In Totality with Megan Ashley

In this continuation of last week’s episode, my mom, Ms. Yvette and I move past trials we’ve faced together and into the transformation we’ve witnessed. We talk about cultivating a lifestyle of prayer, learning to listen for God’s voice, and how true healing happens when we yield to His presence. Tune in to hear how the Lord has taught us both to walk in humility, steward our relationship differen...

In this deeply personal and long-awaited Mother’s Day episode of  In Totality , I sit down with one of the most important people in my life - my mom.  This conversation is raw, honest, and full of the kind of love only a mother and daughter can share. We open up about our journey together - how my mom came to know Jesus, how our relationship has evolved over the years, and the very real...

In this week’s episode of  In Totality , I’m back with my dear friends, CD and Melody Fabien, for  Part II  of our powerful conversation on purity, obedience, and trusting God in the waiting. If Part I stirred something in your spirit, this next part goes even deeper. We’re talking about what it really looks like to walk out a set-apart relationship—one that honors God even when it’...

When God writes your love story, it looks different from the world’s version — and it’s worth the wait. In today’s episode of In Totality, I sit down with two of my dear friends, a married couple whose very first kiss was at the altar on their wedding day. We talk about their individual journeys of salvation, the seasons of preparation God led them through, and the faith it took to trust Him every...

When my son was diagnosed with autism at age two—and later with Fragile X syndrome—I entered a kind of grief I wasn’t prepared for. It wasn’t loud or dramatic. It was quiet, slow, and deeply sacred. It was the grief of letting go of the life I imagined and learning to embrace the one God was writing. In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain, surrender, and beauty that come with ra...

In this episode of  In Totality , I’m talking about what it means to truly live as a sacrifice for God. As Christians, we love the idea of purpose, calling, and blessing, but what about surrender? What about the moments when obedience costs you relationships, opportunities, reputation—or comfort? Scripture tells us to  offer our lives as living sacrifices,  holy and pleasi...

In this episode of In Totality, I had the pleasure of speaking with Carl Lentz for a vulnerable, honest, and meaningful conversation about grace, redemption, and what a renewed faith looks like. This is Carl’s first time on the podcast, and we didn’t hold back. We talked about the power of God’s correction, and the process of rebuilding faith, and what it means to live fully dependent on God — eve...

Have you ever felt  on fire  in your faith, only to wake up one day and feel like God is distant? I know I have. It can be confusing, discouraging, and even a little scary. But here’s what I’ve learned—these shifts aren’t random. They’re part of the  faith journey . In this episode of  In Totality , I’m diving into the spiritual cycles of  consolation and desolation —those...

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my good friend, Preston Morrison, host of The Leader’s Cut podcast, for Part II of our conversation on walking the narrow path as a follower of Christ. If you thought Part I was powerful, you won’t want to miss this! We’re diving even deeper into what it means to fully live a life that reflects Christ—no matter the cost. We’ll talk about the cha...

In this week’s episode of  In Totality , I’m joined by a very special guest, host of The Leader's Cut podcast, Preston Morrison! I’m so excited for you guys to listen in as we dive into what it really means to walk the narrow path as a follower of Christ. Choosing to live for God isn’t always easy — it requires our obedience, willingness to sacrifice, and a personal commitment to knowing His...

In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually was… and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on God’s strength. Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isn’t just believing in God—...

Welcome back to In Totality! Have you ever found yourself so caught up in the busyness of life that your time with the Lord becomes more about what you need from Him rather than just truly centering Him? That’s where I found myself at the end of last year, and I knew I needed to step away. In this episode, I’m sharing why I took time off from social media and the podcast, what God revealed to me t...

After taking time away to rest and seek the Lord, I’m coming back with a renewed heart, deeper conviction, and fresh perspective. This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with God—fully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). It hasn’t been easy, but God has been refining me so that what I pour out is pure. I pray this season edifies you a...

Join me, Megan Ashley  As we gear up for a much-needed seasonal break, I wanted to leave you with something special—a Best Of episode showcasing the most impactful and encouraging moments from this season of In Totality . This year has been nothing short of phenomenal. We've had conversations that inspired, challenged, and uplifted us, featuring guests I deeply admire, love, and pray for. I’m...

What if recharging your spirit was as simple as stepping back? Join me, Megan Ashley As we prepare for a holiday break, I’m reflecting on the power of rest and a social media sabbatical—a step toward mental health and spiritual well-being. Through biblical teachings and Christ’s example, we explore the necessity of pause, reminding us that consistent podcasting since 2022 has only deepened my comm...

Join me, Megan Ashley , for a closer exploration of spiritual highs and lows, inspired by transformative experiences from the Acts 2:42 Conference. Together, we’ll reflect on the joy of God’s presence, the challenges of feeling distant, and how the enemy sows doubt about His love. My hope is to offer encouragement for those facing spiritual struggles as we approach our holiday break We’ll unpack t...

*Trigger Warning:* This episode discusses sensitive topics,Please listen at your discretion and prioritize your well-being. Welcome back for Pt 2 Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , As we share the journey of organizing a large-scale conference rooted in diversity and inclusivity. Inspired by the lack of representation at a past event, we felt called to create a space for...

What does it mean to find true freedom and balance in a world that constantly demands productivity? Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , as we reflect on a whirlwind year that felt like a decade. Through laughter and exhaustion, we dive into the symbolic moments that defined our journey— Our conversation spans the highs and lows of the year, exploring the grace that sustai...

Join me, Megan Ashley for a heartfelt and humorous conversation with Toni Collier founder of Broken Crayons Still Color  as we dive into her journey of faith, healing, and redemption. We begin with the origin of "Daddy God," a phrase that brings warmth and laughter to her relationship with God, especially for those who've felt the absence of a father figure.  Toni's story explores childh...

This week, we reach a huge milestone—Join me, Megan Ashley , as we celebrate the one-year anniversary of "In Totality" and explore the profound journey of faith and obedience that has guided our path. From overcoming initial fears and personal challenges to the incredible support from my dedicated team, Jay and Jordan, this episode serves as a heartfelt reflection of growth, gratitude, and unwaver...

Join me, Megan Ashley , for another episode of *In Totality* as we welcome Justin Giboney , Attorney, Political Strategist, and President/co-founder of the AND Campaign, for a thought-provoking conversation at the intersection of faith and politics. Justin shares his journey from a church-centered upbringing to his role as a political strategist in Atlanta, detailing the trials and triumphs o...

What does it truly mean to steward God's work with reverence? This week on In Totality with Megan Ashley Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell of 2819 Church in Atlanta joins us to explore the profound impact of spiritual growth and the challenges it brings. From his early days at Victory Church to his current role, Pastor Philip shares his journey of leadership, transformation, and humility, and his mis...

Can faith transform your pain into a source of strength? Join me, Megan Ashley , as I share deeply personal stories and explore how trusting in God during life’s trials can lead to profound spiritual growth. In this episode of *In Totality*, I begin by expressing heartfelt gratitude to our listeners and sharing an honest account of my recent struggles, including the spiritual challenges I’ve faced...

Join Me, Megan Ashley for a transformative episode as we welcome back Nona Jones , our first repeat guest, to share her journey from a thriving executive role to embracing full-time ministry. Nona opens up about the challenges of redefining her identity beyond her career and how leaving behind a steady paycheck deepened her faith and reliance on God.  We discuss living out your faith daily, e...

Can humility help transform your relationships and spiritual journey? Join me Megan Ashley In this episode of In Totality , I reflect on the transformative power of humility in my spiritual journey, focusing on the struggles of hidden pride. Our exploration continues with a heartfelt discussion on the power of humility, inspired by personal experiences and reflections. Listen as I share my journey...