Dearest Suzie

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Bill Lowie reflects on receiving letters from home, his thoughts on family trips, and the daily grind of his work in Vietnam. Amid the letter’s warmth and pragmatism, we delve into the art of photography, exploring how Popi captured moments in a warzone with his 35mm film camera—preserving history one frame at a time. Accompanied by a blurry, dreamlike photo of Ch...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore a letter where Popi reflects on his first experience as an instructor pilot and his anticipation of reaching the halfway point in his tour. As he trains new pilots by day and prepares for troop lift missions by night, we get a glimpse of his dedication and quiet humility. Accompanied by a photo of a soldier standing in front of wooden barracks, today’s...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore Popi’s letter from January 12, 1965, where he shares the news of becoming an instructor pilot, the challenges of limited communication with home, and his surprising efforts to bring Charlie, a monkey he owned, back to the United States. Accompanied by a photograph of a low-flying helicopter carrying smiling soldiers, today’s episode reflects on the smal...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Bill Lowie reflects on the futility of war, sharing his frustrations about a massive troop lift that yielded little result. Writing over a weekend, Bill also mentions receiving an offer to join an armed company, practicing autorotations, and his plans to bring back a special gift for Suzie. The letter closes with a heartfelt promise to be a better husband and fath...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we meet Charlie, Popi’s mischievous pet monkey in Vietnam. Charlie, a macaque, became a beloved and quirky part of Popi’s life during his service, complete with a custom-made military-style jacket stitched by local nuns. Through Popi’s letter and family anecdotes, this episode explores the humor and humanity that Charlie brought amidst the challenges of wartime. A...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we look at a January 2, 1965, letter from Bill Lowie. Writing from Vietnam, Popi reflects on a year that holds the promise of reunion, shares updates about his daily life, and recounts a thoughtful gesture—donating a puzzle to a local orphanage after completing it. Popi’s words capture the quiet routine of a soldier’s downtime, interspersed with brief missions, li...

In this special episode of Dearest Suzie, we reflect on the December 1964 letters from Bill Lowie, offering a snapshot of the challenges and small comforts of a soldier's life during the Vietnam War. From navigating dangerous flights over the ocean to moments of nostalgia sparked by a French beachside hotel, this month reveals the duality of war—where peril and longing for home coexist. Bill’s let...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore Bill Lowie’s final letter of 1964, written just after Christmas. Bill reflects on the joy of receiving mail from loved ones and the emotional boost it provides, even in a war zone. He shares details of a brief stay in Na Trang, a picturesque French-influenced coastal town, and recounts a harrowing journey back, flying low over the ocean due to dangerous...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we step into the bittersweet Christmas of 1964, as Bill reflects on his holiday away from home. Though far from his family, Bill finds joy in the small comforts of a hearty dinner, a walk through town with a camera, and the long-awaited arrival of letters and packages from loved ones. Amid the chaos of war, these moments offered a rare sense of connection and norm...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we read Popi’s heartfelt letter to Mema, dated December 23, 1967—the last he wrote before Christmas that year. Reflecting on the struggles of distance, Popi shares news of life on base, a clipping from the Saigon paper, and his thoughts on holiday meals. We also include President Lyndon B. Johnson’s Christmas message to Americans serving in Vietnam, written on the...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore a letter from December 21, 1964, where Bill reflects on the absence of Christmas spirit in Vietnam. He shares his longing for home, his thoughts on the Armed Forces Network’s lack of holiday music, and updates on life in the field, including quiet troop lifts and the intriguing presence of German Shepherds donated by Germany. Accompanied by a photo of a...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Bill Lowie reflects on a day of flying in Vietnam, where he transports a full colonel and gets a close-up view of the ongoing combat. Surprisingly unfazed after being shot at, he confronts the disquieting realization that fearlessness may bring its own dangers. Bill also shares a heartfelt account of sending gifts home—silver jewelry for family members—which revea...

In this special episode of Dearest Suzie, we delve into the November 1964 entries from Bill Lowie’s Vietnam War diary. This pivotal month captures a blend of harrowing missions, fleeting moments of rest, and deeply personal reflections as Bill transitions from diary-keeping to his first letters home. From the challenges of troop transport and medevac missions to his thoughts on the complex politic...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore Popi’s first letter to Suzie, written on November 30, 1964. After a grueling month of flying missions in Vietnam, Popi shares the horrors he witnessed, including the devastating aftermath of an overrun outpost. His raw, emotional words provide a haunting glimpse into the realities of war and the burdens carried by those back home. Accompanied by a strik...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we read the final entry from Bill Lowie's Vietnam War diary, dated Wednesday, November 25, 1964. Bill reflects on an unusually quiet week in the Corps area, reports of new Viet Cong battalions arriving, and a reconnaissance mission along the Cambodian border that highlights the moral ambiguities and tactical challenges of the conflict. As the diary closes, we tran...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we delve into one of the most intense days of the Vietnam War as described in Bill Lowie's diary entry from November 18, 1964. Dubbed the "biggest troop lift in the history of war," this operation saw every UH-1B helicopter outfit in central and southern Vietnam mobilized under the command of General Nguyễn Khánh. From pre-dawn takeoffs to the dangerous landings u...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Bill Lowie reflects on a typhoon that narrowly missed their base and an impending troop lift to Saigon. This seemingly calm diary entry contrasts with the emotional weight of rediscovered family photos from Vietnam—slides that have become central to preserving and sharing his legacy. Accompanied by a humorous photo Popi's friends, including his best friend Bud Ben...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore a night fraught with tension, as Bill Lowie’s diary entry from November 16 recounts an evening on high alert for a possible Viet Cong attack amidst a typhoon warning. The haunting atmosphere of that night, made worse by memories of the Bien Hoa incident, left Popi and his comrades sleepless and on edge. This entry reveals how these experiences rippled t...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Popi’s diary recounts a harrowing Medevac mission on Saturday, November 14, 1964, in which he and his crew were called away from a resupply run to extract wounded ARVN soldiers caught in an ambush. Despite the urgent conditions, they managed to transport 15 soldiers, many with severe and life-threatening injuries. Through his vivid description of their wounds and...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we delve into Bill Lowie’s November 9th diary entry, capturing a raw and tragic side of the Vietnam War. Bill recounts a troop lift under fire, the confusion of battle, and the unimaginable toll that came when a bird strike was mistaken for enemy fire—leading to an attack on civilian structures. The entry reflects the ongoing tension and emotional strain that sold...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we explore the events of early November 1964 as Bill Lowie reflects on an L-19 aircraft reported missing over Vietnam. These versatile planes, known as "Bird Dogs," were often used for reconnaissance and forward air control, though they flew low and were vulnerable to enemy fire. Popi’s diary notes the search-and-rescue mission following this loss, along with a ro...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we join Popi in the days leading up to the 1964 U.S. presidential election. Popi notes an unexpected lull in activity in Vietnam—an odd quiet that contrasts sharply with the political turbulence brewing back home. The episode recounts an intense ARVN-led troop lift operation near Ca Mau, where dense jungles and hidden waterways played host to a fierce encounter wi...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, we delve into a significant attack on Bien Hoa Air Base as documented by Bill Lowie in his diary entry from November 2, 1964. Located just outside of Saigon, Bien Hoa was one of the largest U.S. air bases in Vietnam, housing a substantial concentration of aircraft and personnel and serving as a critical hub for launching tactical missions. Its scale and proximity...

In this special episode of Dearest Suzie, we’re bringing together all of Bill Lowie’s October 1964 diary entries, creating a powerful, unified narrative of life at the heart of the Vietnam War. From the intense helicopter missions and dangerous outpost attacks to moments of reflection on the emotional toll of combat, this supercut highlights the highs and lows of an unforgettable month. Through Bi...

In this episode of Dearest Suzie, Bill Lowie’s diary describes the attack on the remote outpost of Io Chou, where both U.S. and ARVN forces suffered heavy losses with minimal known casualties on the Viet Cong side. Today’s entry offers a haunting glimpse into the isolated and vulnerable nature of these outposts, where soldiers faced surprise ambushes with limited reinforcement options. Inspired by...