Human Becoming

Send us Fan Mail welcome to the last episode of season four of human becoming.  this episode is a kind of recap of the previous four seasons and the journey that we've gone on together.  it is the last episode of 2022 (at least, it was recorded in 2022). and it is an invocation of change, as we move into the fifth season of the podcast and the mysteries that it holds. blessed 2023, sweet magi...

Send us Fan Mail ever get tired of bandaid solutions?  watching humans living under capitalism is like watching someone slowly get stabbed and putting little bandaids over the wounds. at a point you just want to scream: "HOW ABOUT WE STOP THIS GUY FROM GETTING CUT?!" but changing the systems and structures that allow for this constant cutting is not enough if we don't transform the...

Send us Fan Mail this episode is all about love. it is about readiness, and how I yearn for a love that is ready to meet me on the bridge (listen on if you want to understand what that means!). may this episode find you when you are ready to receive it.

Send us Fan Mail Love's ending is painful. Whether it's a friendship, a romantic relationship, a familial tie - and whether love ends through a physical or spiritual/psychological/energetic death, it's fucking painful.  We don't have a lot of rituals and ceremonies in this society to honour the ending of Love - to honour our grief, our sadness, our pain, our anger, our confusio...

Send us Fan Mail This episode is all about feeling like a failure. I feel like a failure very often, despite how much or how little I judge myself as doing, and I've come to realize that this is just another annoying side effect of growing up under capitalism. Oh well. In this episode, I speak about how I relate to this voice in my head, how it shows up NO MATTER what, and how ultimately I th...

Send us Fan Mail I procrastinated SO much around the creation and uploading of this episode (very fitting, given the subject matter) but here it is. Sometimes, I don't want to show up for my practices (my spiritual practices, my creative artistic practices, my self-care practices). We become what we practice, and we are always practicing SOMETHING. In this episode, I speak about what it'...

Send us Fan Mail Desire is God's way of communicating their will for us. In this episode, I speak about what that means, wax lyrical about the divinity of our desires and name the systems of oppression that actively benefit from and DEVOTE energy towards removing us from our desires. Desire brings (r)evolution, desire brings change, and if we want to change the conditions of our lives and our...

Send us Fan Mail Hi, cutie! Human Becoming turns two and we're celebrating by speaking about my love of Jesus, how much my life has changed in the past few years, my love of suffering/contrast and all that is possible for us as human beings. Enjoy!

Send us Fan Mail I'm grieving. In this episode, I open my heart and my mouth to share some of that grief with you. I speak about my most recent breakup, how fucking HARD and infuriating it is to love men under the conditions of patriarchy, and the deep importance of all of us committing to the work of love at this moment in earth's history.

Send us Fan Mail This episode is a WILD ride. I come in hot and angry, allowing my rage to move through me and feeling the medicine/wisdom/teaching that this rage has to offer. I speak about the dual wave-particle nature of atomic particles, the feminine path of consciousness and what it looks like to think about the energetic masculine and feminine in a de-gendered framework. These are some of th...

Send us Fan Mail Join me in my existential musings on WHY THE FUCK we are even in relationships with other human beings (and also my vision for how we can navigate connection and intimacy and a new culture of relationships that moves us more deeply into love).

Send us Fan Mail Money is cool... and weird. I opened the doors of my business this January and since then I have received a LOT more money than I was expecting or thought possible. In this episode, I talk about where that has been hard, confronting, and joyful, and what having access to this money has allowed me to create and experience. I received all of this money through the use of magic - and...

Send us Fan Mail Hi there, dear human becoming. I've been out and about and down and up and feeling all the things and questioning all the things and experiencing all the things - this is a little update on some of the beautiful chaos that I, Tumi, am moving through in this moment. 

Send us Fan Mail Breakups are hard. Grief is hard. In the last month, I've had a friendship that I thought would last forever and a partnership that I hoped would last forever come to an end. Moving through this grief has been deeply humbling and opening and painful - and this episode is about how I've been moving through this process, what it's been teaching me and revealing to me...

Send us Fan Mail Ever find yourself wanting to offer something to the world and feeling like you can't because it has to be perfect? Because you need to know more? Because (insert little detail) isn't correct, or just as you'd like it? I love playing this little game with myself where I convince myself that I only get to show up, and offer myself (and my art, and my work) to the wor...

Send us Fan Mail Money is not a bad word. But in the spiritual/activist community - it can feel like one! If you're someone who cares about the transformation of human consciousness so that we can create a more free, loving, and caring world (where we all get to be the geniuses that we are and offer our unique brilliance to the collective) - and sometimes you feel stuck around the money piece...

Send us Fan Mail What would it look like to live a life where you put pleasure first? Where you trust your turn on to lead you to the places that you want to go? This week's episode is all about leadership (and why we might not consider ourselves leaders/shy away from that language), what it means to step into self-leadership, and the leadership that this new age is asking us to step into. I...

Send us Fan Mail Hi! I'm Tumi. This is a little episode about me, the human behind human becoming, the medicine that I bring to the world, and what the last three years (since the inciting incident! - listen to the first-ever episode of the podcast if you're curious about what I'm talking about) have taught me about healing and what it means to be in human-recovery from our current...

Send us Fan Mail If you are into linear, focused, goal-oriented, moving-in-a-specific-trajectory podcast episodes, this is not for you. If you are into thought-provoking-squiggly-non-linear-points-connecting-through-time podcast episodes, this might be an episode for you. This episode is about the "enemy", the "villain", the victim-perpetrator-righteous observer drama triangle...

Send us Fan Mail In this week's episode, I am totally loved up with a total of 0 brain cells operating - but I'd like to share a little bit of what I've been thinking about lately around shame and desire (my favorite subjects, yay!). At the end, I'll share some down-to-earth magic for working through shame so that you can know what you want (aka, God's will for you) and su...

Send us Fan Mail Hello, my dear human becoming. Long time no speak! I'm excited to be back (after taking a break for mercury retrograde and eclipse season) to share more wonderful, triggering, challenging thoughts about what it means to become human at this time. In this week's episode, I dive into where I have been, what I've been up to, how I've been growing - and I share the...

Send us Fan Mail Love is disappointing. Life is disappointing. I am disappointing. This episode is an ode to disappointment - something many of us feel (and are ashamed to feel! cue "shouldn't we be happy and grateful all the time?"). This episode will support you in getting reaaaaaal comfortable with your own, disappointing nature - and how disappointing other people is actually a...

Send us Fan Mail This is an episode for everyone with a pussy. Yes, everyone. Listen to this episode. Send it to your loved ones with pussies. If you were born with a pussy in this society, you are living under the collective curse of pussy disconnection and dishonoring. For centuries, pussies have been met with violence, disgust, fear, and ignorance (hello, western science only learned the full a...

Send us Fan Mail I love pussy consciousness, how about you? In this week's podcast episode, we talk about magical oppression, erotic empowerment, how we are all potters with our hands, and how, with our potters' hands, we have the ability to shape our reality. We talk about pussy consciousness and the wisdom that our pussies hold, as I embark on a 22-day devotional practice to become a p...

Send us Fan Mail This episode is a fun one. We speak about magic, manifestation, and (surprise!) love. We delve into the importance of shadow work and how you might unconsciously be reaaaally enjoying situations that your conscious mind hates (like abandonment, rejection, unrequited love). I let you into a little secret: that we all have a havingness level (how much of the 'good' shit we...