A Different Many Paths - The Memoirs

Podcast for the week we are talking about losing a loved one that was either your ride or die, or a fellow brother/sister, or another biker. We are talking about that loss and feelings that go into the after death. We are going to talk about the American way of grief, and how they handle the death. We will talk about how the death sometimes overshadows the person. And how we can change that, and m...

Podcast for the week we are talking about losing a loved one that was either your ride or die, or a fellow brother/sister, or another biker. We are talking about that loss and feelings that go into the after death. We are going to talk about the American way of grief, and how they handle the death. We will talk about how the death sometimes overshadows the person. And how we can change that, and m...

I hurt my back a few years back and it was painful. I had figure out how to grow from that. The doctor wanted me on major pain meds. I decided not to go that route just Advil, and stretches. I went through physcal therapy and figured out how grow from that. Now, I find ways in helping, but I still have boundaries in what I can and cannot do . Times where I can still push my back out, but I still a...

When I was little guns were not a political conversation like they are now. They were a conversation about how to own them, if you want to own them you had a choice, and what happens if something happened. I remember when I was little when my first experience with a gun and how it affected my entire family. It also changed me growing up. And many other situations happened that caused me to be afra...

Here we have a dialogue of the start overall communication about my 14-15 years 6 married, and the rest after going through courts and visitation. I had to start somewhere. Next week we will go back and talk about the past. I have to break the ice someway. We will talk about boundaries, seeing a bigger picture, not assuming, and understanding more to the story. Most of all, years later we are stil...

Death is a hard topic to talk about and it is up to us to do better in this topic. United States handles death as a job, or no empathy. The weird, and feelings is in a textbook instead of how we truly feel. We talk about my journey with health Psychology and how 1 professor changed my viewpoint with how to look at death, and people around it. The unexplained. It is hard to talk about these differe...

Strong Faith Memoir is about my walk with Jesus and my strong faith. I never had strong faith. I placed my faith in physical aspects, and men. I did know deep down not to follow the heard growing up. We talk about how I found Jesus. We talk about how I see Christianity as a faith. We talk about the fact life is not always easy when it comes to being with fellow christans. We talk about meeting oth...

Advice...it is a tough word to deal with, but it is all around us. We do not have to take advice, and vise versa...they do not have take your advice. How do we find those healthy boundaries. How do we overcome those issues to listen to people that are different than us. It is important to listen and apprecaite different view points. I love asking different people what they would do in a certain si...

Friendships and how we control ourselves. Friendships are not easy in todays world. With dealing with the "cool kids table" to expectations that are not human. How do we grow, keep boundaries, forgive, and move forward. Friendships are not like a Facebook friends list. They take work, but time can get in the way. We talk about the healthy boundaries in all different type of friendships.

The darkness that engulfs us is not just a chemical imbalance scientists state. It is also in our environment to our own personal support system..to how we live, and what we eat. How to get out of it. I have fought depression with a lot of many other things since I was little. I am going to help show I still have depression, but how I can turn it around to make it not so sad. Make myself heal to f...

We talk about many different memories going on with my 35 years of life with feeling beautiful, and how I overcame and what I did to find beauty within myself. Not an easy conversation it has a lot of dialogue with it.

Reflecting off of someone and deflecting the toxic. We talk about how we can overcome and control oneselves. That everyone has an opinion, but we do not have to take that opinion. That it is important to apprecaite the differences. "It is not what you say, but how you say it". And to coexist with people in a healthy way because we are all human and different.

The deeper we feel is important. I have learned to trust myself over the years. It wasn't until I was 33 years of age that I realized my strength, and my dislikes. I realized that a lot to how we react to each other. Life is not always easy, and a lot of people want to control the dialogue of how you are supposed to be. This podcast is about the deeper side of things. About me finding out I was an...

I have been a classically trained french horn player for over 13 plus years. I put down my horn 9 years ago when my son went into the hospital because I just was drawning. At that point I built myself up in different ways and found my mental self again. I sold my horn a year ago after debating on how would music continue my life; it always will be there. I still sing, and still do piano. A few day...

The Big Pharma is a huge issue in our world today and I personally have been through it with them. This is my story. This is one story out of money. It is an overcoming journey and a lot more to it. We will start talking about this as weeks progress. Here is the start of it.

Feeling good enough is not always easy for someone that has overcome emotional abuse from your own family, certain friends, certain teachers you have had growing up, and maybe even certain people you run into in life. We are human. It has been a rough month for me. and I am going to talk about this.

How does a survivor survivor after 9 years of court stuff? Dealing with lawyers and attorneys. Dealing with the court systems. How does one "business mindset" court stuff. Especially with an abuser. The court systems want you to empathize and see it as black and white. Here is the first part of this story of what I did. How I see it. Overall conversation. We will get deeper as time progresses.

Living differently is important to not only for the health of soul but to stop toxic situations that are generational. How do we stop this. This is a start of this dialogue and hoping it will change some of the ways we think.

How to stop toxic reflective situations and holiday seasons can be toxic. How do we do different. A start of this conversation. We will get more into it soon.

Let's talk about big Pharma, therapists, and Psyh world. Let's mix it with the situations with music and how I felt un perfect, and not good enough. The support system I had around me that were older than me were not listening to what I needed, but what they felt was best for me.

Let's talk about anxiety and panic attacks. And many more stories with that

I have a mother I love, and adore. She is a narcassists. It is hard to talk about it at times. I have had to overcome different as I get older. It is hard to talk about this part as well. We are going to talk about a bit with the past but mainly now with how I have handled her knowing she is a narc. We will talk about this a lot thorugh podcast.

This podcast is about my own biological father who is a Retired Colonel in the Army. He used his rank everytime he got a new rank as a control aspect with his own daughters to make him feel superier to them, and to control. Mind you, Military does have some good leaders. I have seen similarities with how my dad acts to how some others have acted. I do my best not to reflect anymore. This podcast i...

It is not easy to open up and start talking about the past. Our live is never easy, but the different many paths we take to heal and forgive ourselves is many ways. We will start this conversation this is part 1 of many.

We just talk about random reals, but how we go through things. How we need support not to critize us, but I am going to pray for you. Life on us and how we have to be real about different things. I talk about some past examples to what is happening now. Let's just be real