HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

For Episode 69 of Brolapse , Ryan James does something different. Instead of a guest, this episode offers a first listen to Deeper —his forthcoming memoir—presented here in its unedited author’s version . Ryan reads the full prologue, No Safe Words , followed by the first chapter, Impact , giving listeners an intimate introduction to the book’s voice, structure, and intent before final editorial r...

In Episode 68 of Brolapse , Ryan sits down with Brogan for a rare and deeply thoughtful conversation from the perspective of a fisting top—a voice we don’t hear nearly often enough. Brogan shares his unconventional journey into fisting, from spending years unsuccessfully trying to bottom, to discovering that topping opened an entirely new sexual and psychological path for him. Together, they unpac...

It’s the very first Brolapse Holiday Special 🎁 — and we’re flipping the script. Inspired by the UK tradition of Boxing Day (a day rooted in role reversal), Dolan Wolf returns—this time as guest host —and puts me in the hot seat 😅🎙️ We get into the real stuff and the fun stuff: ✨ what the holidays mean to us (and what we can’t stand) 🍽️ favorite holiday foods + gift/collectible obsessions 🐶 wha...

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene. They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex,...

Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale , bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment. Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF —after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting co...

This week on Brolapse , HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community. Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was....

In this episode of Brolapse , HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC —NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport . They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—b...

Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel. We dig into th...

For episode 61 of Brolapse , Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twen...

This week on Brolapse , I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experien...

Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collab...

After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with morta...

This week on Brolapse , Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet. They dive deep into the art of fistin...

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn. The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust...

This week on Brolapse , I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand. We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthol...

This week on Brolapse , we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for , Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle. We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that co...

Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached . He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play...

Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more. In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, h...

In Episode 51 of Brolapse , I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything —this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude. This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Face...

For the 50th episode of Brolapse , Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande) —best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn . Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang...

In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor. Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy. We talk about: The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio roots Why corporate-run platforms like OnlyFa...

In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world. They swap stories...

From fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, and an uncanny ability to connect with fans. In this Brolapse exclusive, we trace his journey from humble beginnings—brainstorming over sushi with me about the idea that became Brolapse —to commanding nearly a million followers across platforms. We div...

This week on Brolapse , I’m joined by the electrifying Lena Vesper—a trans cam queen, fetish performer, and self-described “hole mommy” who’s flipping the script on what femme dominance looks like in the world of fisting, fetish, and camming. We talk about: • How trans femmes are navigating (and reshaping) fetish spaces • Camming as a tool of empowerment and boundary-setting • The reality of ownin...

This week on Brolapse , I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry— Brian Bonds . From his early days getting fisted in a bathroom before shooting a scene, to directing some of the kinkiest, most beautifully lit fisting content out there, Brian has seen all sides of porn. But today’s conversation goes deeper than any scene he’s ever shot. We talk about t...