Dirty Martini

for future references: thank you, chat gpt. remember me as one of the good ones pls

there will be no explanation (proceeds to explain)

joe goldberg, stay away please

vogue beauty secrets could never

what an absolute casserole of nonsense that episode is!

trigger warning: this episode contains stories and opinions which people struggling with their relationship to sport, food, and body image might find challenging and disturbing. take care of yourselves!

happy birthday king! DRINK RESPONSIBLY

well, i guess i'm not a gangster then...

scrolling through your fyp but in audio form

all cards on the table for this one (help, i'm scared to be that vulnerable). goodbye 22.

happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time.

don't show this to gordon ramsay

thank you thank you thank you!

yet another everyday rant! let's kick back, relax, and enjoy the sun (while it lasts)! in the meantime shall we talk about about spicy books, internalized misogyny, beauty standards, and social anxiety?

this is a real story about real experiences, real feelings, and real life. or it is just me being a movie nerd diva after i took a hard hit on the head. there is no in between.

this all could've been an email

50 episodes! that is just crazy! i guess i really do be yapping. to celebrate this milestone, i decided to become the most vulnerable you have seen me. i am flipping the switch and telling you about the hardest but most valuable and worthwhile lesson i have come to learn in the last few years - learning to love myself through my loneliness. and while infrastructurally speaking all roads lead to ro...

BRING BACK ROMCOMS. let me walk you through my lack of inspiration (please send unskippable music recommendations, i desperately need them)! from representation and sitcoms all the way to netflix's business genius and my hoarder tendencies, my love for cameron diaz persists!

i always ask the right questions. i even have questions regarding my questions. some might call me inquisitive, and others - out of my mind.

join me as i reflect on how i am dealing with this new level of loneliness that i unlocked but more importantly - on how i was heavily influenced to burst with the irresistible urge to live and make the most of my short human existence

where do we even start?! a hot take on top of a hot take. money talks. painting. squid game. red note. banning tiktok (apparently for real this time?). and niche chronic online references. building them just like legos. episode 46. eliminated.

"new year, new me"? not quite! if you are wondering why your long "to do" lists don't just magically come true on the 1st of january, or if you are looking for some actually practical advice on how to achieve the things you set out to achieve in 2025, this episode is for you. i give you tried and tested useful insights on why we "fail" (+ my 2 cents on "failing") and how we can overcome the mental...

happy 2025! in a very me manner, we are kicking of the year with a yapping session about a travelling experience. for the first time ever in my life i was in 4 countries in one day, and boy was that something! form travelling alongside my high school bully and my bulgarianness being questioned by border control to being stranded in the belgrade airport and being forced to survive deutsche bahn. wh...

the last episode for 2024! one final existential crisis hurrah before we welcome 2025. and my mission is: put all the cards on the table and be transparent about my biggest struggle with podcasting yet. in this episode i set the tone for the future of this space and make myself promise to see meaning in the meaningless.

while some are celebrating the holidays, other are simply trying to survive them. this episode is dedicated to the latter. i know how difficult this time of the year can be for one reason or another. while my advice may not be revolutionary, it is ground in good intentions and care. i am sending you lots of love and strength to soldier through. you got this!