dove night

talk about needing relief , i struggled too much going for my dreams so listen , i didnt make it yet in hollywood so give me some relief

talk about i am a winner not a victim but life is trying to make me a victim and that is not fair

talk about how america is wrong for not electing Kamala harris and how electing Donald trump is a detriment to america and might destroys america's superpower status

talk about homophobes who are really gay, gay criminals----> i stay away from gay criminals,  i stay away from self destruction etc.  i am gay ,i dont hang out with gay men who are criminals ,or evil

i am going to express myself and not afraid of critics

talk about a dangerous black woman and man/transvestite who has been obsessed with me for twenty years and i never knew them personally from vose street manor. over my little two hundred thousand condo-very little money- i am poor that is extreme sick person- they belong in prison and the person who thinks i am a preacher- never was ,that is a delusion- i am an entertainer, intellectual.

the reality is LA ,van nuys ,hollywood, glendale etc is liberal ,looks who votes here- democratic ,the reality is i am a poor professional artist and the reality is i own my songs lies about me being straight- they are out of touch with reality

+ I want to live life in my true reality as a poor professional artist who wants to make it big in hollywood - LA ,and stay away from those who are not in touch -- with reality of the world

talk about staying in touch with reality and stay away from those are not in touch with reality

its because I want to make it in hollywood talk- I did not come to LA to make music for  a hobby , to be harrass by crazy people. I did not come to LA hollywood to be a psychologist or any thing else except be an entertainer - I do not want others to go by my skin color and i dont go by skin color either ,love does not see color or religion , sex ,sexual orientation, i go by character or preferenc...

talk, about artists who made it in hollywood , and how that dream of making it in hollywood entertainment i had when i got off the greyhound and landed in Los angeles in 1991 still resonates todayy- despite not making it yet

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talk about my values psychologically as someone who tells the truth- i have never received any recognition despite hard work and talent, i told the truth about my sexuality,i always been gay for life , and i came to LA to be a professional recording artist, and i am honest , but i attract crazies, criminals, out of touch with reality people and ignorant people , -those people i do not want to come...

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i am tired of the crazy psychotic people obssesed with me ,the lies, and the hollywood rejections-they can all kiss my ass because i live on my terms , i will not kiss someone else's ass

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Delusions of grandeur? ----> that is said by an obsessed dangerous stalker who belong in the mental hospital or prison----- and that statement itself is delusional- because the truth is going for the Hollywood dream in LA is a reality- millions of artists struggling to make their dreams come true, in film ,music, comedy ,all ages ,shapes and sizes

I am not attracted to crazy or insane delusional people or vote for one- Donald J trump is delusional and i am not voting for him but in my private life i attracted an obssessed delusional stalker and they should be locked up ,but i stay away from them and i am not attracted to these insane people who talk about me

its not fair that nate silver saying kamala going to lose when the polls are close

I am naturally permanently gay-progressive democratic person who is an artist- but i attracted out of touch of reality people who are homophobic, someone who says i could be a pastor-and that is out of touch because i will never be a christain pastor - because i am a buddhist, always , i dont need that person around me - i attracted a out of touch woman who thinks i am straight and she is crazy me...

i am just a solo artist , who makes songs, and sings , but open to professional signed bands who wants to work with me with songwriting,performing etc, NO UNSIGNED BANDS NO FAKES< too many years of playing with non serious flakes and people who didnt take the music seriously and who dont want to take the music to the professional level <<<------TOO Painful ,had to stop!

https://open.spotify.com/track/4LcGJ6IzDMcWWt7gKNTzWo?si=4383a163c1164485

the song is written by dove night - i wrote it and talk about the song- the song is about loving myself despite dealing with the dark side of the hollywood dream

again , i am an artist, and I do not need a crazy person, a pervert neighbor , who lies to the police that they gotten permission to peek into my home with an illegal camera or device and say evil things to people online and in my neighborhood that I will never make it in hollywood ,that i am delusional, - all evil lies and the truth is i am an aspiring professional artist,who lives near hollywood...

talk about wanting to be left alone in the privacy of my little bity home from the crazy nosy sick neighbors who cannot mind their business, and their lies that i gave them permission to peek-> that is not true and just because i have aspirations to be a success as a musical artist , recording artist is no excuse to be harrassed or because i do podcasts, i am still a very small small person wit...