BlackwaterDnD

Things go awry in the sewers below Q'lor, and Miri confronts an old friend about their shared past with Nedari... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant Mind Sorcerer; and Jess (she...

What's inside you will sustain. What's inside you is a gift. What's inside you is a hope beyond hope. How do you slake your hunger? What would you give to feel whole again? Content warnings for this episode include: food & feeding // grief & loss // betrayal // threats // body horror // family conflict // discussion of attempted murder Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Su...

Esper reunites with Best Wishes on the dark streets of Q'lor, as they foray into the sights of Enoch Murneau & The Carnal Coven...  Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant Mind S...

It's HOT CRAZY DEATH, baby! We're back to see what Esper gets up to after he ran from the Cardic Gemini, with our dear sweet baby boy Sux Benedict, as the band faces off against foes in both metaphorical and literal hell.. Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Es...

Time. You thought you had more time. But between the Scion and the creeping form in the mirror, it has all come too fast. But goodness, aren't you hungry? Are you fed? Eat. Content warnings for this episode include: police brutality // premeditated violence // deceit // power dynamics // forced confinement // corruption // nepotism // hunger & forced feeding & food // being watched // body...

A plane shift gone wrong lands Best Wishes in the Plane of Ooze, where they do some heroics before FINALLY making it to Q'lor and making a strong first impression... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark...

A prince amongst priests. A God amongst men. The darkness is your home, but be careful: what happens when the light is shone on your mortality? Content warnings for this episode include: shadows & the dark // nepotism // corruption // religious overtones // power dynamics // greed // uninvited entry // condescension // violence // premeditated murder Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carls...

Best Wishes plots their next path, saying goodbye to Taywin, and making a stop over at Temple Felinis before returning to Miri's old stomping grounds... Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Huma...

You have to run, you have to. You cannot fight the inevitable. And you have to remember that you can't fight the reality of what's right in front of you. What you see, what you know, and what you want.  Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // death of a parent // parent-child conflict // gaslighting // being watched, pursed, & chased // burns & wounds // romance // hear...

Welcome to our first Godkiller: Balance Talkback, where Em, Gina & Jannes dive into your questions about our show thus far. Spoilers abound, so consider yourself warned! This talkback covers up to Episode 7: Remembering, and drops lots of hints about the upcoming episodes. We talk about our process with the show, the characters and the world, as well as our experiences with the incredible gues...

Do you remember when you were made from the mud? How long have you been alone? Did your father want you? And who will save you when the Scion turns his gaze on you? Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // death of a parent // parent-child conflict // romance // heartbreak // threats of violence & persecution // systemic oppression and corruption Godkiller: Balance is perfor...

The party attempts a heist(?) while Tim(?) puts them through a gauntlet at the Veytoma Academy... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign, DM'd by our special guest DM, The GM Tim! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean...

Best Wishes spends a night recovering after the Cardic Gemini in their new abode in Taywin... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant Mind S...

There is comfort in being lost. There is hope in being found. There is fear in being truly seen and known, but it is worth it in the end.  Content warnings for this episode include: grief // loss // allusions to pre-meditated murder // parent-child conflict // betrayal // romance // heartbreak Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramaturg...

A tense standoff atop the caldera of Asari as Best Wishes struggles to resolve the Cardic Gemini... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Orc Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant...

Roslyn explore further into the terrifying dreamscape, challenging a malevolently kind Fox as she seeks control of her fate... Content warnings for this episode include: knife violence // graphic descriptions of harm to animals, animal death // meat and animal gore (skinning) // gaslighting // death of a parent // hallucinations // storms (thunder sound effects) // blood // fire (being surrounded)...

The Cardic Gemini is upon us, and the harrowing battle for the state of magic in the world of Teris begins... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Hum...

Best Wishes finds Blueberry's sibling, Raas, and time ticks down to the Gemini as the volcano Asari gets unstable... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyl...

It’s time to stop dreaming, because the real world is banging on your door. The City of Glass demands your attention, as you look to find what’s lost… Content warnings for this episode include: violence // body horror // police brutality // animal endangerment // death // murder // grief // loss // romance // heartbreak // being chased // ulterior motives Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carl...

We are back tonight as we journey up to the caldera of Asari with the Gemini looming... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant Mind Sorce...

The party races to the Bloodwood, fending off the Kaissar as the Cardic Gemini approaches... Welcome to BlackwaterDnD's Main Campaign! Featuring Tim (he/him) as our illustrious DM, Em (fae/she) as Shy, Triton Sun Soul Monk; Jannes (he/him) as Thistle Longbranch, Piney Circle of the Moon Druid; Adam (he/him) as Esper Declan, Hexblood Phantom Rogue; Sean (he/him) as Mark Dwyler, Human Aberrant Mind...

To sleep, perchance to dream. Overseen by the Lucid Mother, you are safe here. For now.  Content warnings for this episode include: grief // romance // omission of truth // pain & superficial wounds Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramaturge is Tim Carlson. Special thanks to our campaign artist, Mischi, who you can find @Mischiart...

As Roslyn realizes how lost she is, she takes matters into her own hands while the Never Was calls her deeper still… Content warnings for this episode include: The woods // getting lost // violence // misogyny // gaslighting // death of a parent // knives as weapons // substance use // taunting/teasing // blood // birth imagery // holes and pits // being watched // misophonia // religious overtone...

This is not dreaming. This is worse.  Content warnings for this episode include: Sleep paralysis // Body horror // creature horror & teeth // threats of violence  Godkiller: Balance is performed by Em Carlson, Gina Susanna & Jannes Wessels. This season’s dramaturge is Tim Carlson. Special thanks to our campaign artist, Mischi, who you can find @Mischiart on twitter! Our main theme for this...

In our opening chapter, we meet a young girl named Roslyn, and find her foraging for mushrooms on the edge of a world unknown. The Never Was beckons… did you bring your knife? Wayward Autumnal is performed by Em Carlson as Roslyn, the Traveller, Anne Monteverdi as the Arcadian, and Cameron Strittmater, Candace Marie, and Josephine King as our Terrors. Our main theme for this episode, as well as ch...