Does he know the circumstances of my life? Does he hear me when I pray? Does he care??? Such questions go back to the dawn of time and for most of human history, the answer has been: no. The gods may exist, but their concern for humans was minimal! Mostly […]
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