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stupid people. cults. age of aquarius. anti-intellectualism. the title of my essay on this will be “in the age of aquarius: anti-intellectualism a cult” photo: the latest meme i downloaded lmao “when you realize mid-conversation someone is in a cult and they don’t know it”

what it means to me to be a community leader. after watching rustin on netflix. photo: also, i have to say, he was a baaaad man. he had the boys in a tizzy, but look at him! i get it 🙂‍↕️ because having a man’s wife call you and ask, dare i say beg, “please leave my man alone because he clearly can’t leave you alone” is cuntyyyy!! idc idc idc.

my birth chart said i should be community first and not money first, but the money will come when i use my natural talents of being care focused. yeah, that makes sense. i need to read my chart more. photo: my stuff.

keywords: octopuses. bridget mendler. time travel. cults. dinner party questions. bojack horseman. fungi. mycorrhizae sidebar: i’m still watching. tracy morgan: who’s the star of the movie jaws? narrator: the shark. tracy: no. the music. *does jaws sound* the music. they go under the water and — the couldn’t even get the shark to work because of the salt water. idk what i’m about to get into but i...

getting triggered by tiktoks is such a double/edged sword. like wow, im chronically on my phone so my algorithms know what i need, which in this case helped me decipher what ive been feeling. but also, fuck these machines for sinking into my psyche and knowing my subconscious thoughts. friendship stuff. community. boundaries. triggers. etc. etc. emotional. and i can’t breathe so i need to relax so...

voicenote to my mentor. a very detailed dream. i’ll decipher in my journal. photo: wrapping up a blog post on lost records: bloom & rage. but more importantly, i figured out i can download my screenshot from my xbox to my phone. technology is bugs me out simple ways despite me studying quantum computers lol. it’s the little things really.

aspiring creative director notes. photo: 777. good coffee, great coffee

i’m caught up on handmaid’s. amazing show. i’m ready for the weddingggg photo: the funniest knowles 😆

handmaid’s tale, s6e1. i can’t think about it too long or i’m gonna keep crying. and i cannot handle that right now. moving on to ep 2 but wow, that really caught me. photo: all the books i gave away. my library looks so much cleaner without the titles that were creating clutter. now it’s only books i read, actually want to read, currently reading obviously, gifted books (that i actually care abou...

me in my own horror movie. also dying a little so, pray for me. photo: screenshot from tiktok that just hit me in the chest bc yeah. duh. you’re fucking up the status quo, of course you’re the problem when no one else wants to grow.

sinners spoiler. we are so divinely gifted. i am inspired. ryan coogler, the genius you are. photo: my best friend knows i hate missing previews so she texted me what was playing when i was running late 🥹

conversation about how to journal without journaling with my best friend. currently writing my essay on unemployment and watching handmaid’s tale. drinking a red bull. i’m chillin. but i can also go to sleep. but that’s what the redbull is for i suppose. photo: my current mantra. trying to make it stick.

the handmaid’s tale atlanta bojack horseman essay writing basically: stay focused. head forward when necessary photo: my love sent me this and i just realized i didn’t really look at it before bc i know recess but i don’t know this flavor?? hmmmm. might have to try this one/these again. it’s definitely been a while. i live in the hood so they’re not at my bodega.

i am distraught. margaret atwood, my deepest apologies, i was unaware of your pen. ✋🏾🤚🏾 this is season two? *spongebob breathing heavy* photo: my current motivation phrase.

bojack horseman animation common side effects something something drugs installation art installation artist, filmmaker energy curator (did i create a thing? if you’ve seen this somewhere, don’t tell me. if you haven’t don’t steal it. thanks) ((i think i figured out my artistry path?)) something about my morning pages. (((i refuse to talk about these fr bc i feel like my algos keep directing me to...

mini rant to my mentor. idk why she listens to me sometimes lol parable of the sower. future nostalgia? i’m going to figure it out. photo: i don’t have any new photos in my phone, everything is from the wedding. but i don’t mind giving senator cory booker his flowers again. at least someone in our government attempted to do something as we fall deeper and faster into a fascist capitalistic society...

voicenote from the homie. so glad they love everything i snapped. photo: my bitch fr 🥹

it’s 8:49 am. i’m sitting outside of the bus pick up place. with my gatorade bc i definitely have a headache. i may have woke up hungry over but i sobered up quick when i saw my phone said 6am, the same time as my flight. ah, life. anyways. voicenote to my partner bc i clearly enjoy torturing myself. (my masochistic tendencies are showing). photo: just realized i forgot to actually take a party fa...

Q2 outlook, basically. and a summary of life rn. also a smidge of hyping up/bullying myself. something about sobriety. photo: the ceiling of the bar.

reacting to the last few minutes of the season two finale of severance. lots of screaming. photo: me these days

thinking out loud. scheduling my life. photo: something else i’m working on scheduling. since my body is hellbent on bleeding monthly, figured i’d get better at knowing what i should do while and around it’s happening. will update how useful this is after my next period (whenever that is. i really don’t pay attention).

i need to sit with myself for a while. photo: cover art for amines last single. latest in my camera roll.

voice note to my little brother. but no, i really didn’t see that coming. that was a fun reveal. (spoiler for raising kanan s1e5 i guess?) photo: free stuff from work. the red book is going to be very important.

the longing essay. the changeling is the show. photo: the cookie.

friends. family. chosen family. purpose. photo: the last photo in my camera roll. lana wilson has a vendetta against psychics and mediums. please watch look into my eyes on max. like i cannot believe how insane she made those people look. that was absolutely done on purpose. just wow.