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Sam's brother, Alex, died and she shares her experience of the ups and downs of grief since it happened. In conversation, we tackle: The messy middle of grief that nobody really talks about (when the immediate crisis is over, but you're nowhere near okay) Sam's complicated mix of devastation, relief, anger, and guilt after her brother Alex's sudden death What happens when being a caregiver has bec...

In this episode Amanda sits down with Kayleigh Summers, to discuss birth trauma, grief, having one child and so much other nuance.  Kayleigh’s story is about grief, acceptance, and discovering that the life she didn’t choose might actually be better than the one she had planned. This realization really surprised her and was fascinating to hear about. Content warning: This episode discusses cardiac...

Tired of hearing that “the way things used to be” was somehow better? A lot of what we romanticize as tradition is actually a tiny blip in history—and women have been paying the price for it. In conversation, we tackle: Why the 1950s weren’t the “traditional” family structure we think they were (and how weirdly specific that period actually was) The wild history of dating, including the fact that...

What does accountability look like when the systems meant to provide it don't? In this episode, we're talking about the Cornell fraternity case and the culture around it, including why we keep having the wrong conversation. In conversation, we tackle: Why "but she said she was fine" tells you nothing, and what most women already know about that Sam's accountability video and the comment section th...

When did friendship become something we have to optimize? In this episode, Amanda sits down with friendship specialist Blake Blankenbecler to talk about why we’re overthinking our friendships—and how therapy speak, social media, and the pressure to have “perfect” relationships might be getting in the way of actually enjoying them. In conversation, we tackle: Why your friends don’t need to be your...

In this episode we're getting into the pressure to be best friends with your sibling, why forcing it backfires, and why it's okay if you just don't like yours. In conversation, we tackle: Why Sam spent her entire childhood wishing her sister ill — and what shifted in 2020 Our advice to parents who want close kids: it has to be their idea, or do something dumb enough that you become the common enem...

In this episode, we're tackling the internet phenomenon that's ruining actual discourse: the bean soup theory, aka "what about me-ism." * The viral bean soup recipe that broke the internet—and why people demanding a bean-free bean soup is the perfect metaphor for online discourse right now * How performative advocacy is drowning out actual advocacy  * The self-centered arrogance of assuming every...

What starts as our reaction to a lunchbox dispute turns into a conversation about how much of the world you're allowed to rearrange so you never have to be uncomfortable. In conversation, we tackle: The leaked group chat where a mom asked five other moms to stop packing Oreos because her daughter got jealous and the reply that ended it Why this is a textbook case of weaponized boundaries (she neve...

What if the thing making your life harder isn’t a sign that something is wrong — but proof that you’re actually doing something that matters? We’re talking about our obsession with eliminating friction, why “life hacks” can leave us less capable of handling life, and why the hard part might be the whole point. In conversation, we tackle: Why “friction maxxing” is an oxymoron (and why adding “maxxi...

Are you actually listening to your intuition—or is your anxiety just screaming louder? Amanda and Sam get into the messy reality of telling the difference, especially when trauma, intrusive thoughts, and fear are in the mix. In conversation, we tackle: The problem with treating every intense thought or body sensation like it's a message you need to obey How intrusive thoughts can convince you that...

We're not talking about Ariana Grande's body. We're talking about the environment that's renormalizing the single biggest trigger for an eating disorder and what a public figure does or doesn't owe the rest of us. * Why the total silence from her team might be the loudest part of this whole thing * We banned the pro-ana sites in the 2000s. Now the algorithm just serves it to you and there's nothin...

This week we get into AI avatars, fake doctors, and why we're all grieving the internet we used to have. In conversation, we tackle: The New York Times expose on AI "doctors" with fake diplomas on the walls of their fake offices — 1,200 of these videos produced a day, at ten bucks each Sam's rule: if you can't find one actual human being willing to sell your product, that's your answer Meta won't...

Therapy speak is taking over everything including dating. This week therapist Todd Baratz joins us to talk about how anxiety got rebranded as discernment — and why knowing every term hasn't made a single one of us better at relationships. In conversation, we tackle: * Todd's call on which diagnosis goes viral next now that narcissism has had its run * Why everyone is avoidant, and how you can't te...

What if everything you're doing to fix your pain is making it worse? In part two of Amanda's chronic pain story, she gets into the years of massages, dry needling, and stretching that were actively breaking her body — and the diagnosis that finally explained why. In conversation, we discuss: How Amanda's obsession with "fixing" her pain became its own addictive pattern (and why her PT had to stage...

"Your body's just preparing for labor." That's what doctors told Amanda while she was in liver failure. In this episode, Amanda finally shares part one of her chronic pain story — and it starts with a pregnancy and birth experience that shows exactly how the medical system fails women. Trigger warning for birth trauma and suicidal thoughts. If you are interested in just the chornic pain part, you...

Is the world rigged for burnout or are we just not trying hard enough? In this episode, we unpack why we're collectively exhausted and how our connected world has created the perfect conditions for burnout to thrive - in ways our brains simply weren't designed to handle. We explore: * How constant exposure to others' interpretations (not just facts) is draining our capacity * The vulnerability of...

This started as a Lena Dunham episode but then devolved to many different things as our episodes do. The memoir is the doorway.  In conversation, we discuss: What Girls actually asked audiences to look at, and why "body neutrality" fell apart the second anyone had to practice it The double standard underneath all of it, where a man's flaws stay about his work and a woman's somehow become about who...

This week, therapist and Attuned & Attached author Yolanda Renteria joins Amanda to unpack what attachment theory actually says—and why healing has a lot less to do with finding your label than social media wants you to believe. In conversation, we tackle: Why attachment styles aren't permanent personality types (and why that's actually good news) The relationship skill everyone skips: staying...

This week we're getting into Karamo's Queer Eye exit: the vague bullying allegations dropped live on air, and Queer Eye and reality TV. In conversation, we discuss  - The bullying allegation Gail King read live on air, while the cast sat there blindsided   - The years Karamo let everyone believe he was a licensed social worker, until the Washington Post had to print a retraction - The suspiciously...

At what point do you let someone torch their own life?  In this episode we talk about Britney Spears… not the biography but about her mental health and the role of conservatorships.  We discuss:  Sam's genuinely controversial take: the conservatorship wasn't the problem. The length of it was. And a dad with a domestic violence history controlling millions was. Why someone in a psychiatric crisis a...

This episode is for those of you sick with self-optimization content. In conversation, we tackle: The Diary of a CEO clip where three glasses of wine "ruined" Stephen Bartlett for three days Why optimization culture is basically an MLM: your life isn't perfect, so it must be your fault The boundaries problem no one's talking about — everyone learned to set them, no one learned to accept someone el...

Tired of being told to just love yourself? US TOO! Today we're digging into the self-esteem movement — where it came from, why it didn't work, and what to chase instead. In conversation, we tackle: The 1980s California politician who sold self-esteem as a "social vaccine" against crime, addiction, dropouts, and welfare dependency What the big 2003 research review actually found self-esteem deliver...

We start with Sam's dating life: "three signs he's about to ghost you," the doom forehead kiss, the pressure to find a man who "turns your brain off," and the genuinely scary way all of that content almost convinced her to sabotage something good. From there we get into a piece of reporting that rattled us both, about how much of what's on your feed is fake, paid for, and clipped into virality by...

We’re back with another history deep dive- this time Princess Diana! Why "she had BPD" became the easy write-off for any woman whose life looks chaotic — and why the people armchair-diagnosing Diana were, predictably, men Why bulimia is the "unsexy" eating disorder, and what that says about whose suffering gets taken seriously  Why we're so obsessed with being "regulated" and "calm," and what nonc...