Deep Dive Into Jason's Mind

Growing up I had a lot of passion but now when I started working on some of the passion that I have always had when I was young, I realized if I were to become the people I have been looking up to my whole life, it will be a hard journey and it doesn't always look this glamorous on the outside, it's kind of an illusion and I just wanted to discuss it lol 

Growing up, the concept of making friends, having friends or having no friends have been put in a very interesting perspective, and I have some thoughts on that The concept of “Friends” & story time

I'm entering a new chapter in my life, does it means to disassociate with the old ones?  I'm going to college, and suddenly realized that people from my high school phase just suddenly stopped contacting me. within a split second, I'm just wondering what is going on and what does this series of actions mean??