Bodies Behind The Bus

Bodies Behind The Bus

Religion EN ↓ 133 episodes

The Bodies Behind the Bus is a podcast centering on the voices of spiritual abuse survivors. We began with stories out of the Acts 29 network and have branched into many organizations since our launch.  We are the discarded few. We have been abused, gaslit, ignored, slandered, deceived, intentionally hurt, and betrayed. Our stories were manipulated and our voices were stolen. We were left alone with all the confusion, grief, hurt, and pain but today we begin to reclaim our stories and find our voices once again because we matter, and being a body behind the bus is not the gospel.

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Bodies Behind The Bus

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Religion

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www.sacredwilderness.org

Latest episode

Jul 1, 2026

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Episodes

ATBS - The SBC Is Still Failing Survivors 21.06.2025

In this episode, Jay and Johnna debrief the 2025 Southern Baptist Convention annual meeting. They discuss why Johnna chose to attend alone, the deaths of two high-profile survivors—Jennifer Lyell and Duane Rollins—and the emotional and physical toll survivor advocacy has taken. They reflect on the SBC’s failure to follow through on promised reforms, the lack of accountability, and the ongoing harm...

BBTB - From Treaties To Tear Gas 14.06.2025

This episode examines the legacy of the Indian Removal Act of 1830 and draws a clear line from that policy to other moments of systemic injustice in American history—slavery, Japanese internment, discriminatory policing, and modern ICE raids. Through historical analysis and personal reflection, Jay challenges the narrative of American exceptionalism, exposes the role of the white church in reinfor...

ATBS “Church Discipline” w/ Mollie Callahan 30.05.2025

Mollie Callahan, spiritual director and seminary student, joins to discuss the misuse of church discipline, its harmful impact, and how scripture has often been misapplied in these situations. She examines 1 Corinthians 5, Matthew 18, and stories like the woman caught in adultery, Zacchaeus, and the woman at the well to reframe church discipline through the lens of Jesus’ compassion, agency, and p...

Joyce’s Story / PCA / FL 22.05.2025

In this episode, Joyce shares her story of involvement in a PCA church in Florida and how her experience of marriage, faith, and community unfolded over more than a decade. She describes the early support her family received, her deep investment in church life, and how that shifted when she began raising concerns about her marriage. Joyce outlines the church’s response, her efforts to seek counsel...

ATBS: “Holy Paranoia” W/ Jared Stacy 14.05.2025

In this “At the Bus Stop” episode, Dr. Jared Stacy, a theologian and ethicist, joins Johnna and Jay to unpack the link between conspiracy theories, Christian nationalism, and the culture of abuse within white evangelical spaces. Drawing from his personal experience and academic research, Jared explores how storytelling shapes power, how conspiracy theories thrive in religious communities, and why...

Seth’s Story / Columbus, OH 17.04.2025

Be sure to listen to episode 79 “Alicia’s Story” to hear about her experience with this same pastor. Alicia’s Story: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/alicias-story-columbus-oh/id1601586078?i=1000663185044 Support the show

ATBS: Community, Accountability, and Care 21.03.2025

In this community conversation, the team from Bodies Behind the Bus responds to recent events involving The New Evangelicals and the release of a NetGrace investigation. They share their perspectives on accountability, integrity, and the responsibility of platforms in survivor spaces. Allegations against Tim Whitaker and The New Evangelicals show how hierarchy transfers to progressive ministries |...

ATBS: “Becoming the Pastor’s Wife” w/ Beth Allison Barr 18.03.2025

Buy the book here! Becoming the Pastor's Wife: How Marriage Replaced Ordination as a Woman's Path to Ministry by Beth Allison Barr, Hardcover | Barnes & Noble® In this episode of The Bodies Behind the Bus Podcast, we welcome Beth Allison Barr, historian, professor, and author of The Making of Biblical Womanhood and her latest book, Becoming the Pastor’s Wife. Beth shares her insights...

ATBS - “Fundie Cult Beliefs Going Mainstream w/ Christian Nationalism” ft. Margaret Bronson & Eric Isaac 06.03.2025

This episode of Bodies Behind the Bus features Margaret Bronson and Eric Isaac discussing the rise of Christian nationalism and its intersection with fundamentalist cult beliefs. Margaret shares insights from her experience in a high-control religious group, highlighting issues of female subjugation, the quiverfull movement, lack of education, and financial entrapment. Eric connects these experien...

ATBS: “The Spirit of Justice” w/ Jemar Tisby 25.02.2025

Subscribe to Jemar’s Substack Here: Footnotes by Jemar Tisby | Jemar Tisby, PhD | Substack Buy “The Spirit of Justice” https://bookshop.org/p/books/the-spirit-of-justice-stories-of-faith-race-and-resistance-jemar-tisby/20859536?ean=9780310144854 “I Am the Spirit of Justice” for kids ages 4-7 https://bookshop.org/p/books/i-am-the-spirit-of-justice-jemar-tisby/21291875?ean=9780310145561 “Stories of...

Gracia’s Story / IHOPKC / Kansas City, MO 20.02.2025

Firefly Report Support the show

Crissie & Walker’s Story / Chapel Hill Bible Church / North Carolina Pt 3 30.01.2025

Walker contact: walkerbbtb@gmail.com Crissie contact: inspiredifferences@gmail.com Link to Transcript from Concerned Congregant meeting (200 in attendance) - October 2021 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MUJ_ri2nuRP2vnAf6oU1iXIGljSVFHu3/view?usp=sharing Congregant Feedback Survey (leadership stated they didn't think there were any concerns following the October meeting, and then refused to st...

Crissie & Walker’s Stories / Chapel Hill Bible Church / North Carolina Pt 2 22.01.2025

Walker contact: walkerbbtb@gmail.com Crissie contact: inspiredifferences@gmail.com NDA document  - https://drive.google.com/file/d/11mn6mrHTZ4VVvEQAUHZnqwCgRd5IHlaS/view?usp=sharing Find more information, and future stories here - https://chapelillbiblechurch.org/   Keep up with all things on X @CHBConfidential  Support the show

Crissie’s Story / Chapel Hill Bible Church / North Carolina 15.01.2025

Chapel Hill Bible Church: Pastor Eric McKiddie Is Gone and Pastor Jay Thomas Is Under Fire - thewartburgwatch.com Chapel Hill Bible Church: A Petition Signed by 78 and the Use of NDAs to Keep Things on the Down Low. What’s Going On With the Leaders? - thewartburgwatch.com Prominent North Carolina Church Embroiled in Controversy Following Alleged Abuse & 3 Investigations - julieroys.com Chapel...

Gabby’s Story / Fusion, Spurgeon College 23.12.2024

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Sustaining BBTB 2025 & Beyond 13.12.2024

Support the podcast HERE, and thank you for daring to listen. We are 100% funded by donations. We committed early on never to monetize survivor stories, and your financial contribution allows us to continue this work.  Please consider becoming a monthly donor and joining us in our mission to amplify the voices of those dedicated to transformation toward greater inclusivity, justice, and compassion...

Grace & Dave’s Story, WI, EFCA 12.12.2024

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ATBS | Election Debrief w/ the Board 26.11.2024

Watch the video of this episode HERE Support the Podcast HERE In this episode, the Bodies Behind the Bus board gathers to discuss the heavy realities of navigating faith, justice, and advocacy in a fractured America. They explore the impact of systemic religious abuse, the emboldening of harmful rhetoric, and the personal toll of continuing to fight for marginalized communities. The episode is a c...

ATBS "The American Evangelical Abuse Crisis & Its Ties to Christian Nationalism” w/ Tiffany Thigpen 01.11.2024

FOR OUR DAUGHTERS Official Film Link Support the show

ATBS “Understanding Spiritual Abuse” w/ Eric Isaac 18.10.2024

Eric Isaac Bio Eric’s Thesis Support the show

ATBS “Fire in the Whole” w/ Robert Callahan 24.09.2024

Fire In The Whole Book Link Robert Callahan's Linktree Support the show

ATBS w/ Dave Pittman 19.09.2024

Episode Resources: https://www.netgrace.org/resources/to-suffer-in-silence Male Survivor Stories - DAVID PITTMAN https://together-we-heal.org https://www.netgrace.org/independent-investigations Support the show

Amy & Simon’s Story/ Edgefield Nashville 12.09.2024

Wartburg Watch: https://thewartburgwatch.com/2024/07/19/an-sbc-and-9-marks-church-edgefield-nashville-appeared-to-allow-a-violent-convicted-pedophile-michael-brake-considerable-freedom-in-the-church-for-years-could-there-be-other-victims/ Simon’s blog: https://cheapgrace.substack.com/ Dave Pittman NetGRACE video: https://youtu.be/26E4bRweK6E?feature=shared Support the show

ATBS w/ Cassie Kirby, MA, LPCC 03.09.2024

Ep Resources: Mental Health/Psychology Parenting from the Inside Out by Dan Siegel and Mary Hartzell On Grief and Grieving by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross and David Kessler She Deserves Better by Sheila Wray Gregoire, Rebecca Gregoire Lindenbach, and Joanna Sawatsky Worthy by Elyse Fitzpatrick and Eric Schumacher (this is the book I couldn’t remember in the podcast!) The Body Keeps the Score by Bessell v...

The Friend’s Story/ Stephanie & Jill/ Chicagoland pt 3 16.08.2024

What is Clergy Sexual Abuse? (Video) clergysexualmisconduct.com Contact Stephanie: s.nelsonbbtb@gmail.com Support the show

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