Bleu’s Kleu

Understanding the ups and downs that come with this journey through life. No I’m not where I WANT to be but I am where I NEED to be. And I thank God I’m nowhere near where I USED to be. With progress there comes obstacles of all sorts but keep your eyes on the prize. I’m also learning not to be so hard on myself. Celebrate the small milestones. I’m still on my way.

Learning to accept the what IS and not focus on what WAS. It hurts to let go of people and things that once brought you a sense of joy. But like the weather it changes and something are meant to stay out and some to fly away. Never lose yourself in trying to please those in the world.

A recap of my 3day of darkness spiritual retreat. Understanding my shadow self and the shadow work I had to do. Faced some hidden fears, addressed some suppressed pain and learned to let go out what “WAS”and accepted what “IS”. I’ve been awoken from the dark and into the light.

After reflecting over these past weeks and events (work life, love life, personal life); I’m self aware of my role in the challenges I face. Close ones reassure me, “I’m worthy”, and my value. I’m learning who I am and my potentials. No I may not have it all RIGHT NOW! What I got is enough because I’m STILL ABLE. I am more than enough.

Everything is turning around. Took a loss but God makes no mistakes. Work life is great. Love life is loading….yet AMAZING experience at this moment. How it all start and how it’s going! Just know I’m Happy!

Last week was tough. From getting fired to getting a new job. From preparing to lose my aunt. To actually losing my aunt. Even during my tough times things will surely turn around. Just pray for my family.

After a week of bad news and scare attacks; I’ve come to realization that I am highly favored. What the enemy sent to break me; God turned it around. Emotions are high. Friendships are tested. Faith is tested. Being a “Chosen One” means being tested unexpectedly by those around us. Keep the faith; stay strong.

A quick recap of my previous week and actions. A lot of strange/weird energy in the air. I’m more aware of this power and how it affects me. Trying to find some center peace. Friends are being used as examples to knock me off my horse. Results from the procedure? New News 😩😬. Lost for words. Definitely things are being stirred just as things were looking up. Conscience?

Update on what’s been going on with me and my health. How did I deal with my dads birthday this year? What’s news with the music, and work life.

March 1st mark the “taking it personal” journey. Mainly focusing on taking better care of myself, rebuilding myself, and allowing myself to get to know “myself” again. Staying in my vortex and a well-balance frequency. This is “All About Me”. I have to be firm with what I’m saying this time. That goes for family and friends. Yes, Of course Iloveyou but if you mean no good. I’ll love you from a dis...

Yet another end to one chapter. And a “hello” to a new beginning. Aftermath of the roommate issue, Bleu has decided to accept what is and move onward. Knowing the hurt and difficulties rebuilding will be; Bleu is ready to start fresh for herself. Farewell, to broken friendships and bonds. If it ain’t helping me then it gots to go. No looking back. Onward we go!

Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse than they already are. Lost for words. Hurt to the core/my soul. Don’t know what to do. I give up on trying to make things better for myself. No point in trying anymore.

Learning to put the girl in the mirror first. Update on what’s new.

With all the extra nonsense going on around me; I’m still “rolling with the punches”. But I’m swinging back this time. Standing up for myself. I refuse to allow others make me feel bad for choosing me. I will lose friendship l, relationships and familyship. I’m fine with that now. I refuse to let my situation have my mental state everywhere. I’m acting accordingly.

Been a minute since I did my podcast. A lot has happened in these few months. So let me catch you up to speed on how I’ve been doing. New Lessons, New Path, New Music, etc.

When learning to not react to everything and everyone goes wrong. Yet again I’m being tested. Killing things with kindness was clearly too kind. Knowing my worth and value is the best thing 2021 could teach me. I refuse to allow friendships, relationships or familyship destroy me this year. If you rub me wrong once than there’s not a second time. Stop taking my kindness for weakness. It’s time I b...

Sums up how things are going. What’s to come this year. Learning to watch my mouth. Healing and rebuilding.

As we get ready for the holidays, an update on what’s been going on. Work life? Stress? Christmas shopping? Old relationships? Time to let go! Time to get back to a healthy me. But those that know the holidays isn’t my best time. So I’m preparing to see how this year goes.

People are being weird asf. Victim? It’s starting to irk me. I wish you guys would just chill. Learn to be yourself and respect someone’s space and decision. Do NOT PISS ME OFF! I owe no one nothing.

Really focusing on Myself. No longer worried about how y’all feel about me. Disgusted with how selfish people are in this world. Time I be selfish with myself. This one is for Me. Time to break the curse. Time to get completely right and together. It’s my fault. Time to correct the wrongs I’ve done to myself.

An update on what’s been going since the last podcast. New obstacles but same struggles. Being more hopeful for a better tomorrow. One day at a time. Opening my third eye a little more wilder. Being more welcoming to my spiritual being so that I can tap into my powers. Manifestation is in the air.

Asking for strength during this healing process. I’m still going through but I’m getting through it. It’s hard on me honestly but I’m doing my best to stay positive.

Even on this journey. No one said you wouldn’t come across obstacles. But you gotta remember to stay positive and focus. Be encourage. Peace find me.

I embark on a new journey to heal. Even though trials and tribulations come my way….I’m learning new ways to cope and get through. New Affirmations, new attitude, ReNewed Faith and etc. This is what it’s like to weather the storm. Join me on the process of healing myself.

Exiting one situation to start a new healing process. Saddens me that it has to end like this but true colors has been shown. Actions has been spoken. There’s no turning back now. Thank you for all the lessons. But it’s time to move on. By this time next year I will be celebrating healing from this lesson/situation. I wish you nothing but the best. It’s time to do for Bleu fully and wholeheartedly...