1996

Something I’m comfortable with yet I felt I could do better, wasn’t something I’d chop around but another example of what I had and worked off and then what I ended up completing, taking mantel notes jn the review stage thinking of minor things i think would make it sit better. What I mean by that is maybe the drums were too quite in a take I’d turn them up for the next one, also changing up the s...

the ending of the titled track that I liked, didn’t like anything else

My heart goes a long way by 1996

almost threw this away too wow

no drum thought of playing something at my own pace with an unintentional Twink sound in the loop that I loved everytime it played , it’s the sound during the loop it’s like a high pitch harmonic yet I didn’t purposefully try for a harmonic tone.

almost threw this away

Thought I’d include this because it shows what I build off of. When I’m creating I had a sound and basically freestyle and see if I can find a flow that can then be used as a placeholder for any combination of words or phrases. This was the freestyle that was listened to and adjusted to find what works in my head. After that I do another take and see if I like how it sounds, if I like it enough fr...

Sorry for the screams

Comparably has lower quality then others because I was willing to do less takes and I also did this at 4am didn’t want to be too loud.

happy late birthday charlie, there ain’t enough Charlie’s in this world #yeahbaby

pulled together through tweezers and patience, thought I should include this

I taped these in the past and now started using tweezers and not fucking up to make something come together through different layers and raw all at the same time.

The result of unhinged raw tracks that cannot be recreated capturing everything and sending it through a processes not yet perfected just yet. The steps taken have given me with what all seems like it could be a large project and maybe it should I don’t really know. I hope I don’t run out. I think my past has affected me in a indescribable way other then a few unhinged tics.

No

Unhinged, un-recreate-able, hypnotized

Unhinged I had to cut some to make it work wish there was a solo

out of no where not writing anything down, no more tape, nothing lasts

#methodacting #experimenting #wrong

something out of the blue wanting to put more out there with intention and aware of how it seems but misunderstood with my intentions

had to make something sorta an end to the little project

couldn’t decide which to upload so I did both same track different take

The idea that I never got out of my bed on this acid trip and everything after that is just in my head and I’m still laying there… sweating.

my form of coping with the lose of a track that meant a lot to me and I may never get to hear it at its best potential

trying to create and see what sticks, may end up as a larger project not sure yet #puttingitonpaper #drawing #raw (the man drawn is a made up person but portrayed as someone who thinks/relates to what my mind is like)

thoughts below the surface level in the sea of consciousness #partypooper #trance #masspsychosis