Idiot Mystic

I know...it seems like I'm losing it. From talking to strangers and friends about stuff for four hours at a time, to recording 5 minute meditations and hour long videos about secret societies...yeah it's been a big change. But I hope you enjoy change and progress and me being myself. Here's an hour of rain sounds designed for a quick nap or sleep, relaxation, and focus. This video combines gentle...

Hi again. We all have panic attacks from time to time, even if they are different places on the spectrum and even if we refuse to admit that we are in an elevated or compromised state. It's okay. This calming 5-minute meditation is designed specifically for those experiencing panic and anxiety. In this session, I will guide you through effective techniques to help you regain control and find peace...

This isn't a meditation, but I think a rather delicious companion to my video about Adam Weishaupt and his secret society in Bavaria. Sometimes you have to learn about things that appear unrelated, so that you can see the connections. A few more breadcrumbs for you on the journey through the forest. Discover the secrets of Skull and Bones, Yale University's prestigious secret society founded in 18...

Greetings fellow overthinkers! 🧘‍♂️ Look, I know what you’re thinking...this guy has lost it. And probably something that sounds like,“I don’t have time to meditate, I barely have time to breathe!” Well, my fellow human ( I know it freaks some of you out when I say friend), that’s exactly why you need this five-minute mini-meditation. Forget sitting cross-legged for hours like a wise old monk. No...

Hello again, you dopamine chasing, thumb swiping legends! In this episode...or thing. I don't know because I've gone from mulitple 3 hour recordings a week to 11 minutes of whatever it is, whenever it's done. We're going into the matrix and talking about one of its primary mechanisms, doomscrolling . I tried to talk about how it hooks your brain and impacts your #soul . There's...

This isn't a meditation. In fact I recorded it despite constant noise, car backfires, motorcycles, my mom yelling about how she messed up lunch and my son trying to record his own YouTube video with a vintage Panasonic tube tv and cassette deck combo. This is me, trying to teach you something that I've been doing since I was 12. Because I've taught other people how to do it with far re...

I spent way too long wondering whether or not to turn the backing track down or not. To the point that I had a realization, the longer I spend fighting myself, the less time I spend making things that are important to me and doing what I need to do before I'm gone. And that's what this is about. Why you're here. And if it's one of the six hundred million ways to make money, I appre...

I know...background music and the founder of the Illuminati , I must have really lost it. Maybe I have. But everything has a reason. This is specific period in seemingly linearly progressing time, so I touched on the life of the founder of the Bavarian Illuminati because it is in important narrative that has affected the world you see before you to a degree that you may not realize. Instead of mak...

Why do I care about the way you think? Why does why you think the way you think matter so much to me that it has driven to me near insanity over the course of my life? Because understanding you was the only way to understand me. It is. Because we are one thing...or at least eventually, we will be returned to a singular place. But I can't build width anymore. Because we need to go deeper. Into...

A thing about why I wear three beanies at time. Really? Yeah, that's why I deleted everything and started from scratch. Because I feel like talking about three hats and teetering on the edge of madness has more value than some of the utter garbage I was allowing to be promoted and accepted as potential truth. Manifestation lies. Meditation bs. Awakening? HAH. We were all sleep-walking and the...

This is kind of what it's like in my mind sometimes. This is also kind of what it's like during my #meditation sessions. This is also kind of like when someone loses their mind and burns everything they've spent the last few years working on, and suddenly pivoting to something totally different, with a sureness that is the absolutely right thing to do. What? I'm not really ever sur...

What looks like a vaporwave fever dream is probably actually my truest expression. But I didn't know that till I started typing this. Saying that I am you, wouldn't make much sense at a time like this either. But things happen to be the way they are. And this might be one of the places you find out about them. After 300+ hours of recording, I understood what I needed to understand. To move...