Hear me out

Most of the time in church I feel like my pastor is speaking directly to me. Today for sure was for me. I’m glad I made it.

I don’t care if your an evil witch doctor starting shit with the world. But your family should always get the best version of you

Is there such a thing?

I’d rather be respect than seek revenge. Truthfully I feel like if I’m respected I would have thoughts of revenge. I’m not sure if desconecto is earned or a given but either way I’m not well respected. Let’s change that

It’s hard and tough and lonely and I feel like giving up often. But I’m just being prepared for the blessings and breakthrough that awaits. Pray your way through

Rebuilding these family relationships to feel like less of an orphan. Here’s how it went.

It’s hard having to be there for someone who wasn’t there for you. It’s hard trying to help someone who needs help and doesn’t want it. Any advice?

I recorded this and forgot what it was about. Please enjoy

This year would have made 10 years since my passing if I’d decided to end it. I couldn’t be more grateful I didn’t even when it gets tough. Living is harder than dying, but have faith that it’s all worth it. You have a purpose, someone else may be holding on because of you. Stay with us.

I have to elevate the relationship and understand my position in her life. ( I didn’t have a position) Also I met a guy but he’s not my husband.

Knowing somebody doesn’t mean you understand them. For me I don’t know how to have casual relationships of any kind. Taking the time to have deep personal conversations and understanding each other is super important. Being on the same page about what type of relationship you want want and need from each other though that’s the key 🔑.

I need help. Finding the balance between assistance and taking over is hard. But with rules to offering help so can enjoy the sweet spot

Why y’all let these pretty girls do you in? Is it the status? Men get abused to and will never speak about it. If you are I’ll be your way out. Follow me I know the way.

It’s crazy how you can think yourself into depression. Bummer, but it’s totally my fault only child syndrome!

How do you have good sex but don’t want to share it with nobody? Don’t make no sense.

It’s not enough when horrible things happen in my family. We have to not be in communication as well. I anticipated a bad turnout out but it was worse than I could imagine.

I know I talk tons of crap about my family. But I don’t think I’ve ever explained why I don’t like them. No they weren’t the best people but they weren’t are horrible as you think, maybe

Sometimes it’s so simple, life would be hard either way. It could look so different though. What do you want yours to look like

I figured it out. I found my people, my people are foreigners. If you from LA.. like how we say born & raised please stay away. You are not my people. I need them out of state out of country folks

still in the process of starting over but things are looking up. Glad to have some variety in my life. And I mean if you want to $blankspace90

I’ve been gone so here’s the recap. Catch up with me

Not sure what a relationship is supposed to look like but we’re trying

Tahoe, bam, dyke, or blu. Pick a side and stick to it we going to the top

How far in between is the age gap with you and your partner? What are the pros and cons?, im so curious! Let me know….

20 years went by but 10% of the time it still hits me like a TON of bricks. Thank you mom and I’m so sorry