Where is your Voice

Send us Fan Mail  Have you ever asked yourself, “Why do I keep going back?” Back to that relationship. That pattern. That pain. Back to what I prayed to be free from?  In this raw and powerful episode, Erika Joan exposes the spiritual truth behind soul ties, repeated cycles, and the familiar spirits that use unhealed wounds to keep you stuck. If you’ve ever mistaken intensity for intimacy, or chem...

Send us Fan Mail I used to hate being single. I thought it meant I was behind, unworthy, or forgotten. But now? I love it here.  In this episode, I’m sharing how God helped me stop chasing counterfeits and start embracing peace, purpose, and wholeness in my single season. From emotional distractions to cultural pressure, I unpack the lies that kept me stuck—and the freedom that came when I finally...

Send us Fan Mail They Didn’t Choose Me—But God Did. In this vulnerable episode of the Wound Series , Erika Joan opens up about the deep and lingering pain of rejection—from being overlooked as a child to feeling invisible in adulthood. But this isn’t just a story of pain—it’s a journey of healing, truth, and identity . If you’ve ever felt like you weren’t enough…  If you’ve ever stayed too long, g...

Send us Fan Mail Peace after trauma can feel impossible.  After heartbreak, abuse, grief, or deep loss, peace can feel like something meant for other people —not you.  In this episode, Finding Peace After Trauma , I share how peace is still possible while you’re healing—not after everything is fixed, not once life is perfect, but right in the middle of the mess.  This episode covers:  Why peace of...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever left a relationship knowing it was toxic—knowing it wasn’t from God—yet still couldn’t stop thinking about them?  In this episode, Breaking the Soul Tie: How Healing Actually Began , I share my personal testimony of walking away from a deeply toxic, on-and-off relationship—and why leaving alone didn’t bring healing.  I talk openly about:  Why knowing the truth wasn’t...

Send us Fan Mail I t’s not chemistry — it’s a familiar spirit. Have you ever asked yourself, “Why do I keep attracting the same type?” Or looked back at a relationship and thought, “What was I even thinking?” In this episode, we go deep into the dangers of familiar spirits — spiritual patterns that attach to trauma, childhood wounds, and emotional strongholds, keeping you bound to cycles God never...

Send us Fan Mail What I thought was peace…  Was actually maladaptive daydreaming.  For years, I escaped into my imagination thinking it was comfort, safety, and even “healing.” But what felt peaceful wasn’t peace at all — it was emotional escape, spiritual distraction, and mental captivity. In this episode, I’m opening up about how maladaptive daydreaming affected my relationships, faith, mental h...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever wondered… “Was that God speaking… or was that just me? Or could it be the enemy?” In this powerful teaching, we break down how to confidently discern the voice of God from your own emotions and from spiritual deception. You’ll learn:  • The difference between your voice, the enemy’s voice, and God’s voice  • How God confirms major life decisions  • How to recognize p...

Send us Fan Mail The Jezebel spirit is still operating today — not just in churches, but in friendships, influence, leadership, dating, and identity. It doesn’t always scream. Sometimes it whispers. And it whispers to keep you bound. In this episode, we break down:  • What the Jezebel spirit is according to Scripture  • What Jezebel did in Kings and why Revelation warns us  • How this spirit opera...

Send us Fan Mail   ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: This episode includes sensitive topics such as emotional abuse, physical abuse, and toxic relationships. Viewer discretion is advised.   In this deeply personal and powerful episode, Erika opens up about the truth behind toxic relationships—how they’re not rooted in love, but in control, manipulation, soul ties, and spiritual deception. She shares raw stories...

Send us Fan Mail How Familiar Spirits Keep Getting In (Testimony + Teaching) Have you ever shut a door to your past only to find it creeps back open again? In this episode, we expose the hidden ways familiar spirits keep gaining access—through dreams, desires, fantasies, friendships, and even leftover digital ties. I share my personal testimony of how deleting a lurk page unlocked the truth behind...

Send us Fan Mail  What if the version of you you’ve been living as… isn’t really you?  In this raw and revealing episode, we uncover what it means to live from a wound instead of true identity . From false labels to family expectations, toxic cycles to silent insecurities, we explore how deeply identity wounds affect everything—from our relationships to our choices, and even our relationship with...

Send us Fan Mail Not every relationship is sent by God.  Some are sent as assignments from the enemy to distract you, drain you, derail your purpose, and disconnect you from God. And the scary part? The early red flags are usually subtle . In today’s episode, we’re breaking down 10 EARLY red flags that show a relationship is NOT from God — long before it escalates into the obvious signs like abuse...

Send us Fan Mail  Are you dealing with someone who looks spiritual but carries no fruit, no humility, no compassion, and no real transformation? In today’s episode, we’re breaking down 10 Signs Someone Is Carrying a Religious Spirit — Not the Holy Spirit.   This message is for anyone who has ever been:  • judged  • shamed  • spiritually manipulated  • pushed away from God  • or confused by Christi...

Send us Fan Mail Have you ever looked back at a relationship and said, “What was that ?” In this episode, we expose the truth many never talk about: You weren’t just dealing with a person. You were fighting the demonic spirit behind the mask . This episode will help you: Discern the spirit behind manipulation, control, confusion, seduction, charm, and fear Identify the patterns of spiritual warfar...

Send us Fan Mail If you’ve ever met someone and felt an instant pull… If the connection felt powerful, emotional, spiritual — but something in your spirit whispered, “Something is off…” this episode is for you. Today we’re breaking down the warnings that you’re dealing with a familiar spirit, not a God-sent connection. Familiar spirits don’t just look like love — they imitate love, mirror your wou...

Send us Fan Mail  12 Signs They’re a Familiar Spirit | Why You Keep Getting Pulled Into the Same Cycles People don’t just fall into the wrong relationships — they get spiritually targeted. This episode exposes 12 deep, spiritual signs that you’re not dealing with a person… you’re dealing with a familiar spirit wearing a new face. If you’ve ever wondered: • “Why do I keep ending up with the same ty...

Send us Fan Mail Why do familiar spirits keep targeting you? Why do the SAME types of people show up… even when you’ve changed? Why does heartbreak feel predictable? Why does the new person feel like déjà vu? Why does the SAME spirit keep appearing in a different body? Because familiar spirits do not pick people at random. They pick people based on wounds, patterns, open doors, identity gaps, spir...

Send us Fan Mail Same Spirit, New Face: Why You Keep Attracting the Same Type (Healing Series: Toxic Wasn’t Just Them) Why does the SAME pattern keep showing up in your life?  Why do the faces change… but the spirit behind them feels identical? In this episode, we go deep into the spiritual, emotional, and soul-level reasons why you continue attracting the same type of person — controlling, manipu...

Send us Fan Mail  Episode Title: “They Were the Narcissist, But I Was the Enabler” Series: Healing Series – Toxic Wasn’t Just Them We love to point out the narcissist. But what happens when you realize… you were the one enabling it? In this full episode, Erika—host of Where Is Your Voice Ministries—opens up about the painful truth that finally set her free: “I wasn’t just a victim. I kept going ba...

Send us Fan Mail You thought it was love. You thought the connection meant something deeper. But now you're wondering... why did it hurt like that? In this raw and healing first episode of my new series "Toxic Wasn’t Just Them," we're exposing the truth behind familiar spirits—the emotional and spiritual patterns that look like love but are really traps. I’m Erika, the host of...

Send us Fan Mail What do you do when what you prayed for becomes what you're praised for… and the praise starts to feel better than the presence of God? In this powerful episode, we dive deep into the story of King Solomon—the wisest man to ever live—whose life began with humility and worship but ended in compromise and silence. Solomon built the Temple, wrote Proverbs, and ushered in peace a...

Send us Fan Mail   📖 David: Grace After the Battle – How God Restored What Sin Tried to Destroy In this powerful final installment of our David series, we dive deep into the redemption, restoration, and legacy of King David. From heartbreak to healing, from brokenness to worship, this is a story of a man who truly was after God’s own heart—even when he failed.  We’ll explore:  ✅ The redemption a...

Send us Fan Mail David: Overlooked, Rejected but Anointed by God In this powerful episode, we explore the rise of David—the shepherd boy rejected by his family, overlooked by man, but chosen and anointed by God. From being ignored when the prophet Samuel came to anoint a king, to boldly defeating Goliath with a slingshot, to his powerful declaration of faith—David's story shows us what it mea...

Send us Fan Mail  In this episode of the Old Testament Men series, we dig deep into the life of Saul—the man the people wanted, the man who stood taller than the rest, but the man who ultimately fell far from God.  We explore:  How pride and insecurity ruined his calling What God meant when He said, “I regret making Saul king” Why Saul couldn’t kill what God told him to His jealousy of David, his...