Dropout Philosophy

complicit comforts 29.05.2024 50:04 ↓

sheesh, that talking robot is not your friend. opt out once in a while.

back like i never left 19.05.2024 3:03 ↓

i had my shoes off, back on the middle console, toes up to the sunroof yawns a plenty, forgot the topic. just me @ my finest

robot rant 17.02.2024 24:59 ↓

i curse a lot, so you have been warned but DAWG I AM MAD OK. that is ENOUGH input and suggestions from the robots & apps

the difference is there 10.02.2024 9:26 ↓

do u like where ur at on the chain

your own captions? 07.02.2024 5:39 ↓

sleepy talk

shmancient proverb 19.01.2024 33:47 ↓

sweeping the studio, healing, revolution… theyre a forever thing, a till death do us part thing. a worthwhile form of silent love. plus some nonsense rambles

ds #302 margaret’s q (part II) 30.12.2023 26:50 ↓

a two part chaotic ramble with 3/10 audio quality and 9/10 anarchy score but 10/10 still highly recommend these revelations from the mountain

ds #301 good question & CHAOS 13.12.2023 19:19 ↓

headphone usres beware. this is madness

ds # 300 chaotic car ride 09.12.2023 11:40 ↓

no conmrnt, lol

the worst podcast ever? lmao 11.11.2023 22:18 ↓

i can’t bring myself to cut out the part i did specifically for the video… like the real podcast doesn’t start till like 7? minutes in or something? i can’t be bothered unfortunately to fix it, hope somethint worked in there. i won’t use that mic set up again lmao don’t worry

ds #291 yikes, a habit ramble 15.08.2023 47:51 ↓

enter if you dare. i also didn’t realize that little reverse sound effect would be so loud so sorry in advance for the production/listening experience but anywho. lately i’ve been re-listening to Atomic Habits by James Clear and been thinking about how often i neglect my own systems and focus on critiquing the systems of others (yeah, i know. i’m working on it) + a bonus part 2 after i chicken out...

ds #290 (LIVE) making space for the first step 14.08.2023 44:38 ↓

i was chaotically drawing on IG live today (check it out and follow @officialshmay on the gram ma’am) and talked about what im noticing is necessary for my progress, prioritizing space and time for step 1 (and sometimes step zeroooo)

ds #289 | standards pt 1 27.07.2023 21:35 ↓

a chaos filled car ride to a semi clear destination

ds #288 | truth minus assumption 17.06.2023 5:04 ↓

youre not “wrong” about your experience but you’re not as good at predicting the future as you may think you are (note to self)

ds #286 | current learnings + bloopers 14.05.2023 21:30 ↓

my misconception and cowardice exposed and plus also i have a yucky outtake that i share with you. enjoy. be good. bye bye.

ds #285 | filters & compound growth 07.05.2023 41:57 ↓

there are surface filters (instagram filters, LUTs and presets), experiential filters (substances, ego, content, proximity, environment), and underneath everything there are core filters (the code and operating systems installed and hacked into over time, the machine behind everything, the beliefs that hold your reality in place).

ds #284 butterfly POV 30.03.2023 30:00 ↓

from this side of the coin, i present: a true shmay babble, mania flavored trip down dropout philosophy lane. dumpster fires, unreasonable metaphors, snacks and curse words brought to you by me and generous viewers like u. thank u

ds #283 spring cleaning priorities 28.03.2023 12:34 ↓

a sleepy girl ramble/suggestion about refreshing your conscientious list of “what matters to me?”

ds #282 clogging the system 24.03.2023 12:27 ↓

ai art is garbage

ds #281 chaotic kitchen talk 23.03.2023 18:15 ↓

i can’t remember what this one is about but its a draft so here u are

ds #280 the in between 23.02.2023 4:26 ↓

Rest in Peace Joel

ds #279 ready for new pt 2 20.02.2023 32:20 ↓

girl… i’m sorry for the throat clearing sounds

daily shmay #278 being ready for the new 18.02.2023 6:37 ↓

a conceptual word dump on two forms of “being ready for something new” in my opinion. sorry to alex honnold, for forgetting your name, keep up the great work darling. it’s chaotic, but it’s not wrong!

daily shmay #277 | adhesive & goals 12.02.2023 8:41 ↓

fixing stuff for grams and thinking about thinking. took me a few tries.

ds #276 | lady electrician pls 17.01.2023 6:27 ↓

representation matters to meeeee