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One of our all-time favorite guests, Federico Petrelli, returns to the show to talk about Kundalini energy —namely how to understand and work with it. All three of us share our experiences with this powerful energy.  http://www.federicopetrelli.com/ourbodies https://www.hopefordystonia.com/ Join the FLOW waitlist to get early bird pricing  Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Ev...

When someone close to Eva shares that  her spiritual seeking seems "lost," we laugh…and then unpack it. Also Kyley opens up about the homeschool journey. Join the FLOW waitlist to get early bird pricing  Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwell Join Kyley’s Facebook group: Monsters & Magic Grab your ticket for Magic Circle

Jeanna Kadlec is a writer and one of Kyley's very best friends. She joins the show to discuss her upcoming (brilliant!!) memoir, Heretic. We discuss Jeanna's experience leaving the evangelical church, coming out as queer, and building life-giving community. Plus: play, church as energy work, and the book publishing process.  You can find Jeanna on instagram Or at her website - www.jeannakadlec.com...

We're back from summer break and, holy sh!t, do we have things to catch up on! Kyley tries ADHD medication for the first time, Eva's plans to leave Portland and join a commune, and we discuss Kyley's home schooling adventures. Plus: self-trust, shame, and building an a-typical life.  Join the FLOW waitlist to get early bird pricing    Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyl...

Kyley and Eva are back in action after a summer break filled with travel, hammock hangs and as always, dissolving. Season 3 is gonna be better than ever so mark your calendars. New episodes out every Wednesday!

It's summer, and we're going on break. But first...in signature Kyley & Eva fashion we tackle the world's problems, micro and macro, and end up at libration.  Enjoy your f*cking summer, loves. Do all the things you love, and we'll see you in the fall.   Monster School 101: Shadow Work for Being Infinite 8 helpful things to remember when you're feeling overwhelmed by the world Eva's instagram: @iam...

This week we talk about how we can give ourselves permission for more joy and adventure in our lives.  Our  amazing guest Kelly Hoag shares some of her own experience of the journey to trusting her intuition, taking risks, and finding fun. Kelley Hoag, M.S. is a Self Trust Coach, guiding her clients to discover and unleash their innate wisdom, helping them become the authentic and self-trusting le...

Marisa is the perfect guest to offer us some perspective, wisdom and hope this week.  If you are feeling overwhelmed or you don't know what you feel about the state of the world in this moment, you'll find a lot in this episode to fill up your cup. Marisa Renee Lee is a called-upon advocate, writer, and speaker on coping with grief. Her acclaimed debut Grief is Love (April 2022) unspools the story...

What does it mean to choose your future self? How does ancestry play a part? Also: how do we make the journey intersectional? Niké Aurea is a creative, intuitive and ancestral catalyst, and we hope you loved this episode as much as we did! Follow Niké here: www.nikeaurea.com ig: nikeaurea tiktok: nikeaurea   Free Workshop: The Body as Home Monster School: The Body (Retreat) Eva's instagram: @iamev...

This week’s guest is Cassondra Kenny and we dive in on red flags in the spiritual industry.  How we can be informed and empowered, in the face of the questionable scenarios that can arise in this space around integrity, sovereignty, empowerment, and capitalism?  Cassie is an artist, creative, & space holder. In the modern crisis of disconnection and distraction, Cassondra seeks to guide others in...

Liz is back! This time to talk about the monster that is our body.  In this conversation, we speak to our personal history with our own bodies, and what the process of coming home has meant for each of us, and how the body is a portal for deeper transcendent experiences. If you are someone who is in the process of coming home to your own body, who realizes how much time you spend in your mind in t...

Worry is pervasive and uncomfortable--but it often feels impossible to avoid. We dive in on worry in typical Kyley & Eva fashion, in a meandering conversation that is equal parts esoteric as it is practical.     Free Workshop: The Body as Home Monster School: The Body (Retreat) Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwell Join Kyley’s Facebook group...

This week, Kyley shares about a disruptive personal moment which brings up a lot of raw emotion. She and Eva discuss, in their signature free-flowing way that is both practical & esoteric, HOW one rides the waves of life's difficult moments.  Some topics discussed: * Releasing fear of judgment for our "messiness" * How the physical body can nourish us in these moments  * Asking for space without g...

This week's guest is Kielyn Marrone - who you may have seen on Season 7 of History Channel’s hit reality show ALONE.  Her unique and inspiring life with her husband in remote Northern Ontario Canada is incredibly eye opening and we loved hearing her journey to creating her Northern homestead, business and life, and the extreme physical and mental challenge of surviving for 80 days in the Canadian...

This week's episode is a good long look at restlessness, and the desire to escape the present moment. Kyley finds hereself struggling with restless feelings and this conversation is a helpful discusson for anyone who finds themselves struggling with checking out. Some topics discussed: * The inability to be f*cking present * Escape for pleasure, but also for destruction * Romanticized ideas of wha...

Liz is a shamanic practitioner and Akashic Records healer specializing in powerful activations.  She is the co-creator of Magic Circle and Monster School and all things Raven and Merope with Kyley and we are SO overdue to have her on the show.  We discuss: * Ragnarok: what the hell is it and why do we lean into it   * Being Monstrous: Why is that is our school * Being spiritual, being human, being...

Continuing last week's discussion - Kyley and Eva continue to deeply discuss joy and why it feels elusive to have more consistent access to joy. We discuss: * Overthinking and worry as a habit rather than a requirement  * The inherent discomfort of joy * Intermingling of pain and pleasure * And Kyley has a massive ah -ha about the way her relative "preference" for discomfort shows up Eva's instagr...

  What does it mean to live an unconventional life?  How do you handle irreversible decisions, like having children?  How do you know what you want--truly want?  As Eva wraps up her stay in Taiwan, she's contemplating some big moves and spends some time on the show sifting through those questions.  Also, joy continues to be complicated for Kyley. Eva helps her dive into her own resistance to feeli...

Emily Nachazel is an intuitive career coach who believes we all deserve to spend more time doing what we love. We had  a really warm conversation about the connections between creating and birthing, in the literal sense—Emily is due any day now! We discussed: The art and the beauty of slowing down. Our resistance to slowing down, and all the ways it is fast in the long run The thematic links betwe...

This week, Kyley and Eva continue to unpack the path  to blow up the show.     We discuss:   * Trusting yourself and trusting God (and trusting yourself as god) * Letting work slide into the background of life’s focus  * Alignment and Desire * Ego and Letting Go *And why joy is actually about death      Eva's instagram: @iamevaliao Book a discovery call with Eva Kyley's Instagram: @kyleycaldwell J...

Today's guest is Federico Petrelli, a dear friend of Eva's, and this interview was an instant favorite for both of us.  Federico’s life and work revolve around the transformation of suffering into growth.    At a young age, a rare neurological disorder forced him to change the life and worldview he had always taken for granted. He left his job advising Israel’s Mission to the United Nations and em...

We hit record on a behind-the-scenes business meeting about our desire to grow the show’s audience.    And things quickly get metaphysical!   What is truly required to create your desires? Can you really just believe it into existence?    Can being even more fully yourself be enough? And why that’s different than being “better.”   Plus, we dive into shadow and crack open story each of us are holdi...

What is going on in the world right now. Kyley and Eva discuss war in Ukraine and navigating  the magnitude of the last few weeks.  Some topics discussed: * Generosity and sacrifice * Not making the story tidy – terrible things are always happening and this is new and also the same * Being “meant to learn a lesson” and how there's no lesson here * Acceptance and letting things not make sense * Con...

Eva spends 2 weeks in a single hotel room, in order to enter Taiwan and visit her family.   We discuss: * Eva’s quarantine experience finding great pleasure in a very simple life * Kyley’s upcoming in-person retreat, Monster School, and the incredible liberation that happens when you embrace the monstrous, and no longer reject any parts of yourself. *The healing components of meditation for those...

To continue our 100th episode celebratio, we had two returning guests—BFFs themselves —to get metaphysical and theoretical with us.    Both Leah and Dana have a way of breaking your brain in the best possible way. Every time you walk away from a conversation with them you see something that you didn’t know you don’t know! Some things we discussed:   The potency of Not Knowing and how to let go   H...