Al Anonymous

Actress/Genius Annie Hamilton and I hang out for literally the first time ever and discover that we are kindred sisters seemingly cut from the very same luxurious cloth. We go over our traumatic childhoods, seeing our dreams die at an early age, acting out online, and our passion for the art of performance.

LA Warman and I meet in a Jewish cemetery on a rainy day, record this episode about LA’s death doula practice, and then get locked in the cemetery until we have to call 311 to escape. Warning: this one's a little heavy. LAWarman.com WarmanSchool.com

****DISCLAIMER IF U R MY DAD OR IF WE HAVE EVER SLEPT TOGETHER PLZ SKIP THIS EPISODE************* Arjun comes on the pod to talk about how he hates coming. We then talk about how we both hate sex and why you should too. Arjun also has a pod: diversityhire.substack.com

Rachel Bell invites me over to her new spacious one bedroom apartment which she shares with her new French husband. We discuss sobriety, spirituality, faith, and traditional values in a not boring way.

Win and I talk about the outskirts of NYC, hazardous driving conditions, regressive behavior, and suburban anarchism. A bit on breakups as well.

Ripley Soprano and Dave Justice meet me at the People’s Space, a former public school turned illegal squat turn gallery turned performance studio turned mutual aid center, to bring awareness to the importance of harm reduction and narcan distribution. **Aired on Montez Press Radio 6/27/20

After an initial failed attempt to record this episode Juliana Huxtable joins me from Berlin to talk about digestive health, clean eating, body image and the porn industry.

Dasha Nekrasova and I set out to decipher the true meanings of buzzwords such as "codependency," "borderline," "narcissist," "gaslighting," "trauma," and "healthy relationships."

Journalist James Payne and I discuss where sobriety falls on the political spectrum and its contentious role in cults, countercultures, and American history. Aired on Montez Press Radio 5/30/2020.

Pete Yares woke up in Tuscon, AZ at 3PM and texted our group chat "Lord have mercy I am so fucking hungover," so I asked if I could record his hangover for the pod. After some technical issues we discuss different kinds of hangovers, "icing," sobriety, and recovery. I also get to voice a few qualms I have with AA.

I catch up with an old flame, Griffin Harwood AKA Griffin Pyn AKA Sewn Leather AKA Skull Katalog AKA Breathdrawn Life-Deliverance, for the first time in a decade. We discuss the past ten years and what led us both to a life of sobriety. Griffin also explains Hare Krishna Consciousness because he's now a Hare Krishna. https://breathdrawnlifedeliverance.bandcamp.com/

I invite myself over to Louie Glaser's house in the middle of the day and we record this episode about taking the edge off, happy hour, the morning after, social distancing and quarantine musings. Follow Louie on instagram at instagram.com/booksover and twitter twitter.com/Blood_Napkin.

WARNING: IF YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ME OR IF YOU ARE MY DAD PLEASE SKIP THIS EPISODE Liv and I pretty much just girl talk about navigating sober dating, quarantine dating, long distance dating, dating in new york, men, guys, dudes, s*x and love and the power of both. Olivia defines 'boyfriend' as 'an audience for your inner monologue,' and we theorize that perhaps all men are bastards.

Petra Cortright shares her experience with partying, motherhood, recovery the art world, censorship and a devastating Christmas Miracle.

Glenn and I discuss procrastination, "the thinking of the thoughts," depression, and facing yourself in quarantine.

Amalia Soto aka Molly Soda and I have a cute convo about growing up Online, pre-sobriety and post-.

Aired on Montez Press Radio 4/25/20. In this episode I have no guest as we are still in quarantine. However, I give a brief history and biography of each of my houseplants. It kind of sounds like The Moth on crack and I'm sorry.

Leia Jospe and I discuss anger, rage, fear, temper tantrums, mental breakdowns, lashing out, bullying, seeing red, etc. We explore that sources of these emotions and behaviors as well as ways to manage such frustration.

First ever pod recorded all by myself. I am shocked I figured out how to do it tbh. This was played on Montez Press Radio but now you can listen here. It ends abruptly. Also I have no guest on this one, had to go it alone. Bear with me. I'm new.

Anna Khachiyan and Paris Hynes discuss sobriety. This was January 2019 and it's taken me like 4 months to post it. I sound mad stupid in this one but Anna is brilliant and Paris is endearing. This was the first time I recorded a pod outside of the Montez studio. Thank you for teaching me, Anna.

Recorded a little convo with Mia Kerin and Evan Eisel like 3 weeks I was released from the Eating Disorder Unit at a mental institution. Funny anecdotes about camaraderie, characters and lessons learned.

Emily Hanson, Dasha Nekrasova and I discuss eating disorders, depression, antidepressants and the "death drive."

By Louie Glaser. He's a genius and a teacher.

Recorded like a month after my brother died. Sophie Helf and I talk about traumatic events and rock bottoms that led us to sobriety.

First episode recorded in 2018 with Montez Press Radio. I have a chit chat with Jeanette Hayes, Olivia Henry and Bea Fremderman as we explore new sobriety. I don't remember the exact date it was recorded but it was like 2 weeks before my brother died.