I'll Just Let Myself In

What if God isn't keeping something from you, but keeping you FOR something? This soul-stirring conversation with Shardae Orr, the self-proclaimed "cool, saved chick," dives deep into trusting God's redirections when life takes unexpected turns. Shardae pulls back the curtain on her battle with polycystic kidney disease, sharing the harrowing journey from misdiagnosis to finall...

In this deeply moving episode, we sit down with Ssk to talk about the pillars of his life family, career, and faith and how they were all tested when he lost everything in a devastating fire. He opens up about the pain of losing his father, the process of rebuilding from the ashes, and how that moment reshaped his perspective on purpose and perseverance. This is a story of loss, but even more, it’...

Lish Speaks welcomes Christian rapper Asiare to discuss authentic content creation, faith journeys, and maintaining integrity as a creative. They explore the balance between artistic authenticity and spiritual conviction while sharing personal stories about overcoming temptation. • Stop overthinking content creation and focus on doing what you love • Growing up with gospel music and fine arts educ...

We explore the true meaning of radical obedience, diving into why it's not about what we get from God but rather about who we meet through the process. Brenda Palmer shares her journey of writing "The Journey of Yes" and how obedience transforms from obligation into adventure when we understand God as our source. • Obedience to God is countercultural in a world that celebrates indep...

We explore the often unspoken mental health struggles of Black men and how small moments of affirmation can have profound impacts on their wellbeing.  • The power of verbal affirmation in men's lives and how recognition of growth can strengthen men's mental health • Breaking generational cycles of absentee fatherhood and the journey toward becoming "the chain breaker" • How Bla...

Nico Flowers shares his journey from childhood trauma to healing through vulnerability, detailing how writing his book "My Hurt, Your Heal" freed him from secrets and transformed his life. • Growing up in New Hope Missionary Baptist Church where gospel music first captured his heart • How his wife secretly took him to a radio station instead of a dentist appointment, changing his career...

In this heartfelt episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, Lish sits down with her dad! Together, they take a walk down memory lane, reflecting on childhood moments, the evolution of their relationship, and the unshakable bond they built through both joy and trial. From stories that will make you laugh to moments that may bring a tear to your eye, this intimate conversation highlights the power of a fa...

In this episode, Lish is joined by Deshawn Robinson, a minister at Change Church, for a real and reflective conversation about his journey into ministry. Deshawn opens up about his calling, the defining moments that shaped his faith, and the lessons he’s learned while serving in a growing, dynamic church. They explore the joys and challenges of ministry, from shepherding people to trusting God in...

In this powerful and heartfelt episode, Lish sits down with Mia Jaye — entrepreneur, advocate, and fiancée of the late rapper Young Dolph — to talk about the journey of overcoming deep grief, stepping fully into motherhood, and turning pain into purpose. Mia opens up about what it’s been like navigating life after loss while raising her children and building her impactful brand, Black Men Deserve...

In this heartfelt and powerful episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, Lish sits down with the dynamic Dice Gamble of Dafixx radio for a raw and inspiring conversation that dives deep into sisterhood, Dice. explored the unique challenges and triumphs of motherhood and her relationship with her own mom, the evolving role of women in Christian Hip Hop (CHH), and the importance of prioritizing mental hea...

In this heartfelt Mother’s Day episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, I’m sitting down with my mom for a candid and meaningful conversation about motherhood, faith, and family. We share personal stories, life lessons, and the moments that shaped our bond. From her wisdom on raising children to the values she’s passed down, this episode is a tribute to the strength and love of mothers everywhere. Whet...

On this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, we step Into the Calling with Christian singer and songwriter Justin Radford. Fresh off the release of his new single “Profit,” Justin shares how physical challenges, personal trials, and spiritual battles have shaped his walk with God—and refined his voice for this moment. With raw honesty and deep gratitude, he opens up about answering the call even wh...

In this episode, I sit down with artist and podcaster Joshua Darius Salter to talk about the power of restarting. Joshua shares what it’s been like to rebrand his platform, launch a new podcast, and release fresh music after stepping away for a season. We discuss the challenges of reinvention, the importance of giving yourself permission to evolve, and how to maintain authenticity while building s...

Resurrection is not just a religious concept but a life-giving power that can transform every area of our existence—from dead dreams and relationships to unhealthy patterns and addictions. • Letting go of what's dead makes room for new life • Every seemingly dead situation has resurrection potential • Your past mistakes can become your greatest ministry • Identity shifts are essential for las...

In this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, Lish takes you behind the scenes of the 2025 BMI Trailblazers of Gospel Music Awards! From the energy of the red carpet to exclusive interviews with some of today’s top gospel artists as well as legendary trailblazers, we’re bringing you firsthand moments from this unforgettable night. But beyond the glitz and glam, we’re diving into what it truly means...

In this episode, I sit down with the amazing Meah Evans , a powerhouse in Christian media who has been in radio for the past 12 years and is the host of the 116 Life Podcast with Reach Records on Holy Culture Radio. We dive into her journey, the challenges and triumphs of being a woman in media, and how faith has shaped her career. If you’re a woman looking to break into media or just love hearing...

Thank you to all my faithful listeners! As the podcast airs some of our older episodes on Holy Culture Radio, there will be some weeks where we don't have new episodes for my day ones. We don't want to leave you hanging, so on our off weeks we will be sharing the audio version of my Seven Series YouTube videos. Check out the @lishspeaks YouTube channel for all my video content, including...

In this episode of "I'll Just Let Myself In" with Lish Speaks, I’m joined by Chris, Armani, and Dharius, the dynamic hosts of The Men's Department Podcast, for a deep dive Into Men's Minds. We explore the unique challenges, perspectives, and experiences of men today, touching on topics like mental health, relationships, and societal expectations. This candid conversation o...

Partnerships can make or break your vision. In this episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In with Lish Speaks , we dive into the keys to selecting the right partners—whether in business, ministry, or creative projects. Learn how to align with people who share your values, communicate effectively, and build relationships that lead to success. Let’s talk about discernment, teamwork, and making partnership...

In this heartfelt episode of I’ll Just Let Myself In, Lish and her husband, Jimmy Blain, sit down for Into Love: Part Two, reflecting on the lessons they’ve learned in the past year since their last conversation on love. From navigating challenges to deepening their connection, they share honest insights, personal growth, and the ways their faith has shaped their journey. Whether you're singl...

In this episode of "I'll Just Let Myself In" with Lish Speaks, I chat with the incredible viral chef Rea, aka Bosses Kitchen, about her inspiring journey of pivoting from one career to another during the pandemic. We discuss the challenges, triumphs, and lessons learned along the way, and how she turned her passion for cooking into a thriving business. If you're considering a c...

In this episode of "I'll Just Let Myself In" with Lish Speaks, I sit down with Dr. Erica Jones to dive deep into the world of wellness within our communities. We explore practical steps to enhance our well-being, the importance of mental and physical health, and discuss her inspiring “All Is Well” journal, designed to guide you on your wellness journey. Don't miss this enlighte...

We are going EVERGREEN! Please look forward to new episodes EVERY WEEK! Unlock the doors to your destiny and step into a world of opportunity with me, Lish Speaks, as I kick off "I'll Just Let Myself In" on Holy Culture Radio. What if the opportunities you've been waiting for are already within your reach, just waiting for you to take action? Join me as I share my personal jour...

Stepping into new territory isn't just about change; it's about redefining how we perceive growth and opportunity. Join me, Lish Speaks, as I recount the transformations of the last 18 months and share how personal style, symbolized by my favorite Jordan Retro 2 Chicagos, inspires confidence in facing the unknown. We'll explore the art of embracing life's transitions without th...

In this week’s episode Into Authenticity, Lish sits down with the incredible Kira J., a creative powerhouse known for her work as an author, poet, and film director. Kira opens up about her transformative journey, from viral moments she wished she could erase, to becoming a beacon of inspiration.  Having met over 10 years ago, we’ve watched and cheered each other on from a distance, and in this ep...