Faith, Trust and Tears

This is about laying down control, dying to your own dreams, and walking away from the life you thought you wanted. Because sometimes, obedience looks like walking away from everything you asked God for. If you’ve ever asked “Why would God let this happen?” or “Why is nothing going how I thought it would?”this episode is for you...and me

Jesus is coming back! This episode is your wake-up call. Whether you’ve never given your life to Him or you’ve been saved for years, the return of Christ should change how you live  right now . In this raw, Spirit-led message, I talk about what it really means to be ready, the urgency of surrendering your life to Jesus, and the responsibility believers have to share the gospel without fear or apol...

If your walk with God has been feeling dry or boring, maybe you’re not seeing Him in the simple things. In this episode, I’m sharing how I started finding JOY in the everyday: baking, cooking, trying new things, messing up, and trying again. I’ll share some stories, some scriptures, and a whole lot of love. Because God is in every moment, and life with Him is anything but dull.

Tired of being strong all the time? Same. In this episode, I get brutally honest about what it feels like to be deep in the healing process and still secretly just want to be chosen, loved, and held. We talk about healing fatigue, emotional burnout, and the frustration of doing “all the right things” with no husband in sight. I share what the Bible says about growing weary, the purpose of this wai...

I’m the kind of woman who gives her whole heart...quickly. I pray about a man once, he says the right things, and suddenly I’m imagining our wedding playlist and naming our future kids. But lately, God’s been working on me through therapy, scripture, and some very real disappointments. In this episode, I talk about what my therapist told me: to treat every man like practice—not in a disrespectful...

Have you ever been told you're too much? Too emotional, too intense, too invested? Yeah... me too. For years, I carried shame for being a woman who feels deeply and loves hard. But what if I told you that your tenderness is not a weakness—it’s your design? In this episode, I’m pouring out a word for the woman who’s been rejected for her big heart. I recorded this on Father's Day, and I cou...

In today’s episode, I open up about how being displaced from my apartment into a small dorm while my bathroom was being renovated affected me more deeply than I expected. My mental health, my sleep, even my walk with God—all of it felt like it was crumbling. I stopped eating right, I started going out to clubs just to escape the space I was in. But God... He used that tiny, uncomfortable dorm to t...

This episode is a hard one for me (SERIOUSLY). I’m sharing a moment where I slipped — not just in behavior, but in my alignment with God. It came from a place of loneliness, distraction, and a desire to feel something… and after the high faded, all I was left with was a heavy heart. If you’ve ever made a decision you regretted the next day, this one’s for you. This episode isn’t about guilt-trippi...

If you’ve ever wrestled with your flesh, felt the weight of conviction, or struggled to stand firm when it would be easier to give in… this episode is for you. I pray it encourages you, convicts you, and reminds you that the peace of God  always follows obedience. Let’s talk about it

In this episode, I share how moving to Arizona helped reconnect me with God through the beauty of His creation. From the sunrises, to windy Mt. Lemmon to the quiet majesty of the stars, nature has become a constant reminder of His presence and power. I reflect on how God’s artwork in the world around us has deepened my faith and brought me closer to Him in ways I never expected.

I went clubbing… and cried the whole way home. I started the night spending time with God and somehow ended it compromising everything I stand for. In this episode, I open up about what led me there, what I learned, and how God met me in my regret. It’s not about shame—it’s about grace, growth, and choosing His way even after we mess up.

In this raw and honest episode, I open up about a relationship that consumed me. One where love slowly turned into idolatry. I share how I put a man and the idea of marriage above my identity, my peace, and even my relationship with God. We’ll dive into what Scripture says about hidden idols, how easily we let people sit on God’s throne in our hearts, and how to start healing when you realize your...

Why is it so hard to get up in the morning sometimes?  Not just physically—but spiritually. In this episode, we’re getting  real  about what it means to feel  spiritually under attack before the day even starts . If you’ve ever felt like waking up is a war, this one’s for you.

Whether you’re waiting on love, clarity, a new job, healing, or just a dang sign, this one’s for you. I’m talkin’ about the loud silence— the space between “I believe” and “it is done.” But there’s beauty in the stillness. God did not forget you — He’s preparing something you  can’t  rush. Your name will be called.

In this very first episode of  Faith, Trust & Tears , I’m opening up about why I started this podcast, a glimpse into my story, and how God’s carried me through the mess. We laugh, we cry, we pray. Let’s go and welcome home