I AM Aware Now Podcast

If you’ve ever felt guilty choosing yourself, shut down when it’s time to invest in your healing, or told yourself “now isn’t the right time,” this conversation is going to shift something deep in you. We break down exactly why time, money, and lack of support feel like real obstacles and show you what’s actually happening underneath those patterns: Why your nervous system sees healing as “danger”...

We’re breaking down the 5 biggest reasons you absorb other people’s energy and exactly how to knock it the F off so you can feel grounded, clear, energized, and like yourself again. Inside this episode, we talk about: Why empaths absorb energy (and why it's NOT the curse you've been told is unavoidable) The hidden wounds and patterns that make you open to other people’s emotions How to tell instan...

Most of us were taught that the only way to level-up in life is to do more ... Work more. Push more. Hustle harder. But spiritually, the opposite is true. In this episode, we break down why downtime, rest, and intentional “stillness” are actually required for spiritual growth, nervous system healing, and manifestation. You’ll learn how your body, mind, and energy field shift during rest, the magic...

In this episode, we’re diving into a wound many women carry without realizing it: the father wound . This isn’t just about your biological father. It includes absent fathers, masculine authority figures, and the masculine societal conditioning you grew up with. Even if your dad was present, you may still have learned patterns that shape how you show up in the world today. We explore how the father...

In this episode, we pick up right where we left off — after the message that changed everything. What started as a friendship built on shared spirituality began to unfold into something neither of us could explain… a divine partnership guided by synchronicity, healing, and fate itself. We share the wild ride that followed — from late-night realizations and soul downloads to the moment we realized...

You’ve seen our connection, our energy, the way we finish each other’s sentences… but until now, you haven’t heard how it all began. This isn’t your typical love story. It’s a story written by the Universe itself — one filled with divine timing, soul contracts, and wild synchronicities that pulled two women on their awakening paths straight into each other’s orbit. In this episode of I Am Aware No...

If you’ve been wondering why your spiritual gifts still haven’t “come online,” this episode is for you. I’m sharing what finally opened mine—and what absolutely didn’t. For years I tried to see , hear , and feel the way other people did, and it left me so frustrated. Turns out, my gifts weren’t off… my heart just didn’t feel safe enough to receive them yet. We’ll talk about what actually opens up...

What if you could go back and start your spiritual awakening all over again — with the awareness you have now? In this episode, Andrea and Lindsey pull back the curtain on what they’d actually do differently if they were waking up today instead of nearly 20 years ago. With real-life stories, laughter, and honest banter, they compare what the awakening journey looked like in the early 2000s to what...

If “be nice, be quiet, be small” has lived in your body, this conversation is your initiation. Andrea & Lindsey unpack the Dark Feminine (aka shadow feminine ) as the reclaimed power of truth-telling, sacred rage , desire, sensuality, boundaries, and rebirth. You’ll learn the difference between the Dark Feminine vs. feminism , how good-girl conditioning creates people-pleasing and self-abandon...

In this episode of I AM Aware Now , Andrea & Lindsey share why your purpose often feels hidden, how to trust the unfolding, and what to do instead of waiting for a cosmic billboard. You’ll hear Andrea’s story of literally being told “you’re a spiritual coach” years before she believed it, and Lindsey’s journey from wanting to be a psychotherapist to embodying spiritual psychology. We explore:...

This conversation will radically shift how you see pain, illness, and healing. In this episode of I AM Aware Now , we sit down with Dr. Jazmina Mba Gonzalez —a former surgeon turned Medical Astrointuitive and Shadow Alchemist. After her own experience with debilitating chronic pain, Jazmina left behind conventional medicine to uncover the deeper emotional and energetic roots of illness that the me...

Season 4 opens with a raw, honest conversation about receiving support —and the hidden belief that “support always comes with a price.” We unpack how this shows up in childhood conditioning, faith, money, and relationships, and how it keeps your nervous system in survival mode. You’ll learn simple somatic cues to spot “I owe you” energy, reframe support as healthy energetic exchange, and practice...

The phrase “high vibes only” gets tossed around a lot in the spiritual community—but let’s be honest… it’s not always realistic, and it’s definitely not the whole truth. In this episode, Andrea and Lindsey, along with their special guest and Patreon Soul Tribe member, Jackie, go deep on why lower vibrations aren’t something to avoid, but an essential part of the spiritual journey. Because the trut...

What if your business was never just about strategy— but about soul evolution? In this raw, real, and powerful conversation, we sit down with Emily Eliza Moyer , intuitive business coach and spiritual entrepreneur, to explore the often-overlooked truth about what it really takes to build a soul-aligned business after a spiritual awakening. This episode is for the woman who knows she’s here for mor...

Are you constantly scrambling—missing pajama day, forgetting what’s for dinner, or just plain exhausted from the chaos of daily life? In this raw and real episode, Andrea and Lindsey get vulnerably honest about what life looked like before they created systems that supported their sanity, spirituality, and success. They dive into the 5 sneaky signs you’re living in “firefighting mode” (spoiler: it...

What if death wasn’t something to fear—but a divine teacher holding the soul’s deepest truths? In this raw and radically heart-expanding episode of I AM Aware Now , we sit down with Mikey, an intuitive death doula, grief coach, and founder of Healing Hearts House, to explore what truly matters at the end of life—and how it can change how you live right now . After surviving a near-death experience...

This episode is for you if you’ve ever whispered, “Why me?” in the middle of your healing journey. If your path has been paved with trauma, illness, abandonment, or deep soul loss—and you’re trying to make sense of how any of it could lead to light—this conversation will land in your bones. In this vulnerable, spirit-led episode of I AM Aware Now , Andrea and Lindsey share the raw stories that nea...

We’re diving deep with Erin Brown—also known as @consciouslyerin, your friendly neighborhood alchemist—an intuitive energy translator, ascension guide, and cosmic weather interpreter helping lightworkers align with the shifting frequencies of Earth. In this episode, Erin breaks down what’s really going on with the rising energies, why it matters for your personal awakening, and how to work with th...

Is your inner child calling out for healing—but you’ve been too busy, too overwhelmed, or too unaware to hear her? In this raw and revealing episode, we break down 7 surprising ways your inner child may be running the show —from emotional spirals to people-pleasing and needing constant validation to feel safe. Most of these signs show up subtly, in your relationships, decisions, and self-talk... a...

You never really know when you’ve become the main character in someone else’s survival story. In this powerful, emotional, and slightly sassy episode, we’re talking about those moments you didn’t realize you were saving someone’s life—until much later. A random message. A simple energy healing. A moment of showing up when you almost didn’t. What felt like just another day to you might’ve been the...

You don’t have a clarity problem—you have a trust problem. In this raw and real episode, we’re diving into the actual root of why so many of us feel stuck, disconnected, or endlessly second-guessing ourselves. Spoiler alert: it’s not your intuition that’s broken—it’s the fear voices drowning it out. Tune in as we unpack the deeper fears that keep you from trusting yourself: What if I’m wrong? What...

Have you ever felt like you're waking up… but the person you love is still asleep? You’re craving depth, healing, soul alignment—and they’re just trying to get through the day. You’re journaling, meditating, crying under full moons—and they’re wondering what’s for dinner. If you’ve ever felt alone in your awakening, this episode was made for you. Andrea and Lindsey are diving deep into what it’s l...

Ever wonder why things fall apart right when your spiritual journey starts getting exciting ? In this episode, Andrea and Lindsey pull back the curtain on shadow work—the messy, magical missing piece of your spiritual journey. You’ll hear real stories, surprising science, and the truth about why chaos is actually a sacred invitation to your next level. If you’ve been asking “Why does healing feel...

Think you can't be spiritual and stuck in a cubicle? Think again. In this episode, we’re breaking down the sacred AF truth about balancing your 9-to-5 with your soul’s mission. From energy protection hacks to reframing that “low vibe” job as part of your spiritual initiation, we’re getting real about how to evolve without quitting your paycheck— yet . This one’s for the lightworkers still clocking...

In this soul-nourishing episode, we’re diving deep into one of the most transformative principles on the spiritual journey: surrender . What does it really mean to let go? Why do we struggle to release control, even when it’s keeping us stuck? And how can we begin trusting divine timing when our human self wants everything right now ? Join us for a heart-led conversation where we share personal st...