Integrated Awakenings with Maria

Hi! This might not be the healing hz people are often accustomed to be these are ASMR-like audio beds~ THIS JOURNEY SPECIFICALLY ADDRESSES: HEALING OF PAST SUICIDAL IDEATION, FEAR OF DARKNESS, DEATH ABYSS! (NIGHTMARES) This energy sequence specifically addresses folks who often are visited by “dark” thoughts or feel like they are going through a shadowy/dark era. A lot of spirituality/energy...

Hi! This might not be the healing hz people are often accustomed to be these are ASMR-like audio beds~ THIS JOURNEY SPECIFICALLY ADDRESSES: SEXUAL TRAUMA TRANSMUTATION AND FREEDOM ! This energy sequence specifically releases karmic bondage and stuck energies in sexual centers and organs, as well as rectifying scripts in akashic/karmic records regarding these specific lifetimes and incidents. This...

Hi! This might not be the healing hz people are often accustomed to be these are ASMR-like audio beds~ THIS JOURNEY SPECIFICALLY ADDRESSES: Resting in the truth of our being, total soul reclamation , inner child integration and healing, internal organ blessing and health, innate wisdom from lifetimes, true Powers to return, integration sequences that helps weave and ground all energies smooth...

In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Jem Estilla to talk about “When to Stay and When to Let Go” a special episode that explores difficult choices around relationships, and asks when the “hard” relationship is truly toxic, a lesson, or maybe even something transcendent. This podcast covers a wide range of ideas, like uncovering what you’re actually fighting about, our...

In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Jem Estilla to talk about “When to Stay and When to Let Go” a special episode that explores difficult choices around relationships, and asks when the “hard” relationship is truly toxic, a lesson, or maybe even something transcendent. This podcast covers a wide range of ideas, like uncovering what you’re actually fighting about, our...

Welcome back to a new season of integrated awakenings and in our first ever guesting for this podcast is Kazane Windy to talk about indigenous shamanism! I’ve known Windy since 2016 and have always respected her integrity and commitment to go deep into disciplines, from Japanese Samurai training (to deepen her reiki modality), Ifugao Mumbaki exchanges as well as life that personally expresses a li...

In this episode maria walks us through a part two of ep 7 (Healing Menstruation and Womb Pains) and this time directly strengthening and installing a divine version of our blood letting. Even “harvesting” the chi from our blood to really tame our “blood dragon” so we have more blessed bleeds and an internal understanding of it’s experience.  This episode also covers some women’s magick from a...

In this episode maria covers common pitfalls on the path to “ascension/awakening” and typical attachments people create around being odd/special/different. We dive into discussions around individuation and being outside the typical bellcurve of society and how to navigate (the disorientation with) new streams of energy as we arrive into more rarefied versions of the Self. Covers: difference of sta...

In this episode maria illuminates a central, often sought-after, much labored upon journey of divine marriage. This is a very practical approach to unifying our inner feminine and masculine and has a good prepatory look on what it is to hold multiple points of awareness (“Dual awareness or more). This is very useful for folks who have a hard time focusing on “one thing” or feel like they have seve...

In this episode maria walks you through how to think about spirit guides (as aspects as ourselves, as intelligent questions) and how to walk up to a few of them: your current main guide, an elemental-mythic guide/a shadow-animal guide. This is a preparatory episode to divine marriage episode, as being able to tap into the frequencies of guides and being able to “merge” temporarily/permanently is a...

In this episode maria walks you through (quantum) mathematically arriving at the eternal “Now”.  We journey through sending energy backwards, backstitching “past events” with the wisdom of our present and allow ourselves to somatically shift our perception of “current reality. We tap other parallel streams to overlay and draw in another dimension of temporal reality and allow “All things” to...

In this episode maria does a long form exploration about the textures of death, killer and the destroyer energy. A responsible conscious wielding of it and appropriate thorough aim with what it is we are purposely eliminating. Tune into wield into a primal and foundational power and archetype that is the gate for transformation Covers: truth-telling and bullshit housing real death, real transfigur...

In this episode maria walks you through a very simple but effective way to interpret your own dreams and decode dream symbols. It’s a basic skill in shamanism to hear the underlying symbols of our own imagic stories and in this episode we look at some archetypal classic stories like “rescuing the princess”, the hero’s journey etc. We keep things really accessible here by analyzing a popular show c...

In this episode maria gives you 3 kinds of sleep inductions to expand your connection to Divine Love and Wisdom while you sleep. We’ll be enabling you to do different kinds of energetic work while you rest: deeper dimensional clearing, talking to guides, or simple restitching your linear body and getting a good dose of rest. This episode has a neptunian-piscean ceremony that helps folks have a bet...

In this episode maria walks you through a buffet of receiving energetic frequencies, and navigating it in its differing textures, sizes and depths. We’re exploring very important frequencies such as: our original signature, excavator/death and heart texture with cloaks. This audio is like a map that helps us locate, and relocate important energies and learn to practice to find and amplify this all...

In the last installment of the divine family series, Maria tackles embodying and welcoming our own Divine Father energies to allow our internal systems to naturally whole and complete. We cover a similar process from the Divine Mother episode with refinements around what it means to heal "across dimensions and timelines" and how to better navigate and receive these tides of resonance, karma and he...

In episode 2 of 3 divine family trifecta, Maria dives into Divine Mother rectification to really free us from unconscious clinging and patterns we have from our maternal projections. We cover ceremony as well as a lived experience and exploration of what feminine (texture) kind of energy and love really arrive for you as to always come from a bounty of feeling deeply loved, abundant and whole. Cov...

In this episode, Maria starts us off on the Divine Family series which introduces us to healing all our familial patterns by meeting and rectifying our child and repressed self. A lot of healing work is predicated on studying our upbringing, and in this kind of shamanic/ceremonial work we're looking at how exactly and what scripts will truly let our hurt children free and have a very easeful guide...

In this special episode Maria talks about the special transition/initiation of healing crisis and forced rest. Most people can feel lost and not know how to navigate this crossroads of who was I? What really happened? Who am I becoming? In this episode we cover a technique that centers around deep listening and story telling to tap into our inner wisdom and witness to gracefully navigate any large...

On the final episode of the elemental series, maria covers Akasha or the primordial void. Here we look at the spiritual quality and processes around emptiness and what usually blocks us from embracing this "dark"/void side kind of healing work. Maria also shares some stories about Shiva, and the praciticality of healing protocols that involve black holes etc. Covers: Definitions, perspectives: wu...

In this episode, maria tackles the 4 of 5 element of the elemental series and discuss earth in its tactile, deliciously slow energy of solidity. We have a very straightforward look with what to do if there's a lack and excess of this very stubborn energy form, really insisting on investing in a foundational earth that truly lasts. Covers: Slowness, solidity with pressure Building on crumbling or s...

In this episode, maria does part 3 of 5 of our elemental series, discussing the metaphysical qualities of water and how to transmute, cleanse and use this juicy energy with the other elements. This episode also covers the path of devotion and the spiritual process of the heart and unconditional inclusion of spiritual waters. Covers: FEEL into the energy of this episode true emotions, subconscious,...

In this episode Maria helps you situate the role of individuality in the journey towards spiritual union. We're looking at the usual core hang-ups to piloting our individual songs and we get crucial re-alignments to handling our mind-body-instrument. Covers Intro: individuation vis a vis mastery and union (examples) What's not my business what is my business Fully seated, possessed, full authorshi...

WARNING: this episode is a Good Dose of Hard Swords Energy, we get right to it! Allow yourself to interface with the energy behind the words and see how it recalibrates you. If you're sensitive to straightforward language you might want to prepare yourself. This is episode 2 of a 5 part series on Elemental Healing with the element of Air. We're specifically diving into this with the sword/truth/cu...

In this episode Maria introduces a 5 part series on Elemental Magic, in a very day-to-day and actual lived experience kind of way. We start off with the element of fire, it's cleansing and purging quality and how to maintain it. We round off with different cases of burnt out or feeling too all over the place, and covering higher order energy fires as well. Covers: Intro to Elemental Magic and why...