Driving to the Rez - With Inelia Benz and Larry Buzzell

Todd Standing is a Canadian Sasquatch researcher with decades of field experience under his belt. He doesn’t study Sasquatch from a computer screen. He goes out into the wilderness and has physical encounters with this elusive species. Not only that, but instead of writing books and trying to “prove” that Sasquatch exists, he now focuses on being a bridge between Sasquatch and people. He has a pop...

This week’s Practice Lab Retake the Purpose and Mission Quiz and see what has changed, if anything, from your first results. Reply to this email with your result. Last week we asked what comes next after discovering our purpose and mission. At the very least, it begins to change how we see things. And I would like to remind us here that this quiz is not for those people who are not asking themselv...

This week’s Practice Lab Following last week’s Purpose and Mission Quiz , at least once a day for the next week, use your mission statement when making a small decision. For example: “Will eating this fruit support my mission?” Reply to this email with your result. We found that most lightworkers are here to assist the shift from light/dark to light-only. How that happens — how you do that — is th...

Week 1 Before we discuss why you are here, I would like to make a short announcement. After using the quiz~~, which I will share with you in this newsletter,~~ something became very clear. My mission has changed. You may or may not know this, but although my purpose, “to make the world buzz better,” has stayed the same throughout my life, my mission (as a public person) has gone from “raise the vi...

The Powerful Legions of Light Around the world, there are billions who carry light not as a trend, not as a reaction, but as a position of power. They may look ordinary from the outside. They have families, jobs, responsibilities, daily routines. But internally, they are steady. Trained. Clear. Although up to this day they have been asleep, indulging in light/dark, keeping the docket stamped day i...

Why Lightworkers Will Feel This So Strongly For people who identify as lightworkers, the embodiment of light, the constructors of the light paradigm, leaders, or stabilizers, 2026 will feel like pressure. Not because something is wrong, but because intensity demands integrity. And this year will be intense from beginning to end. For example, you cannot consistently energize inner or outer despair...

Chapter One There are years that feel ordinary while you are living them. Whispered years. Years that you don’t remember once they are over. Maybe, if something did happen in one of those years, you only understand later that something shifted. The Year of the Fire Horse is not a whispering year. In the Chinese zodiac cycle, the Horse is movement, vitality, forward momentum, raw life force. Add Fi...

Last week we ended with a question. A better decision-making question: Does this choice support the mission I am here to fulfill? One of the reasons I adopted this method is that I realized I had no idea how to live in a physical universe or how to make decisions within it. When I tried using conventional decision-making frameworks, the outcomes were often disastrous. A common example is the advic...

Choosing Beyond Comfort, Fear, and Personal Trajectory “What do I want?” feels intuitive, but it may be the wrong question to ask when shaping a life. I would like to have a discussion about decision-making through a method I have been using for many years. I could say I’ve used this method my entire life, but that wouldn’t be accurate. There have been entire decades when I discarded it and relied...

What Happens After the Door Is Already Open The first conversation around the album Larger Earth asked a simple but destabilizing question: What if Earth is already larger than we were taught to perceive? The second conversation begins somewhere else entirely. It starts after the moment of widening. After the kitchen feels different. After the street you’ve walked a thousand times seems to have mo...

Who Is Luc Lake, Anyway, and Why Am I Talking About Him? Luc Lake is one of my created artists, and his life is shrouded in mystery. No one at my studio knows where he lives, where he comes from, or where he goes after a recording session. His latest album, Larger Earth , comes with a disclaimer: “We, at IneliaRecords.com, will neither confirm nor deny that Luc Lake is from the Larger Earth, the s...

This article accompanies Part Two of our podcast conversation. In this episode, Larry, the Wisdom Keepers and I continue the exploration that opened last week, allowing the implications around pain, authority, and long-range decision-making to unfold more fully. The conversation is spacious, candid, and goes into places that are difficult to capture in writing alone. You can listen to Part Two of...

When Feeling Good Becomes the Goal Instead of the Compass Have you ever heard someone, maybe yourself, say “I checked, and my body said no.” When it comes to making an important decision? Larry and I were talking on our drive home after the Looking at 2026 call about a pattern we’ve seen again and again, not just in others, but in ourselves. When faced with decisions, even important ones, people o...

Part 2 of the Podcast Conversation If Part 1 is about realizing where you stand, Part 2 is about what it takes to stay there and not get pulled into the dark. There are only two ways forward even when the world pretends there’s more I will stand inside the rising I won’t fracture anymore I won’t carry every choosing I won’t wear another’s fear I let the light within me rise and become what’s real...

Introducing the Two-Part Podcast Conversation I want to tell you why this song exists and why I gave it away to everyone who participated in the Looking At 2026 call last December. I created this song with my heart, my clarity, allowing the light within rise and become truth — and I’m presenting it to you, one lightworker to another. Yes, YOU. STAND didn’t come from a regular songwriting session....

On Dec 31st 2025, we had our traditional live call: “Looking at 2026”. Thank you for making this happen! We broke our previous record for a live audience with a total of 186 people on the call. These are participants who chose to be with us on New Year’s Eve! Yay! This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit dttr.substack.com...

Note: This is a re-run of Episode 225 Every December, I send a newsletter on how to deal with your family and friends during the holiday season. I also send a link to the video I made several years ago, to help you with it. This year, we will also have a podcast about it. Make sure to listen to the podcast as well as the second hour with our panelists to get the best experience while you also supp...

An Invitation to Listen This episode continues the conversation that unfolded during the live Q&A for The Source Code of Manifestation . Together, we explore the questions that arose in real time as the material landed, revealing how understanding deepens once the surface layers give way. Larry joins the discussion without having taken the class, but after spending time with the music chant on its...

Every year, right at the edge of the calendar turning over, we gather for something that has become equal parts tradition, adventure, and high-frequency reconnaissance mission: the annual “Looking At…” livestream call with yours truly, Inelia Benz. If you’re new here: welcome! If you’ve been with me for years: yes, we’re doing it again, and yes, you know to bring your cup of tea, some snacks, your...

This week, something unusual happened. Larry and I were listening to a major podcast when the guest began describing a military man who remembered being recruited at age 13 — into a psychic program no one was supposed to know about. It echoed the very material I’ve disclosed in Team Whisper and Interview with a Psychic Assassin . He wasn’t in the base I had been in, but his story matched the struc...

PTSD is said to be a pandemic all over the world. Although a lot of what doctors diagnose as PTSD is for profit, as in to sell medication, a great deal of it is also real. If past trauma keeps looping and affecting you in your life, this might be the most important thing you read today. Your soul has its reasons — and they’re not what you are usually told or in any way a positive reason. For examp...

Today I wrapped the final recording of my brand-new class, THE SOURCE CODE OF MANIFESTATION: Unlocking the Quantum Core of Creation — and let me tell you, this one took me places. Working with WE-level awareness (my expanded consciousness) is always powerful, but translating that level of information into human words? That’s endurance training. It’s exhilarating, full of aha moments, radically exp...

What do crystals, fossils, stunning sunsets, black magic, demons and insanity have in common? Our drive to Colorado does. It started as a simple trip — one week or so in Delta,Co., including driving time because we were scheduled to present at a Sasquatch conference in Beaver, Wa. immediately on our return. Larry and I had found a piece of land in Colorado that was stunning: acres of desert mesa b...

This week on Driving to the Rez , we’re sharing a true story that sounds almost too wild to be true. It started with a stunning piece of land in the Colorado desert - raw, powerful, and shimmering with natural selenite and ancient fossils. But when Larry and I arrived, the scene was anything but peaceful. The property was covered in squatters, black magic, debris, and an eviction order that requir...

Note: This is a rerun of Episode 221 I am writing this article and podcasting about it from our RV which is parked in a 49 acre parcel of land in Colorado. By the time you read it, we may very well be back home at the Olympic Peninsula. How on Earth did we get here? I ask myself. And the answer is that we were offered an adventure we could not refuse. You may remember that we are presently digging...