Channeling Amilyn

The inner work is done for clarity and growth.  I also use my channeling process to artistically bring the unknown into the known.  This is the process of creation. I'm in the process of clarifying the storyline to call teens and young adults into the metaverse space.  Here is how I use my self awareness process for creativity.  

Doing the inner work beings awareness of imbalance. I have become aware, that in the act of self preservation, I have denied my feminine expression. I fear the fragility, desire to nurture and high maintenance required just to exist. These stereotypes have separated me from the power of wholeness. Gender narratives matter in all our lives in the way we choose to express.

Hey I am back from my hiatus. We are still aligning with the highest expression of self so welcome back. Let's continue the journey because it works 💪

Infinite cosmic power yet Itty bitty living space. I see it, I understand it, and I can experience the everything of it. Yet,I do not know how to create it for others to experience. I see creation as a downward flow activity yet I'm being asked to create from the bottom up. I keep asking who am I to do this? Why was I given this adventure? Infinite possibility, data, symbolism and narratives.

There's a part of my mind that's constantly seeking out threats. My intellect needs to know cause-and-effect. There is a rightness that I'm attempting to reach. The other aspect of my mind is like a toddler in play. Infinite possibilities and godlike creation. I have not integrated both aspects into the wholeness of who I AM. I'm given the direction to sit and listen in the present moment. The ele...

I stayed away from community. Specifically, because I felt as if I did not have enough to give and still be left with what I needed to survive. What little I believed that I had extra, if I gave it then those receiving would be disappointed with the miserly amount that I offered. So, I decided to not give any at all and instead to take and hoard any that I came across, oportunistically. Today, the...

Sometimes we can find ourselves in the dark.. We long for the light to come in but we may still be in development, and risk over exposure if we don't honor the time. Yet when the light does come in, it will bring clarity to all of the gifts that were always right there with us. It is then that we become excited and inspired to take our gifts out into the world. We will create an experience which i...

The extremes may call our attention because we have programming that tunes us into the sensationalism and fear expressions. Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom. - Viktor Frankl. Today is a great day to ask, where do you choose to add your energy?

What experience are you having, today? We are between that which was and that which will be. What are you creating or focused on and what is your baseline expression? I've become aware that the baggage that I carried for so long has been removed! I'm unsure if I've matured or life just flipped and rewarded me with this new perspective. Enjoy your journey. Living is the gift we are offered.

Sometimes my inner work is not work at all.. Imagination is the start of play. Today I'm just going to play with symbolism, narrations, and meaning making. Ooooh treasure hunting awaits. I love a good mystery

I struggle with being present in community. I often feel that I have to mask, manipulate or protect to ensure my expression can survive. My fears from the past are preventing my authentic response to others. I'm confident that my 8 year old self will never let a life experience dampen my light. I'm asked if I'm willing to have faith, immerse myself into a community which aligns with my intention a...

What a mess. I sat and still struggled to stop seeking meaning or a narrative. Being is so HARD for my controlling ego.

Doing in the world is so much easier than being. I have confidence in my ability to do that which is perceived as value. I'm still a little insecure about how to be in the present moment with others. The first day back on campus with students and the instruction must come after the connection.

The individual makes up the collective. So if you think that humanity is not on the right path, start with self. Is your intention driven by fear or faith? The why is first. Yet, the actions that follow that intent create our physical reality.

I understand the meaning of humanity and the big picture. I still have to live the day-to-day life. Transitions are the best time to get in alignment with a supportive lifestyle. You can do your inner work to see how you want to live in your flesh suit too.

We have infinite ways to express yet sometimes can feel lost in our focus. What's this life about and how should we express our energy? Today, I just went inside and asked what I desired. The clarity was comforting and gave me a renewed vigor! This life is a gift 🎁

My programming is an obligation to produce for them. I'm asked to define my own expression without the performance for approval. This is not as simple as I thought. I'm impatient and keep trying to control how I am seen. What is our authentic expression offering and do we have courage to align with that?

When I'm doing the work I don't always realize the fear behind my consciousness. Trying to communicate the vision challenges me to share my true voice. I normally rely on confidence and push through. Now, I'm asked to use faith, let go and allow it to flow. I'll accept the challenge but hold back the imaginary mob with pitchforks.

The journey is not to traverse the game and upgrade from a pawn into the role of the king. The path is in understanding the limitation of playing as a game piece at all. Once you understand and choose intention then you will be removed from the experience completely. I'm playing a new expression and making space for others to join. Control isn't the way

Creation. What is it? How do we in our limited human expressions bring in our infinite power? Imagination transports is into alternate dimensions yet our alignment with only today's capabilities interfere with seeing the way. Enter into what feels like the mind of a mad man seeing the seed of source.

When I move the ball forward, I choose a task that I believe is necessary to reverse engineer my ultimate vision. The quicker I can get the shit done, the more chance I have to make an impact. Yet, today I'm asked to not plug into the dopamine of running towards a goal but instead be fully present in the task of the moment. My challenge is finding the value in the information and experience of slo...

The journey is not simple nor all joy. There is struggle, internal and external along the way. Today, I sit in my frustration, self doubt, and lack of clarity. The beach helps sooth but the real soothing is for the inner child still feeling alone. (Poor audio quality due to wind in the beach ⛱)

There's a game that I want to play. Yet it seems that everyone around me is playing a different game. I want to play the one that I envision. If I play with them, then they get their fun and I lose. What if I can change my narrative? How can we play together and both win? How is my stubbornness getting in the of all play? My fears are stoppingthe game from even starting.

Our creations require consistent manipulation, effort, attention, time and resources. If we stop doing that which we created it will naturally return to homeostasis. If we only allow that which nature creates then we ignore human creation gifts. I assume there is a balance in constant effort to maintain a human creation and the respect that life will flow without our need to control.

Have you ever woken up already exhausted? Not physically but mentally tired from constantly scanning the present comparing to a part experience. In just going to give myself permission today to take a break without guilt or shame.