In My Thoughts

My idols are winning, been winning for years. At the same time my idols are grinding like there broke and its there only way out. So what is my excuse? What's yours? All I know is Cole playing basketball.

The journey of life can be really tricky. Noticing more that walking alone might be the way to go. Not everyone goals are the same and even if they are, the way you go about them and the time frame may be different. Moving forward, I'm betting on myself. I'm gonna be the reason why I made it. 

Realizing more and more that certain conversations don't need to be had. Especially by me, sometimes my honesty can be a little too much. With checking the temperature, it may be better to just bow out gracefully. 

There's always gonna be people who need to comment on what you're doing. Entering your inner matrix on some negative @$#%. Be on your own schedule, know your own vibe. We only positive over here. #Goodvibes Only

Knowing what your goals are is one thing, knowing how to execute is a whole different animal sometimes. Or just figuring out what your goals even are to be honest. For me, its hard not to trap yourself in the journey to figure it out. 

Sometimes my approach doesn't give the best results when trying to convey a point. Recently I've been feeling like I'm not being heard due to my submissive approach when it seems like I'm not getting anywhere in a conversation, unfortunately this only hurts me in the long run. 

Sometimes you gotta get yourself mentally prepared to make changes in your life. Nothing in life is easy, but that doesn't mean it's time to get lazy. Doesn't mean you go cry in the corner. Get out the mindset of waiting to make changes. Do what you need to, to get to the next level. No free rides here.

Sometimes the message gets drowned out by who it's given by. The message can be so contradictory from the person it's coming from that it's discarded because of who is saying it. I realized that sometimes, I need to hear the message given. The information is the most important thing to me, I could care less who says it.

Recently, I've been wondering if it's time to let some things go. At the same time, I wonder when do you know if you're ready to move on. I feel sometimes I'm having one foot in and one foot out the door but when do you know you're ready? What makes people jump to new adventures? Will I ever throw in the towel to find something new?

2021 is the year of being focused on goals, opportunities, and experiences. I realized that time is to short and with me not being exactly where I want to be in life, there's not time to play games. 2021 is the year of growth

Regaining someones trust isn't something that can happen overnight. Its a battle that will need to be fought 24 hours a day, seven days a week. Its a battle that you'll never know is won even if that person tells you that you're forgiven. The path for forgiveness is a very long road depending on the person. Are you willing to go to the end of the earth to make it right, or will you give up? The ch...

Its okay to live in the moment

Me just talking s***

It might not be all bad as it seems, positivity is key

Sometimes even tho you have good intentions and your hearts in the right place, you can't help but question your character 

Even thought things feeling like were getting back to our own normal, let's just keep in mind that what we went through was real and we shouldn't forget that. Let's start preparing for the next whatever.

After noticing a reoccurring topic go me changing by others, I took a step back to analyze where these "changes" might be coming from.

Sometimes we gotta step back and realize that were bias to our own situations and don't see the other side of things

Sometimes life may seem to never let up in your lowest point. Which is fine, but you can always use this as motivation. Don't let anything distract you from the plan. 

In times like these, make sure to use your time wisely. Take advantage of this horrible situation and do what you need to come out better than you started.

Communication is key, its probably the most important thing that I value was I progress through life. On the contrary, I also realize that there is a time and place for certain conversations too.

The fear of being trapped is something I always think about. No matter what happens, you always have the power the change the narritive.

Linking up with my trainer for her new project. After completing my goals from the first project, were setting new goals for a 8 week period where my trainer and I are locking in the gym for new achievements 

With talking to myself, it helps me understand why I want to change my life for the better. Its also good to look outside of yourself to realize whats in your best interest. 

With the decade coming to a close, what's is the next phase to my life.