Hello Me, It's Me : Vulnerable AF

The episode takes an introspective turn as Nikki emphasizes how her past abuse has led her to cherish every moment now. She engages in a candid conversation about the mental and physical toll of abuse, stressing the need for open dialogue on these often-taboo subjects. Interestingly, the episode was recorded before Nikki's TikTok video on Cassie and P Diddy went semi-viral, highlighting the ne...

In this thought-provoking episode, join Nikki as she embarks on a soul-searching road trip to Texas. Amidst the hum of the highway, Nikki delves deep into the realms of emotional availability. She confronts a pivotal question: Is she truly as emotionally open as she believes? Throughout the journey, Nikki introspectively examines her past interactions, pondering whether she's been unjustly bla...

Nikki goes to visit her best friend, spiritual advisor and Pastor Enji Banks. They breakdown the fact that dating has become a distraction from goals that need to be achieved which brings them to the question, why are we dating? If you are at a place where you realize you're just using dating to waste time and have other things you should probably be focused on instead, this podcast is for you...

Nikki invites her married brother back to talk about a recent date with a Pastor. Her brother, who hasn't dated since before the Apple iPhone came out can't relate. It's a hilarious take you won't want to miss.

Nikki invites her married brother on for a special 'sibling session' where they discuss her dating life, the recent ghost from previous episodes, and some tips to get over ghosting in general. It's a hilarious and fun-filled reunion that offers Nikki a male perspective.

Nikki speaks on how much it sucks to be back in the dating pool but how necessary it is to get back out and date again after learning from her mistakes. What are some things she'll be doing differently now that she's in infested waters again and what does a steak, potato, and a can of peas have to do with all her newfound dating revelations? Tune in to find out!

Nikki breaks down in this episode and discusses some old trauma. Although she was able to walk away, some scars will always remain. Another vulnerable AF episode awaits with a confession she's never shared with the world...

Nikki goes on a spontaneous trip to visit her grandmothers and best friend and learns there is power and not having to plan everything, but to go with the flow.

Need to heal from a broken heart? Nikki dives into how she was able to mend her broken heart in 30 days after being ghosted. This episode she goes into the importance of watching and helping her friends go through heartbreak before her, the Blue Baby Seal method, and tips she took away from rereading her own book, No F*** Boys Allowed.

Nikki goes over what she's discovered about herself after reading the book, No More Mr. Nice Guy (a book written for men). Has she been too nice her whole life and in her previous dating experiences? Is being too nice, really about being nice, or are their ulterior motives?

Nikki discusses how grateful she is to be where she is and how showing gratitude for what she has helps her relinquish control of the things she cannot. She also touches on what it's been like moving from (big city) LA to (small town) LA and how that too has helped her in the growth process more than she could ever imagine!

Nikki touches on the reason she kept her dog, and dives into wanting to be seen in past relationships and potential abandonment issues. She also touches on the guy who inspired the book , No F*** Boys Allowed and breaks down why she thinks she tries too hard to make relationships work with people who aren't it for her. *This is a very emotional episode - join her on her spiritual journey!

Nikki tries to be more vulnerable and transparent. This episode she takes a look at the last two relationships she'd tried to form since starting back dating after 5 years of celibacy and writing the book, 'No F*** Boys Allowed." As she reflects on why the relationships didn't work out and how hard dating is these days, she realizes that the only thing she has control over is hers...

In this episode, Nikki dives deep and addresses dating after being single AND abstinent for five years, the effects of her current breakup, people pleasing, and the need to be vulnerable with the person you're dating, and being strong enough to let things go. Whew! It's a lot, but it's another episode of raw & real emotions you won't want to miss.

In this episode Nikki addresses her fear of ghosting and other childhood insecurities, dating with an open heart, letting go of control, and functioning depression! Whew! That's a lot, but it's definitely an episode you won't want to miss. Join in.

My deepest secrets and advice - spoken from me - to me (but shared with the world). In this episode we discuss how I've learned I'm an anxious dater, particularly around avoidants, and what stepping out onto the dating scene after 5 years of celibacy is teaching me. The final advice from me to me: Let things be! Join me to see how I get there!