Ex Marks the Rot

This is the song at the end, inspired by Trans Friends Aren't Friends. Title is different because youtube. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe

A woman gets a thigh flap phalloplasty. Her surgeon surprises her by putting the second leg graft on the back of the leg that donated the full thickness flap for the phallus, rather than the other leg as planned. This meant that she had to spend the recovery lying on a wound instead of having both wounds face up. She also has no idea if this horrible burning sensation, urinary urgency and bladder...

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Jazz is forced to do random exercises by his physically coercive older brothers, who have no special qualifications to be Jazz’s personal trainer, and no empathy for his chemically-sabotaged body’s limitations. This results in Jazz becoming so overexerted that he vomits. Then they put him on a radio show so he can be encouraged by a random guy to kill himself. He fires back that it doesn’t matter...

A young woman quits testosterone due to somehow developing a negative association with injections, despite the fact that many other forms of the drug exist such as gels and implants. After a period of time, she gets pregnant. Her fetus has a severe malformation. The doctors do not know what causes it, and it is highly associated with frequent UTIs and substance use that affects fetal development,...

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Jeanette hoards trash because she has an attachment to stuff. Jazz has an odd hypersexual episode in the car on the ride over to an event that Jeanette is forcing Jazz to do. Jazz visits a Gay-Straight Alliance (now called Gender Sexuality Alliance) club and meets a group of kaiescent young women with green hair. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get...

Mic got disconnected near the end, but I think it’s not so bad with the native mic. I was not up to redoing it. This clip really angered me. I wanted to vomit at several points trying to empathize with this predator dude to be able to explain his mindset. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/sub...

Jazz gets a replacement lupron implant, which breaks off in his arm mid-procedure, prompting his surgeon to suddenly remember he has an ultrasound machine. Jeanette does more drunk painting and starts bragging about how she forces Jazz to do stuff by telling him he has no choice in the matter. Jazz explains Jeanette is a hoarder who thinks trash is precious. Jazz has a severe skin reaction to the...

Backup Sander cannot figure out how to cut an onion. Jeanette goes on a boat and tells Jazz what to think. The kids put on a dance show. Jeanette wishes her kids would not grow up. Jazz goes to a creepy support group to talk about how imperfect his breasts are. There’s a nipnoper cameo. Nipnopery is framed as a political statement for the kids by the Pied Piper. Noelle explains he started hormones...

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What a clusterduck. This recording was from a public broadcast today on X. She’s deactivated again. All this started because she and ApostateAri perpetrated a completely unneccessary hoax about a non-existent medical report being ignored by a specific GC organization. I had already by this point reached out to her privately and she had privately confirmed in writing that these messages she sent we...

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Mood music above. Here’s some art I’ve done over Christmas. These are all acrylic and 4”x 6”. “The Cure” “Overnight Water is Poison” “Rainy Day on Broadway” “Candescent” “Safe at Last.” “Blame Canada” This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe

Update below Leta and others have been claiming publicly and privately that organizations have ignored medical reports from a physical exam of a specific person, documenting physical injuries, stemming from an event occurring this month. Here is where Boylan admitted this morning that I have been in touch with all relevant parties since the immediate aftermath . They've been insisting until now th...

The Vulture and the Little Girl , which is apparently considered “explicit” despite being an extremely famous image. I have been reflecting on how trans people really underestimate how much of their internal struggle is religious trauma, often with Christians, often their parents. I can’t think of any other reason so many people see my videos and conclude I’m somehow trying to save trans people wh...

I react to a trans identified woman who discovers a paper where 100% of female-to-male bottom surgery recipients on testosterone had prostatic metaplasia, which can be a precursor to prostate cancer, something none were at risk of at baseline. “The most common clinical context was gender dysphoria.” Prostatic Metaplasia of the Vagina and Uterine Cervix: An Androgen-associated Glandular Lesion of S...

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I've never seen her look so broken and so scared. I hope she gets the best care possible and they manage to reverse some or all of this. But this is what post-sepsis syndrome looks like in action. You do not always recover the original baseline. Sometimes the injuries you sustained from the sepsis also make it impossible to maintain the new baseline. Is she still on the boyjuice? How much is the s...

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Thank you Jenny Poyer Ackerman , Kristin Zebrowski, MPA , Elspeth Cypher , V900 , Practical Transman She/Heretic , and many others for tuning into my live video! Join me for my next live video in the app. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe

Thank you Evelyn Ball , Jenny Kyng , Practical Transman She/Heretic , Joanna Vital Health , James Loewen , and many others for tuning into my live video! Join me for my next live video in the app. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe

Where is her husband in all this? I can't believe they gave her steroid injections so she could go back to work on the heels of almost dying from a bone infection they never verified was actually gone. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit exulansic.substack.com/subscribe

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This Substack is reader-supported. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. To be clear, when I say these men are dangerous, I'm talking about sadistic men who enjoy watching women hurt and humiliated. I don't think this is necessarily every man engaging in cross dressing behavior, especially lately with men like Jazz Jennings in the mix. It's a specif...