Lana Manikowski

IVF Failed You - The "So Now What?" Podcast

I am an infertility survivor—the kind you never hope to become: childless. After enduring multiple rounds of IUI and IVF at some of the leading fertility centers, I was advised to discontinue treatment. When my fertility journey ended, I was offered no resources to help me navigate the reality of an unexpected childless life. I was left asking: So now what? In the years that followed, I tried to convince myself I'd be OK, but I wasn't. I felt shattered, alone, and failed—not just by the process but by my own body. I longed for someone who truly understood the pain I felt, a guide to help me na...

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Lana Manikowski

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Education

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Latest episode

Jul 9, 2026

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Episodes

Discovering Your Purpose After Infertility 16.07.2024

Discovering Your Purpose After Infertility Welcome back to another episode! I'm thrilled you're joining me on this journey through life, where sometimes navigating can be challenging. Today, I want to open your mind to a new perspective on purpose. Navigating Conversations About Childlessness: I've just launched a valuable resource for those struggling with discussing childlessness. If you've face...

Embracing Independence After Infertility 03.07.2024

Welcome back to another episode of The "So Now What?" Podcast. I'm Lana Manikowski, and I'm thrilled you're joining me today. As we dive into the heart of summer here in the US, with July 4th Independence Day celebrations just around the corner, it feels fitting to talk about a different kind of independence—personal independence, especially for those of us navigating life after infertility. Recla...

Feeling Like a Failure After IVF Fails 26.06.2024

Feeling Like a Failure After IVF Fails Introduction: Welcome back to another heartfelt episode of Thrive After Infertility. I'm Lana, and this week, we are rolling up our sleeves and diving deep into what it means to feel like a failure, especially after the challenging journey of IVF and fertility treatments. This episode is for all the incredible women out there who have struggled with these fee...

Top 10 Misconceptions About Marriage After Infertility 18.06.2024

Episode Summary This week marks my 15th wedding anniversary, a significant milestone that feels both like yesterday and a lifetime ago. Reflecting on our journey, I've decided to discuss marriage and relationships when you find yourself unexpectedly childless. In this episode, I'll uncover the top 10 misconceptions about childless marriages, shedding light on the unique challenges and bias we expe...

The Three Letter Word That Will Change Your Life After Infertility 12.06.2024

Hello, lovely listeners! I'm so glad you're joining me today. If you haven't already, I invite you to subscribe to my YouTube channel, Lana. Manikowski. Look for my profile picture with a yellow shirt—if you see me in a red shirt, that's an old channel I no longer update. Subscribe to stay connected and catch some funny outtakes that don't make it to the podcast. Why Your Reviews Matter Before we...

Finding Joy and Self-Love After Infertility 04.06.2024

Welcome back to another week of The "So Now What?" Podcast! I'm so grateful you're here with me. As we welcome June, it's the perfect time to reflect on the goals and dreams we set for ourselves at the start of the year. Maybe you're reassessing some plans or realizing that some things didn't pan out as easily as you hoped. Remember, it's never too late to recalibrate and adjust your path. Episode...

Expectations for a Life Without Children 22.05.2024

Introduction: Hello, beautiful souls! It's Lana Manikowski and I'm thrilled to share some major life updates and inspiring insights with you today. This episode is dedicated to all the incredible women who are not sure what to expect of your life childless after infertility and IVF. It's a journey filled with unexpected turns, but together, we can find joy and purpose beyond what we initially envi...

Embracing Birthdays Without Motherhood 15.05.2024

In this episode, we explore the intricate emotions surrounding birthdays if you are childless after infertility. Inspired by recent gatherings celebrating The Other's Day Brunch, I highlight the complexities of navigating birthdays and offer insights on how to approach them with strength and hope. Celebrating The Other's Day Brunch: Reflecting on recent events likeThe Other's Day Brunch in Chicago...

Navigating Mother's Day as a Childless Woman After Infertility 07.05.2024

When you're childless after infertilityMother's Day can be a challenge. It's a time that can feel heavy with reminders and emotions, but fear not, I'm here to walk you through it with care and compassion. Finding Peace Amidst the Mother's Day Buzz: Acknowledge Your Feelings: It's okay to feel a mix of emotions during this time. Whether it's sadness, anger, or even ambivalence, give yourself permis...

Seeking Happiness Beyond Motherhood 09.04.2024

This week we are tapping into the concept of welcoming in happiness as you are navigating life after infertility and a new norm without the children you thought  you were supposed to have. Discover practical tips and heartfelt insights on finding joy, embracing gratitude, and celebrating the beauty in everyday moments. In today's episode, I expand on episode 123 , diving into the concept of happin...

Navigating Happiness After Infertility 04.04.2024

As we usher in a new month, I welcome you to pause and reflect on your path. What are you choosing to focus on this month? Remember, there are no boundaries to the richness your life can attain, even when the dream of motherhood didn't happen for you. But before we dive into the core of today's discussion on happiness, remember to get your tickets for The Others' Day Brunch . Scheduled for May 11t...

Expectations of an Infertile Body 26.03.2024

This week we wrap up our discussion on body image, particularly for those navigating life post-fertility treatments. As you reflect on your own journey, consider this: What beliefs do you hold about your body?  I share personal insights and encourage you to redefine your body image positively. But before we dive in, I reflect on a heartwarming weekend with loved ones, emphasizing the importance of...

Showing Your Body Love After Infertility 20.03.2024

Introduction: Welcome to The "So Now What?" Podcast, where we embark on a journey of self-discovery and self-love after infertility. Today, we're diving into the power that comes with embracing our bodies and fostering a positive body image amidst the challenges we've faced. But first, let's celebrate the upcoming Other's Day Brunch – a safe haven for women like you who are seeking connection and...

Reuniting with Your Body After Infertility 13.03.2024

In this episode, I dive deep into the intricacies of body image, offering insights and strategies to help you break free from societal norms and redefine your relationship with your body. It's time to unwind the narrative that may have taken root in your mind, not because you did anything wrong, but because we often get caught up in societal expectations. What to Expect This Month: Throughout Marc...

Navigating Body Image After Infertility in the Childless Journey 05.03.2024

I'm beyond thrilled to be back in Chicago after a whirlwind of adventures. If you've been tagging along on my YouTube journey, you've seen me bouncing from one place to another. But now, I'm back in the Windy City, feeling immensely proud after taking a whopping 17 days away from home – a significant feat for this recovering workaholic. Now, let's dive into the exciting updates and some heartfelt...

Workplace Relationships as a Childless Woman 28.02.2024

Workplace Relationships as a Childless Woman Introduction: Warm greetings to all our listeners. Still on the road, recording from a different location. Recap of the month-long focus on relationships, covering spouses, friends with kids, and now, colleagues and coworkers. Travel and Relationship Adventures: Detailed overview of recent travels, including experiences in Grass Valley and Sonoma. Insig...

Navigating Friendships After Infertility 20.02.2024

Navigating Friendships After Infertility - Episode 117 Welcome back, beautiful souls! Today's episode takes us to the stunning Pacific coast of California, where our host shares her recent experiences coaching remotely and working from beautiful locations. A dream come true! Now, let's dive into a topic close to many hearts: navigating friendships after infertility. Episode Highlights: Last Week's...

Navigating Marriage After Infertility 13.02.2024

Introduction: Wishing everyone a joyful Valentine's Day, whenever you may be listening. Today, on the 14th of February, let's delve into a significant topic – the dynamics of relationships post-infertility. We'll explore the journey, the challenges, and strategies to reignite the spark in a partnership. Episode Highlights: The Challenge of Female Factor Infertility: Delving into a personal experie...

Embracing Change in Relationships After Infertility 07.02.2024

Welcome to a new month, and if you're here, you're already taking a step towards creating a life that aligns with your true self. In this episode, we delve into the excitement and challenges of February. If you started the year with ambitious goals, now is the perfect time to evaluate whether they resonate with your authentic desires. Reflection and Redefinition: Discover the joy in evaluating and...

Winning at Your Career After Infertility 01.02.2024
What you Deserve When You Are Infertile 23.01.2024
Embracing Fulfillment Beyond Motherhood 16.01.2024

 Embracing Fulfillment Beyond Motherhood Hey there, wonderful listeners! Last week's episode was a blast, sharing all the exciting things happening behind the scenes: The Other's Day Brunch 2024 My Advanced Coaching Certification in Grief and Post Traumatic Growth  The Thrive After Infertility Mastermind in February My First Book! The response to my announcements has been incredible, and I can't t...

The Support You Crave 09.01.2024

Hey, beautiful souls! Welcome back to another empowering episode. I'm Lana Mankowski, and this is the space where we delve into the intricate journey of being childless after infertility. Last week, we explored setting attainable goals, understanding their significance, and breaking them down into manageable steps. Today, we're continuing that journey with Part Two, sharing insights on creating ac...

Making Your Goals Easy in 2024 04.01.2024

On today's podcast episode is a heartfelt discussion on setting resolutions, especially after navigating the complexities of infertility. It's a topic close to my heart, and I want to share my perspective on how we can approach the new year with authenticity and self-compassion. But before we dive in, let me update you on my journey. I recently wrapped up a successful year in my corporate sales jo...

Feeling Seen When You Are Childless and Infertile 19.12.2023

Reflecting on Resilience: As the year comes to a close, I've been reflecting on the resilience that comes with the journey of being childless after infertility. It's not just a personal triumph but a testament to the strength and courage you've displayed throughout your unique path.     Acknowledging Achievements: This year, my focus has been on closing it out strong both in my career and in suppo...

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