I'm the Only Person Listening to This

This is just a quick, one-off episode to celebrate Thanksgiving. I hope you all have a nice holiday. https://www.patreon.com/hourback

Just a regular old all over the place podcast. 🙂💜👍

Just the same old same old, folks. Life updates and philosophizing.

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I talk about my feelings about music services, big tech or silicon valley or whatever, and some other stuff. I just want to publish this episode so get this over with please.

I don't want to go into a lot of details about this. This is a very self indulgent, reflective episode and I wouldn't blame you if you just skipped it.

Lots of no editing, again. 😂 I'm sure there was stuff I wanted to leave out but I figured let it all hang out anyway. I'm feeling much more capable and confident these days. I hope the podcast illustrates a little bit about the circumstances surrounding these feelings.

In this episode I talk about the sopranos, capitalism, state of my post divorce nightmare, some other stuff that I hope you like or find somewhat interesting. 🙂

I talk yet again about my dragging divorce that my ex-wife initiated and I did not want. I talk about my moving from my first place in Portland to a comfier and safer space in Kelso, Washington. Finally I talk about the JFK assassination and Oliver Stone and The Sopranos and how it all fits together.

This is another episode where i should have logically cut it off weeks ago but i was in seemingly constant flux. Anyway, here you go. It's messy. And i regret many parts of it. But the editing isn't worth the time. It's more important to me, for now, to put out what is real and prescient. So here you go. Thank you for listening. 🙂

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Household drama in a shared housing situation; galavanting about town, spectating lightsaber duels; pontificating about people and their lacks....

I think this is the first time I did a lengthy out-on-the-street segment, while I was walking home from a botched Thursday night outing on the town. I think I was in a pretty bad mood that night. This has been a pretty rough couple weeks actually! I don't know if that will come across but if you're interested I'm starting to feel better. 🙂 Take care of yourself. 💜🙏

I can't believe I've let these recordings sit for so long! I think it's because of the legal harassment from my ex-wife that has scared me from publishing more frequently. (I've tried to keep her out of it as much as possible for my own good.) I hope you enjoy it. I think if I manage to keep my wits about me and record diligently you'll find a lot more interesting stuff coming up in the next coupl...

This includes a bunch of stuff including me in my hotel rooms while I was relocating and looking for a place, some singing along with good songs, some ridiculousness, the usual.

It is a mixed bag here. Nothing structured. I hope you like it and I am sorry if you don't. 🙂💜👍🥳

Not looking good folks! 🙂 I don't see a way out for me of this mess. Karen has pretty well fucked up my entire life. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope I have the strength and courage to do what's necessary.

There is some music on this one, I update you about my divorce which I thought was over but continues to haunt me in very profound ways, and yet more pleading to get feedback and sponsorship by either going to anchor.fm/hourback or patreon.com/hourback. Kick ass! 🙂💜👍🙏🕊️🕉️✌️☮️🌍🌌🦄🌈

I ended up spending Thanksgiving and Christmas in jail, in Rankin County jail, because I violated a protective order issued by the court on behalf of my ex-wife. 🙂 I discuss in this episode some of my thoughts that I had but I'm trying to stay away from that mess in particular. Because I don't want to go back to jail again for the same reason, contempt of court. So don't get me started! 🙂💜😍🥳...

I give some life updates, there's some singing, there's some dance floor live recording action, there is some exhausted rambling about my kids and how I miss them so much, and there are some really long advertisements where I stare at the script and read it really slowly. 🙂🙃😁😘🥳👏👍🤩

I don't mean to be mean to my ex-wife, Karen, but I do take some time at the end of this episode to update you on my final divorce from her and the wonderful situations that accompany such things. But there are also other things that are pleasant and hopefully enjoyable like singing and rhythms and such things!! 🙂 The divorce part is at the very end of the episode. Related blog post on hourback.i...

I talk about the latest developments with my supposedly finalized divorce from Karen. More at https://hourback.info/category/diaries/my-divorce/

I give a big update about my legal situation and plans to relocate, right now looking at Austin, Texas, and a bright light on the horizon as far as job prospects thanks to my friend Colin from DC. I love my boys, Elliott and Wesley. 💜💜💜💜💜

Just a quick check in. Sorry for the rambling ending. Not very happy about this one. 🙂 But I felt l had to say something. Maybe there will be more to say later! 😁 Maybe with some singing involved or something! Funny voices! https://hourback.info/2021/01/30/if-i-were-to-write-a-letter-to-my-ex-wife-today-heres-what-it-would-say/

As usual, my apologies for an uneventful podcast episode. Just trying to communicate with the outside world while I'm going through what I'm going through. When I do have something earth shattering to announce I will be sure to put it in the episode description or title so you will know if it's worth listening to or not. 🙂😉 But this one is pretty boring. Fair warning.