Inner Monologue with Olivia Neill

some friday thoughts on romanticising our lives and sharing the procedure i've had done and completely forgot to tell you about. see you back here on wednesdaaaay (00:30) why we romanticise our lives - is it good or bad? (00:45) i got caught romanticising my life for TikTok and I’m so embarrassed (02:35) fashion week is so romanticised.. nobody shows the bad parts (03:30) this influencer was so ho...

does anyone else make irrational choices in the hair salon when you're in a bad mood? well i did and i regret it (00:40) i’m in a foul mood today - let me tell you why (01:20) i made a regretful decision with my hair (03:30) do i still have cancer?????? (06:30) i went to nyc and ate FISH (13:00) what I got up to in New York (18:55) i found the most beautiful boy on TikTok but omg this ick…. (20:55...

it's sooo easy to hate on men but there are some things they do that i just find really cute. it's a curse!!!!" (00:48) i know this about things we like, but i have this new ick (02:45) i'm sorry men are easy to hate (03:48) this guy i started seeing called me this name and it had me weak (05:33) this is toxic but i love it (08:50) this is the most common one and its actually gross (10:50) the ig...

i'm baaaaack! buckle up and flick your playback speed to 0.5 because we've got a lot to discuss. i'm now back every single wednesday and friday and you can watch episodes only on spotify!! (04:05) getting my boobs done has sent my confidence levels through the roof (04:36) taking tasteful nudes (06:52) finally booked myself in to get my cancer removed - how the procedure went (08:00) hector's gett...

new set, new season, same chat every wednesday and fridaaaaaaay. watch only on spotify !! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

im taking a very short break while i go and enjoy myself for a couple of weeks, but dw i'll be back telling you all about how my life has been a movie. for now, here's a mini monologue to see you into the weekend, we talk about how bad i am at chatting up guys i fancy and how my brother was always the favourite child. ily mum and dad but honestly, wtf?? ok luv u all see you soon byeeeee xxx Learn...

it's dawned on me that i've spent a lot of time and energy doing (or not doing) things to protect other peoples emotions. don't get me wrong, i'd do anything for my friends and my family but i think there comes a time when you have to realise you're only responsible for yourself and it's important to prioritise yourself. you can't please 'em all gals. let's discuss.. love you byeee xxx Learn more...

i fill all you guys in on my crazy time at the cannes film festival… it was a verryyy humbling experience being on that red carpet lol. anyways okay luv u byeeee xoxoxo. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

its celibate girl summer for me but i have so many thoughts on one night stands and an embarrassing story to tell - obviously - so buckle up besties. i feel like one night stands have such negative connotation attached to them and i just don't think that's necessary. OH and lmk what you thought of my documentary!! ok luv u byeee xx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoic...

people say that need to heal their inner child but i need to heal my inner teenager because that girl grew up wayyyy too fast. in this week’s episode I talk about all the wholesome things (that i have should have done when i was 14) that i want to do this summer that doesn’t involve alcohol lol. Maybe i’ll connect with nature, or take up a hobby like tennis who knows. love you byeeeee xoxoxo. Lear...

i’ve been really unproductive the past couple of days and i’ve had a little a little moment of reflection and realisation that i need to find balance in my life (mentally, physically and socially) and i talk about how i’m trying to do that in my life. okay luv u byeeeeee xoxoxox. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

back in the day there was a bizarre rumour circulating about me and a past friend that still shocks me. i tell that little story on this week's episode, plus i update you on my skin cancer treatment (still in my arm btw) and how i've actually been feeling about it. okay luv u byeeeee xoxoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

since the breakup my confidence has not been what it once was but that's all changing - its time for me to get my main character energy back and i'm so ready to feel more myself again xxx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

guys i've been going crazy while stuck in bed recovering from the boob job and i think you can probs all tell... I chat met gala, plans for the summer holidays, and the lovely lovely messages some of you guys have been sending me !! PS im so sorry if you're listening to me hungover.... ok love u byeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

i've got boobs!! there was no chance i was getting into the studio a few days after surgery but i had to give you guys an update asap, so there's no video this week but consider this an extra long voice note from me to you, from my bed. love u byeee xx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

insta dm’s are where it’s at tbh. in this week’s episode, I update you guys guys on my dating journey in 2023.. .first dates are honestly exhausting. plus i do a little q & a sesh chatting about my bronzing routine, being back on the YouTube grind, and some personal goals for the year. okay byeeeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

i’m back on the YouTube vlogging game, i know it’s been a while but i’m absolutely loving it. this week’s episode i update you on biiiig life changes coming up (from cancer surgery to boob job in a few weeks). i had an epiphany and i'm now realising that i should just live life and not dwell on feeling like s***. just appreciating the good things in life, ok luv you byeee xoxoxo Learn more about y...

there were too many stories to fit into one episode so in today's mini monologue i wanted to share all my celeb sightings at coachella, including seeing emma chamberlain. guys. i DIED. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

buckle up, it's coachella storytime. i'm back from LA and have too much to update you on. oh, and the boob job is happening... Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

another day in LA, another ep for you besties. this friday i just fancied a little catch up and to answer some of your questions (secret collab in the works? who knows…). k luv you byeeeeee xoxoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

i’m in LA for the next two weeks and its so different from London, like.. drastically. in this week’s episode i talk about what’s on my bucket list when i’m here, the crazy differences I’ve notices from the U.S. vs the UK and how i’ve been romanticising my trip here (giving main character energy right now ngl). Okay byeeeeee xoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

i’ve been dealing with a guy leading me on recently and tiktok has given me a word for it - breadcrumbing??? in today's mini monologue, lets chat about the creators i’ve been obsessed over recently, getting signs from the universe, plus my thoughts on the whole Harry Styles and Em Rata kissing drama (i’m living for it tbh). k talk soon byeeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices...

the consultation is done and my brief is kendall jenner boobs. let's go girls x Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

it's good friday and so i hope you are all enjoying a day off and maybe i'm accompanying you on your hot girl walk? let me know your plans in the box below. this week's mini monologue comes to you the day before i jump on a plane to LA - i couldn't resist after my friends invited me to join them for part of their month-long trip. also i'm going to coachella. i can't cope. let's get excited togethe...

consider this episode an ode to female friendships. i love them. they're so special and i'm so thankful for mine. in this episode i tell you about my skin cancer scare during a recent girls trip in Barcelona and my gratitude for the women around me supporting me through thick and thin recently! k luvvvv you byeeeee xoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices